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Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
...:* Crying over splited milk *::...
What's the point of crying over splited milk?
USELESS!!!
You will never change!!!
Yes!! I am not changing!!
Woooooohhhhhh~~~
I am highly stressed up with problems.
The S&S life I have got.
Stupid & Stubborn.
Why am I in these ways? Why?
You can't blame too much.
Seriously. I am born to be.
I'm getting tough.
The yesterday me will cry from any shooting.
Today me, hold it tight and embed it.
He shoot me and I'm just ignoring.
Comes to be an attitude since I failed? Partially true.
There STUBBORN is stained in me.
I do not like to share as I like to hide.
After reading through articles, I found myself to have hypersomnia too.
I fell asleep easily during noon and it took hours for me to wake.
My life is just STUPID with these kind of daily schedule.
Hiaz...
I had enjoyed my days with leisures.
Now what? Rushing and running without a stops.
Can I have a bus stop?
I rather sleep more and die in the young age.
Doesn't matter if 2012 really comes true for me but I don't think so it will come true.
Assignments!!! Mid term!!! Quizzes!!!
I tends to cry in first term as it was the first time handling the problem.
As for second sem, I come to feel stress and I don't feel like crying.
Instead I sleep and sleep and sleep.
I stressed myself till I woke in the middle night and thinks of my assignment topic.
Middle night should be the best dreaming season.
Sadly I was awake and think of ways to solve problem.
As problem not solved I will not be having normal life.
USELESS!!!
You will never change!!!
Yes!! I am not changing!!
Woooooohhhhhh~~~
I am highly stressed up with problems.
The S&S life I have got.
Stupid & Stubborn.
Why am I in these ways? Why?
You can't blame too much.
Seriously. I am born to be.
I'm getting tough.
The yesterday me will cry from any shooting.
Today me, hold it tight and embed it.
He shoot me and I'm just ignoring.
Comes to be an attitude since I failed? Partially true.
There STUBBORN is stained in me.
I do not like to share as I like to hide.
After reading through articles, I found myself to have hypersomnia too.
I fell asleep easily during noon and it took hours for me to wake.
My life is just STUPID with these kind of daily schedule.
Hiaz...
I had enjoyed my days with leisures.
Now what? Rushing and running without a stops.
Can I have a bus stop?
I rather sleep more and die in the young age.
Doesn't matter if 2012 really comes true for me but I don't think so it will come true.
Assignments!!! Mid term!!! Quizzes!!!
I tends to cry in first term as it was the first time handling the problem.
As for second sem, I come to feel stress and I don't feel like crying.
Instead I sleep and sleep and sleep.
I stressed myself till I woke in the middle night and thinks of my assignment topic.
Middle night should be the best dreaming season.
Sadly I was awake and think of ways to solve problem.
As problem not solved I will not be having normal life.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
...::* Again *::..
Hohoho.. Merry X'mas!! @@
I got it again. haha..
What I got?
I got mumble early morning from my BayB.
What will it be about? SAME TOPIC!!! haha..
He has got a daddy style. *tumbs up* lol..
Everyone taking benefits from me.
Using me wor..
"Will you like if someone treat you everyday?"
"Will you feel bad if everyday ask help from the same human?"
"What I tells you never get into your mind."
"You are stubborn. Can't you please say NO for once?"
"Once doesn't mean really one time ONLY"
"You have rights to say no!!!"
"Help but with limit to yourselves"
"Axxxx is a troublesome guy doesnt matter we are friends, help him."
"Not to those who are unknown"
"See, everyone getting help from you."
"You never change!! Don't give me that stupid face."
"Once again I will not care about you."
"Don't you know how to talk?"
"If I were Lxxxx, you would not be getting this scolding ONLY."
"Do not tell me is your character. It can be change"
"Why you like that? Why??? Can you let me know why?" *He smiles :)*
Once again the same trend.
Get mumbled for the same things. lol..
I can remember what he said.
Well, i helped out for PEOPLE's assignments.
What now? Quizzes for unknown.
Giving a hand is what my responsibility. lol..
A call for me I will just answer YES.
Don't you dare ask me to marry you.
Definitely a NO for you. :)
The one who doesn't knows how to say NO.
So the stubborn wor.. lol..
I have no idea why am I in the way.
I'm trying to get into the society.
No one had betrayed me till now la..
I'm still protected. ==
Tutor said:
Science student likes to argue back.
They are more to facts.
Art students think more wide.
This proved that I have science quality. lol.. JOKING.
I'm trying to learn. ==
Trying to THINK. ==
I got it again. haha..
What I got?
I got mumble early morning from my BayB.
What will it be about? SAME TOPIC!!! haha..
He has got a daddy style. *tumbs up* lol..
Everyone taking benefits from me.
Using me wor..
"Will you like if someone treat you everyday?"
"Will you feel bad if everyday ask help from the same human?"
"What I tells you never get into your mind."
"You are stubborn. Can't you please say NO for once?"
"Once doesn't mean really one time ONLY"
"You have rights to say no!!!"
"Help but with limit to yourselves"
"Axxxx is a troublesome guy doesnt matter we are friends, help him."
"Not to those who are unknown"
"See, everyone getting help from you."
"You never change!! Don't give me that stupid face."
"Once again I will not care about you."
"Don't you know how to talk?"
"If I were Lxxxx, you would not be getting this scolding ONLY."
"Do not tell me is your character. It can be change"
"Why you like that? Why??? Can you let me know why?" *He smiles :)*
Once again the same trend.
Get mumbled for the same things. lol..
I can remember what he said.
Well, i helped out for PEOPLE's assignments.
What now? Quizzes for unknown.
Giving a hand is what my responsibility. lol..
A call for me I will just answer YES.
Don't you dare ask me to marry you.
Definitely a NO for you. :)
The one who doesn't knows how to say NO.
So the stubborn wor.. lol..
I have no idea why am I in the way.
I'm trying to get into the society.
No one had betrayed me till now la..
I'm still protected. ==
Tutor said:
Science student likes to argue back.
They are more to facts.
Art students think more wide.
This proved that I have science quality. lol.. JOKING.
I'm trying to learn. ==
Trying to THINK. ==
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
...::* Lifeless *::...
Feel so lifeless.
Daily routine have to turn up to college before 8am.
Return from college around 5.30 or 7pm.
What a lifeless life.
So call a daily routine and I have to get use with it? huh?
Activate since 6.45am.
Recharge or so call nap at 5.30pm.
Reactivate at 7.30pm.
Totally deactivated at 1 or 2 pm.
Is so tiring. A tiring and hectic life.
How I wish to enjoy life.
Sadly, no.
Life to be enjoy after 55 years old.
Retiring age. ==
Is so dirty to get to bed without taking a bath.
So what? Is my bed. I need rest desperately.
Worst part of me is that, I had give less care to my babies.
Feels so bad. I have not been feeding them daily.
Even facebooking had been reduced. (I guess)
Too many to do. The road wasn't easy to get through.
I'm tired!!!!!!!!! A month had passed.
Second month.. On going with midterm. Is tiring.
Day and night quiz!!! test!!! exams!! assignments!!!
Running none stop is what a life is.
And is so lifeless.
Lifeless human. Tired is what human got.
Daily routine have to turn up to college before 8am.
Return from college around 5.30 or 7pm.
What a lifeless life.
So call a daily routine and I have to get use with it? huh?
Activate since 6.45am.
Recharge or so call nap at 5.30pm.
Reactivate at 7.30pm.
Totally deactivated at 1 or 2 pm.
Is so tiring. A tiring and hectic life.
How I wish to enjoy life.
Sadly, no.
Life to be enjoy after 55 years old.
Retiring age. ==
Is so dirty to get to bed without taking a bath.
So what? Is my bed. I need rest desperately.
Worst part of me is that, I had give less care to my babies.
Feels so bad. I have not been feeding them daily.
Even facebooking had been reduced. (I guess)
Too many to do. The road wasn't easy to get through.
I'm tired!!!!!!!!! A month had passed.
Second month.. On going with midterm. Is tiring.
Day and night quiz!!! test!!! exams!! assignments!!!
Running none stop is what a life is.
And is so lifeless.
Lifeless human. Tired is what human got.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
...::* Ethnics *::...
Currently I'm undergoing with Introduction to Business class.
To survive in this world and to be a successful businessman/woman,
We have to be a good liar. Especially to marketer.
I had finish my lectures on the topic of ethnics.
3 main things when come to ethnical dilemma.
IS IT ILLEGAL?
IS IT BALANCE?
HOW DO YOU FEEL AFTER YOUR DECISION?
Lecturer says that he feel bad to lie for the first month.
Same goes to the second month.
When third month comes, he thinks:
"If I do not lie to them, others will lie to them also."
It make senses but I can't take it too.
Lying is so hard to be done.
My FIRST TIME into Cyber Cafe!!!
I went in with June June.
My VERY FIRST TIME.
I do not feel good entering there.
The atmosphere was quite good.
It wasn't as bad as I thought.
June brought me to CC!!!!!! Lol..
It was shocking to my dear one.
He called up "where are you?"
"erm.. I'm outside.. CC.. @@"
"With who!!!???"
"erm.. June, I'll get to you now"
"okay okay.."
Phewwwww~
He did not get mad at me.
I now it was shocking. hehe..
A dao fu fa kills everything. ^^
To survive in this world and to be a successful businessman/woman,
We have to be a good liar. Especially to marketer.
I had finish my lectures on the topic of ethnics.
3 main things when come to ethnical dilemma.
IS IT ILLEGAL?
IS IT BALANCE?
HOW DO YOU FEEL AFTER YOUR DECISION?
Lecturer says that he feel bad to lie for the first month.
Same goes to the second month.
When third month comes, he thinks:
"If I do not lie to them, others will lie to them also."
It make senses but I can't take it too.
Lying is so hard to be done.
My FIRST TIME into Cyber Cafe!!!
I went in with June June.
My VERY FIRST TIME.
I do not feel good entering there.
The atmosphere was quite good.
It wasn't as bad as I thought.
June brought me to CC!!!!!! Lol..
It was shocking to my dear one.
He called up "where are you?"
"erm.. I'm outside.. CC.. @@"
"With who!!!???"
"erm.. June, I'll get to you now"
"okay okay.."
Phewwwww~
He did not get mad at me.
I now it was shocking. hehe..
A dao fu fa kills everything. ^^
Monday, October 4, 2010
...::* Habits *::...
Supplementary paper aka kind of July paper in my college.
I get marginal fail in my Economics and I'm into supplementary paper.
It took my 1 month away. What a waste.
Semester 2 come to be an lazy semester for me.
Ever since the first day, I had not been staying and studying.
I loiter all round Cheras area.
Eat, play, talk and love.
These all we done throughout a month.
What a waste? Yea~ IS SO THE WASTE!!!
I must stop!!! Time for studies!!!
Stop making it a habit and starts to get lazy and stops all work.
I must not let myself into another supplementary.
Is so expensive.
I must stop myself getting around.
Must stay and study.
Test passed and I treat it as nothing?
Why am I with the habit!!!
I have to brush myself up..
Please!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! haha..
MidTerm will be starting this Saturday and I am still enjoying my time.
Have to change. A must.
I get marginal fail in my Economics and I'm into supplementary paper.
It took my 1 month away. What a waste.
Semester 2 come to be an lazy semester for me.
Ever since the first day, I had not been staying and studying.
I loiter all round Cheras area.
Eat, play, talk and love.
These all we done throughout a month.
What a waste? Yea~ IS SO THE WASTE!!!
I must stop!!! Time for studies!!!
Stop making it a habit and starts to get lazy and stops all work.
I must not let myself into another supplementary.
Is so expensive.
I must stop myself getting around.
Must stay and study.
Test passed and I treat it as nothing?
Why am I with the habit!!!
I have to brush myself up..
Please!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! haha..
MidTerm will be starting this Saturday and I am still enjoying my time.
Have to change. A must.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
...::* Tasks *::...
I feel bad.
I failed in a task given by Ken.
I lost his earing. So sorry for it.
I had reminded myself to take it.
This the first responsible given to me.
I must take care of it but I failed. ><
FAILURE...
From now on, I will make myself a new task.
Listen to what Ken says.. lol..
He won't make me to the dead road. haha..
I had not been listening and what he says always to be right.
No need to re-evaluate, I did not listen and I pay extra RM30 for re-evaluate.
Results come to be same and no changes.
The shop is not open and can see from here.."keras kepala" Let me go!!!
Ended up walked to the shop and is close. @@
Lobak Gou not nice. I called and is tasteless. Yucks..
Throughout these few examples, I should listen to what people says.
haha.. This the first task in my life to change myself? haha..
Should try to give a success to it. keke..
Tomorrow will be the day.
Economics!!! Result is here.
Our hardwork had successed for Algebra & Trigonometry!!!
Congratz June & Ken!!! big success I got.
Next target!!! Quantitative Method.. Trying my very best.. hehe..
I failed in a task given by Ken.
I lost his earing. So sorry for it.
I had reminded myself to take it.
This the first responsible given to me.
I must take care of it but I failed. ><
FAILURE...
From now on, I will make myself a new task.
Listen to what Ken says.. lol..
He won't make me to the dead road. haha..
I had not been listening and what he says always to be right.
No need to re-evaluate, I did not listen and I pay extra RM30 for re-evaluate.
Results come to be same and no changes.
The shop is not open and can see from here.."keras kepala" Let me go!!!
Ended up walked to the shop and is close. @@
Lobak Gou not nice. I called and is tasteless. Yucks..
Throughout these few examples, I should listen to what people says.
haha.. This the first task in my life to change myself? haha..
Should try to give a success to it. keke..
Tomorrow will be the day.
Economics!!! Result is here.
Our hardwork had successed for Algebra & Trigonometry!!!
Congratz June & Ken!!! big success I got.
Next target!!! Quantitative Method.. Trying my very best.. hehe..
Saturday, September 25, 2010
...::* Golden Screen Cinema *::...
LOL to the MAX..
Today we had our class and later,
Me and KenNie went for movie in Leisure Mall.
My first movie that costs RM 12.
We went for couple seats again. LOL.
Leisure Mall's GOLDEN SCREEN CINEMA..
Dot dot dot..
I was asked for IC. lol..
I look young!!! Wahahahaha..
THANK YOU, MEI THENG!!!
hehe.. For the account.. haha..
Today we had our class and later,
Me and KenNie went for movie in Leisure Mall.
My first movie that costs RM 12.
We went for couple seats again. LOL.
Leisure Mall's GOLDEN SCREEN CINEMA..
Dot dot dot..
I was asked for IC. lol..
I look young!!! Wahahahaha..
THANK YOU, MEI THENG!!!
hehe.. For the account.. haha..
Friday, September 24, 2010
...::* Stress *::...
I stressed up myself and I went on being alone in a place.
I tried to calm myself and I failed.
I bursted. Wakakakaka.
The exams would be good?
I have no idea with it.
I just don't like economics.
I should challenge myself into Accounting?
hmmmmmm... ACCA sounds professional. @@ haha..
Currently I would like to announce that I'm in a NEW LIFE.
Yes!!! I'm not independent.
I'M IN MY THIRD RELATIONSHIP!!!
Who's the unlucky guy??? hehe..
I sounds so bitchy with the "third relationship" @@
I'm a play girl that had changes 2 boyfriend in 5-6 years time.
I'm not independent enough. I'm depending on others.
I just cannot bring myself up to be independent. huhuhu..
Doesn't matter. I will still be loved. :)
UNLUCKY YOU, YAP KEN NIE!!!!!!! :P
A month had passed.
Time to start our fight and flight to another semester!!!
I had got a hectic life in this semester.
Intro to business- not interest (struggle)
Quantitative - cant understand (struggle)
Computing - need memorise (struggle lagi)
Writting - needs creativity (again struggle)
Account - format ( struggle)
Whole semester need memorising more than working.
I'm dying......
Memory low.. SO LOW!!!
I tried to calm myself and I failed.
I bursted. Wakakakaka.
The exams would be good?
I have no idea with it.
I just don't like economics.
I should challenge myself into Accounting?
hmmmmmm... ACCA sounds professional. @@ haha..
Currently I would like to announce that I'm in a NEW LIFE.
Yes!!! I'm not independent.
I'M IN MY THIRD RELATIONSHIP!!!
Who's the unlucky guy??? hehe..
I sounds so bitchy with the "third relationship" @@
I'm a play girl that had changes 2 boyfriend in 5-6 years time.
I'm not independent enough. I'm depending on others.
I just cannot bring myself up to be independent. huhuhu..
Doesn't matter. I will still be loved. :)
UNLUCKY YOU, YAP KEN NIE!!!!!!! :P
A month had passed.
Time to start our fight and flight to another semester!!!
I had got a hectic life in this semester.
Intro to business- not interest (struggle)
Quantitative - cant understand (struggle)
Computing - need memorise (struggle lagi)
Writting - needs creativity (again struggle)
Account - format ( struggle)
Whole semester need memorising more than working.
I'm dying......
Memory low.. SO LOW!!!
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
...::* Random *::...
Economics will be here.
I'm worried. Very worried.
I'm stressing, pressuring and tensioning mood.
I'm not happy. I wants to be pampered.
I have no ways of expressing.
I'm so so so tired of it.
I want to cry. I want to express...I'm worried. Very worried.
I'm stressing, pressuring and tensioning mood.
I'm not happy. I wants to be pampered.
I have no ways of expressing.
I'm so so so tired of it.
I have no class on Tuesday but I lied and stayed in college.
I planned to study. I'm such a failure.
Already weeks I studied and stressed on Economics.
Nothing come to me. Economics just doesn't come with me.
The more I study, the more I forget.
Today I manage to eat up Lecture 6 only.
The more I study, the more I forget.
Today I manage to eat up Lecture 6 only.
I will forget about it in coming days.
I'm so dissapointed with myself.
Why am not working on it.
I'm getting lazy.
I come to a place where I can be alone.
High up looking at peoples and mother nature.
I'm getting lazy.
I come to a place where I can be alone.
High up looking at peoples and mother nature.
Dear sunny, you came and shined on me.
You pushed me away from the nice place.
You pushed me away from the nice place.
I want to have sugary food or junks.
I'm having toothache.
I can't have too much and I must reduce.
I'm stress.. Very stressing..
I'm having toothache.
I can't have too much and I must reduce.
I'm stress.. Very stressing..
I must make myself pass. I have to.. I have no other ways.
I had been to Singapore, Johor and Melaka past weekend.
I saw this in a paper. I thought POKAI is a chinese word?
Monday, September 20, 2010
...::* Satisfy *::...
Weeeeeee~~~
I'm so happy and feels so satisfy.. :)
Relaxed. Is time for myself. hehe..
Stupid me.
I sat for hours in library,
Facing block C.
Keep on looking towards 5th floor. Noob!!!
haha.. I'm so sleepy and worry!!!
Till you come and give me a smile~~~
Weeeeeeeee~~~~~
Thanks guys!!! hehe..
My turn to stress up!!!
Thursday is here!!!
Soon!!! Very soon!!!
Panick? Panick?
hehe.. Gambateh!!!
MEMORISE!!! haha..
I'm so happy and feels so satisfy.. :)
Relaxed. Is time for myself. hehe..
Stupid me.
I sat for hours in library,
Facing block C.
Keep on looking towards 5th floor. Noob!!!
haha.. I'm so sleepy and worry!!!
Till you come and give me a smile~~~
Weeeeeeeee~~~~~
Thanks guys!!! hehe..
My turn to stress up!!!
Thursday is here!!!
Soon!!! Very soon!!!
Panick? Panick?
hehe.. Gambateh!!!
MEMORISE!!! haha..
Friday, September 17, 2010
...::* Worries *::...
Is time to worry.
Time fior Economics.
I must not fail this time.
I had wasted RM230.
What I had read week ago had totally forgotten.
What to do???
Re-read and re-memorise from A-Z.
This exam will be much more difficult for me.
As it will be more to theory than calculations.
I should had work hard for the othe 3 marks to pass.
Is just 3 more marks!!!
Have to work hard for coming Thursday.
Struggle myself to death.
Please push me to study!!!
Push me!!! I'm slacking.
I'm still enjoying and loitering around.
My mood is not here.
Ken Nie Nie~~~
You must not fail too.
My hard work for you, i don't want to have dissapointment.
Economics should be nothing to you.
As you can memorise the theory.
Good Luck.
June June~~~
You are not appearing for 2 weeks.
Monday will be the big day.
Where have you been.
We are worry for you to the max.
I'm sorry that failed to help you out on Sat & Sun.
I feel bad. I don't wanna leave. Sorry.
Good Luck to you too!!
Aaron~~~
Sorry that I can't help at all.
Hope you able to pass and score.
Everything will be fine!!!
Good Lucky to you three!!! hehe..
Lastly,
Good luck to my little KAMBING!!!!!
Please!!!!!!!! Please pass me. hehe.. :)
Time fior Economics.
I must not fail this time.
I had wasted RM230.
What I had read week ago had totally forgotten.
What to do???
Re-read and re-memorise from A-Z.
This exam will be much more difficult for me.
As it will be more to theory than calculations.
I should had work hard for the othe 3 marks to pass.
Is just 3 more marks!!!
Have to work hard for coming Thursday.
Struggle myself to death.
Please push me to study!!!
Push me!!! I'm slacking.
I'm still enjoying and loitering around.
My mood is not here.
Ken Nie Nie~~~
You must not fail too.
My hard work for you, i don't want to have dissapointment.
Economics should be nothing to you.
As you can memorise the theory.
Good Luck.
June June~~~
You are not appearing for 2 weeks.
Monday will be the big day.
Where have you been.
We are worry for you to the max.
I'm sorry that failed to help you out on Sat & Sun.
I feel bad. I don't wanna leave. Sorry.
Good Luck to you too!!
Aaron~~~
Sorry that I can't help at all.
Hope you able to pass and score.
Everything will be fine!!!
Good Lucky to you three!!! hehe..
Lastly,
Good luck to my little KAMBING!!!!!
Please!!!!!!!! Please pass me. hehe.. :)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
...:* Random *::...
Current song : she will be loved
Current mood : average
Yesterday had been another history for future. lol..
I'm worry..
I'm worry for my supplementary paper.
I have not prepared for it.
Sacrificing is what fishy does most of the time.
hehe.. No worries.. Fishy always blessed. ^^
Hardworking on monday.
No slacking. No playing. No loitering. No lunch.
Have to work hard till coming Thursday end. ^^
All the best for each and everyone of us who are taking supplementary.
Aaron Chin,
June June,
Ken Nie &
Myself.
GAMBATEH!!! hehe.. :)
Current mood : average
Yesterday had been another history for future. lol..
I'm worry..
I'm worry for my supplementary paper.
I have not prepared for it.
Sacrificing is what fishy does most of the time.
hehe.. No worries.. Fishy always blessed. ^^
Hardworking on monday.
No slacking. No playing. No loitering. No lunch.
Have to work hard till coming Thursday end. ^^
All the best for each and everyone of us who are taking supplementary.
Aaron Chin,
June June,
Ken Nie &
Myself.
GAMBATEH!!! hehe.. :)
Monday, September 13, 2010
...::* What i want *::...
Opportunity cost!!! haha..
To gain him, have to sacrifice on helping people.
Or else everything will come to be same as in pass.
Why should fishy go this way?
Is it a good or a bad attitude?
Sacrificing always come first before all.
Main sacrifice done will be myself and my time.
I always wanted to sleep early nowadays.
Sadly, most of the time i ended getting to bed after 12am.
Either assignment, homeworks, accompany others, or solve others problem.
I'm not used to reject helping people.
I reject myself.
My ex, always rejected by me.
I spent more time with friends more than him.
I know in future, no matter what and how,
I still be the same.
Helping others will be much more important than my time.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I BLOGGING!!!
I'm in exam pressures. ><
I guess. ><
Have to consume less sugar.
MUST STAND and HOLD ON.
LESS SUGAR!!!
To gain him, have to sacrifice on helping people.
Or else everything will come to be same as in pass.
Why should fishy go this way?
Is it a good or a bad attitude?
Sacrificing always come first before all.
Main sacrifice done will be myself and my time.
I always wanted to sleep early nowadays.
Sadly, most of the time i ended getting to bed after 12am.
Either assignment, homeworks, accompany others, or solve others problem.
I'm not used to reject helping people.
I reject myself.
My ex, always rejected by me.
I spent more time with friends more than him.
I know in future, no matter what and how,
I still be the same.
Helping others will be much more important than my time.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I BLOGGING!!!
I'm in exam pressures. ><
I guess. ><
Have to consume less sugar.
MUST STAND and HOLD ON.
LESS SUGAR!!!
Friday, September 10, 2010
...::* Blackie *::...
I done it.
Dear Blackie,
I done it.
I go through my days with smiles and joys..
I know this what you want from me.
I will not let you down in the coming years.
You will never want me to cry for you any.
You will wants me to forget about you.
As I can say is,
I will not forget every memories you had given to me.
You will always in me. You are with me. You still belongs to me.
I will not let you go but I will not cry for you anymore.
I try not to. I try not to cryh for you anymore.
I LOVE YOU, Blackie.
Dear Blackie,
I done it.
I go through my days with smiles and joys..
I know this what you want from me.
I will not let you down in the coming years.
You will never want me to cry for you any.
You will wants me to forget about you.
As I can say is,
I will not forget every memories you had given to me.
You will always in me. You are with me. You still belongs to me.
I will not let you go but I will not cry for you anymore.
I try not to. I try not to cryh for you anymore.
I LOVE YOU, Blackie.
Monday, September 6, 2010
...::* Luck *::...
I should think positive!!!
POSITIVE!!!!!
I read my horoscope in some sites.
Is 90% truth about me. :)
Part of it says:
I'll think negative and the negative thinking will come true.
Wow~ should think more positive.
Less negative. hehe..
I had been attacked by UNLUCKY for previous week.
So the sad. I'm SO WEAK!!!
I have no place and no where to release my problems.
So sad you know? hehe..
Lucks coming from this week.
I have to stay as strong as possible.
Although I'm internally weak. hohoho..
I want to depend on someone. May I? hehe..
Please YONG KA LING!!!
Wake up!!! Stop your fantasy world. hehe..
Top 5 horoscope that gives happiness after marriage:
Fishy is the second!!!
Male fishy : Cares for the wife. No matter what happen, the wife will be the first in his mine. Being his wife, will get the feeling of "princess".
Female fishy : Willing to sacrife everything without any condition. Is all mens wishes to have them.
hohoho.. so true.. haha..
I had let go a fishy. I had not appreciate the fishy appeared in my life.
I had set the fishy go and I'm going to sacrifice myself for others?
I'm born to give services and cares?
I should not get the care and secure from others.
I'm here give loves.. hehe..
Fishy also likes to act like a spoiled child. (true)
Fishy have all kinds of funny and fancy faces. (true)
Fishy gets peoples happiness easily. (yes gua?)
Is 90% true.
Same goes to my dear.
wahahahaha.. Get to know your personality^^
Should had learnt this. haha.. :P
Lucks coming!!!
I must do my best in everything.
Think positive!!! Get positive!!!
Love Ling.
MuaxxX.. Lub yah..
POSITIVE!!!!!
I read my horoscope in some sites.
Is 90% truth about me. :)
Part of it says:
I'll think negative and the negative thinking will come true.
Wow~ should think more positive.
Less negative. hehe..
I had been attacked by UNLUCKY for previous week.
So the sad. I'm SO WEAK!!!
I have no place and no where to release my problems.
So sad you know? hehe..
Lucks coming from this week.
I have to stay as strong as possible.
Although I'm internally weak. hohoho..
I want to depend on someone. May I? hehe..
Please YONG KA LING!!!
Wake up!!! Stop your fantasy world. hehe..
Top 5 horoscope that gives happiness after marriage:
Fishy is the second!!!
Male fishy : Cares for the wife. No matter what happen, the wife will be the first in his mine. Being his wife, will get the feeling of "princess".
Female fishy : Willing to sacrife everything without any condition. Is all mens wishes to have them.
hohoho.. so true.. haha..
I had let go a fishy. I had not appreciate the fishy appeared in my life.
I had set the fishy go and I'm going to sacrifice myself for others?
I'm born to give services and cares?
I should not get the care and secure from others.
I'm here give loves.. hehe..
Fishy also likes to act like a spoiled child. (true)
Fishy have all kinds of funny and fancy faces. (true)
Fishy gets peoples happiness easily. (yes gua?)
Is 90% true.
Same goes to my dear.
wahahahaha.. Get to know your personality^^
Should had learnt this. haha.. :P
Lucks coming!!!
I must do my best in everything.
Think positive!!! Get positive!!!
Love Ling.
MuaxxX.. Lub yah..
Saturday, September 4, 2010
...::*lalalalalala *::...
No worries, Be happy. :)
Time to get back to normal!!!
Weeks of time not camwhore-ing.
Let's start the habit?
Nope. Is kinda lazy to do it.
Is waste of time actually. haha..
Let's get fun with my dearest one and also food?
I mean my bread. haha..
...::* Back *::...
Emotional imbalance visits me when I lack of sugar?
Mooncake festival coming!!! Plenty of mooncakes and is sweet!!
I had consumed too much yesterday night.
Almost a whole mooncake.
I guess it had help me to balance back my emotion?
Thanks mooncakes.^^ (toothache-ing) haha..
Nice~ From the SIX HAPPINESS. Thank you.
You do contain happiness in your mooncakes. haha..
I had accepted everything that had passed?
but my heart is not totally cured. (i guess)
Nevermind. Time will be the medicine.
Meanwhile, is time to fight.
Although I have no feeling of fighting.
GTF- GOT TO FIGHT!!!
WAKE UP!!! IS TIME TO FIGHT!!!
PROMISE...
8x2=16
16 days time.
I'm the winner!!! You will be mine!!!
YOU ARE TAKEN!!!
MuaxxxxX!!!
Love my life. (although hate comes mostly..hohoho..)
Mooncake festival coming!!! Plenty of mooncakes and is sweet!!
I had consumed too much yesterday night.
Almost a whole mooncake.
I guess it had help me to balance back my emotion?
Thanks mooncakes.^^ (toothache-ing) haha..
Nice~ From the SIX HAPPINESS. Thank you.
You do contain happiness in your mooncakes. haha..
I had accepted everything that had passed?
but my heart is not totally cured. (i guess)
Nevermind. Time will be the medicine.
Meanwhile, is time to fight.
Although I have no feeling of fighting.
GTF- GOT TO FIGHT!!!
WAKE UP!!! IS TIME TO FIGHT!!!
PROMISE...
8x2=16
16 days time.
I'm the winner!!! You will be mine!!!
YOU ARE TAKEN!!!
MuaxxxxX!!!
Love my life. (although hate comes mostly..hohoho..)
Friday, September 3, 2010
...::* Disaster *::...
Beginning of the month had turned into a disaster for me.
Everything turned to be worries and dissatifactions.
A bad sign had shown to me.
Nothing go smoothly as I wished for.
Not at all.
I blamed myself.
I blamed. I blamed for everything.
I'm such a FAILURE.
I had failed to help you guys, Ken & June.
I had failed to look for both the lecturers.
I had failed to be a better secretary of yours.
I had failed my economics.
I had failed to control my emotions.
I had failed. Totally failure.
The war that had not faced before had made my emotional imbalance.
You'll see me LOL now, and I'll COL in minutes.
Showing the sad me is the worst thing in my life.
As everyone knows I will always be smiling and laughing.
I have been crying TOO FREQUENT.
I'm not independent enough.
Even I had went into National Service.
No matter what and how am I,
I need a some one.
The one that I wish to share my problems.
The one who willing to be my good listener.
Maybe I'm too depending on people, that's why I always into a relationship.
I will not be independent?
This my life?
Dependent life?
Can September end fast and soon?
Can it? Is very struggling.
I'm suffering right now.
Is pain and the sore doesn't leave.
Is really a very hard and tough route.
I failed to control my emotions.
Crazy numb me as I can no more use sleep to numb.
I have no time for sleeps. Not at all.
I have to hold, hide and stand on my own feet.
I sat alone and tears just rolled out automatically with sore in my heart.
I held so hard not to scares off public.
UCSI University have no better place for loneliness.
Everywhere were humans and disturbance.
There isn't a place for me and I can't do so.
It might shock my elder sister.
What I can do is just hold on.
I'm not totally cure.
Not because my problems not solved.
Is because I had not cried all out.
I have no place, no time, no ways to cry.
I need a hug. I need a hug desperately.
I'll hug you tight and cry out loud. (if I would really do so)
Everything turned to be worries and dissatifactions.
A bad sign had shown to me.
Nothing go smoothly as I wished for.
Not at all.
I blamed myself.
I blamed. I blamed for everything.
I'm such a FAILURE.
I had failed to help you guys, Ken & June.
I had failed to look for both the lecturers.
I had failed to be a better secretary of yours.
I had failed my economics.
I had failed to control my emotions.
I had failed. Totally failure.
The war that had not faced before had made my emotional imbalance.
You'll see me LOL now, and I'll COL in minutes.
Showing the sad me is the worst thing in my life.
As everyone knows I will always be smiling and laughing.
I have been crying TOO FREQUENT.
I'm not independent enough.
Even I had went into National Service.
No matter what and how am I,
I need a some one.
The one that I wish to share my problems.
The one who willing to be my good listener.
Maybe I'm too depending on people, that's why I always into a relationship.
I will not be independent?
This my life?
Dependent life?
Can September end fast and soon?
Can it? Is very struggling.
I'm suffering right now.
Is pain and the sore doesn't leave.
Is really a very hard and tough route.
I failed to control my emotions.
Crazy numb me as I can no more use sleep to numb.
I have no time for sleeps. Not at all.
I have to hold, hide and stand on my own feet.
I sat alone and tears just rolled out automatically with sore in my heart.
I held so hard not to scares off public.
UCSI University have no better place for loneliness.
Everywhere were humans and disturbance.
There isn't a place for me and I can't do so.
It might shock my elder sister.
What I can do is just hold on.
I'm not totally cure.
Not because my problems not solved.
Is because I had not cried all out.
I have no place, no time, no ways to cry.
I need a hug. I need a hug desperately.
I'll hug you tight and cry out loud. (if I would really do so)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
...::* Hate September *::...
Arrival of you had not shown any good thing.
Too many unwanted things had happened.
I don't want to accept.
I don't want!!! OKAY?
Can I please don't accept it?
Please leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!
I had been desperately for it.
Why should it come to the way that I never wished?
Stubborn baby..
I smiled and laughed when I saw it.
It just doesn't suits my mood.
I'm worried. Not for myself but something else.
Fortunately, everything will be fine/ already fine?
Home everything to be fine.
Let all of us go through every of these difficult time.
Bless us once again. Please God.
Bless for Yap Ken Nie, economics, algebra & trigonometry in sup, and his everything.
Bless for Terence Ling Hong Wei, gets the approval of sitting sup paper.
Bless for Aaron Chin Lik Fung, your accounts, PTPTN and your everything too.
Bless for Looi Chai June, algebra & trigonometry.
Bless for Chan Wai Hoong, account and Physics.
Last but not least... Bless for myself.
Pass my Economics in coming sup paper..
I'm totally not in the mood now.
Time to worried for myself.
Everything had been settled.
Is time for myself.
Emotional Imbalance again...
Too many unwanted things had happened.
I don't want to accept.
I don't want!!! OKAY?
Can I please don't accept it?
Please leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!
I had been desperately for it.
Why should it come to the way that I never wished?
Stubborn baby..
I smiled and laughed when I saw it.
It just doesn't suits my mood.
I'm worried. Not for myself but something else.
Fortunately, everything will be fine/ already fine?
Instead..
I have to give thanks to God for the settlement.
Thanks God for being with me all this while.
All the while you had been blessing.
Thanks God.
Thank you. I really appreciate you deeply from my heart.
Thank you, God.
Home everything to be fine.
Let all of us go through every of these difficult time.
Bless us once again. Please God.
Bless for Yap Ken Nie, economics, algebra & trigonometry in sup, and his everything.
Bless for Terence Ling Hong Wei, gets the approval of sitting sup paper.
Bless for Aaron Chin Lik Fung, your accounts, PTPTN and your everything too.
Bless for Looi Chai June, algebra & trigonometry.
Bless for Chan Wai Hoong, account and Physics.
Last but not least... Bless for myself.
Pass my Economics in coming sup paper..
I'm totally not in the mood now.
Time to worried for myself.
Everything had been settled.
Is time for myself.
Emotional Imbalance again...
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
...::* Miss Him *::...
Huhuhu~~~
I rolled my tears in sudden.
His figure visited me by last night.
Is so sore..
I miss him so desperately.
I need a hug.
A warm hug.
I need to express.
I miss you...
Years you had left me.
To be 6 years.
Yet I can't forget about you.
Your last emotion, action, and post.
Freshly in my mind.
Is so sore. Very sore..
Dear little one, Blackie.
I love you forever.
I know I shouldn't drop my tears anymore.
You won't like me to be like this.
I'm sorry. I can't.
You are my beloved one and I have no idea of controlling myself to do this.
I love you, my dear. I love you.
I rolled my tears in sudden.
His figure visited me by last night.
Is so sore..
I miss him so desperately.
I need a hug.
A warm hug.
I need to express.
I miss you...
Years you had left me.
To be 6 years.
Yet I can't forget about you.
Your last emotion, action, and post.
Freshly in my mind.
Is so sore. Very sore..
Dear little one, Blackie.
I love you forever.
I know I shouldn't drop my tears anymore.
You won't like me to be like this.
I'm sorry. I can't.
You are my beloved one and I have no idea of controlling myself to do this.
I love you, my dear. I love you.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
...::* Movies *::...
Too much loitering.
I had watched 4 movies since 16th August. LOL..
Usually I don't really go for movies.
Is bored.
I had watched:
The Last Airbenders on 16 in LM.
Descent 2 on 20 in Genting.
Love in Disguise on 24 in LM.
Phua Chu Kang today in LM.
RM 24.. wow.. haha..
Spending too much nowadays.
Money no place waste? lol..
I miss you!!! lol..
How can I be missing you? lol..
Ka Ling missing someone? OMG..
Unbelievable.. Lessbian betul..haha..
I miss college life.
I miss it maximum.
Hohoho..
Results were out.
Not all but only 2 subjects.
Scoring 72 for Malaysian Studies and 68 for Film & Arts Appreciation.
I got two BF right now.
Is not the great or the best one.
Doesn't matter is enough ba?
Next destination.
Ice skating? Nono..
Dim sum first then get a day to skate?
Hey~ My next destination to Singapore!!!
Singapore-->Johor--> Melaka--> KL
Do miss me. lol.. JOKING. talalalalala.. haha..
Should miss me..
What if the accidents happen right? wahahahaha..
Siao ar...
Woooooot...
My LG KF310 affected by viruses..
o.0? Viruses. No worries. No harm. haha..
Love green bean.. Yummy. Yummy. haha..
Remind me about camp's green bean soup.
Is salty but not sweet.
Actually is nice too.
Should find a day to have Malay's green bean soup.
Miss it.
I had watched 4 movies since 16th August. LOL..
Usually I don't really go for movies.
Is bored.
I had watched:
The Last Airbenders on 16 in LM.
Descent 2 on 20 in Genting.
Love in Disguise on 24 in LM.
Phua Chu Kang today in LM.
RM 24.. wow.. haha..
Spending too much nowadays.
Money no place waste? lol..
I miss you!!! lol..
How can I be missing you? lol..
Ka Ling missing someone? OMG..
Unbelievable.. Lessbian betul..haha..
I miss college life.
I miss it maximum.
Hohoho..
Results were out.
Not all but only 2 subjects.
Scoring 72 for Malaysian Studies and 68 for Film & Arts Appreciation.
I got two BF right now.
Is not the great or the best one.
Doesn't matter is enough ba?
Next destination.
Ice skating? Nono..
Dim sum first then get a day to skate?
Hey~ My next destination to Singapore!!!
Singapore-->Johor--> Melaka--> KL
Do miss me. lol.. JOKING. talalalalala.. haha..
Should miss me..
What if the accidents happen right? wahahahaha..
Siao ar...
Woooooot...
My LG KF310 affected by viruses..
o.0? Viruses. No worries. No harm. haha..
Love green bean.. Yummy. Yummy. haha..
Remind me about camp's green bean soup.
Is salty but not sweet.
Actually is nice too.
Should find a day to have Malay's green bean soup.
Miss it.
Monday, August 23, 2010
...::* Something Not Right *::...
I'm not feeling easy as usual.
I'm not in the mood.
Something had gone wrong tonight.
It should be today.
I have no idea of finding the root of the problem.
Why should I feel so?
I don't know. I have no answer for what it is.
I can't sleep well since yesterday.
I went to bed at 3 am and falls asleep after 5.30 am.
What's wrong with me?
My heart wasn't in peace.
It has been worried and messed up since yesterday.
What's wrong? What's wrong with me? What happened?
I have no ways of expressing.
I'm in worries and afraid of something.
Something would happen.
I can't predict what it would be.
Why? What is it actually?
Why should the feel hunt me in sudden and left for hours.
I'm not smiling from my true heart since this morning.
I had a afternoon-mare.
Trying to have a nap at 4 pm and the mare awakes me at 4.15pm.
Someone pulled my cheeks over and kissed me in sudden.
Is very scary. Someone might attack me.
I'm afraid of something.
I used to sleep in my bed that fulled of my stuff.
Usually I have got 2 dogs, 2pillows and 2 blankets.
I feel comfortable surrounded by all this things.
I like to be packed by stuff. I feel safe.
But yesterday I do not sleep well like the previous day.
I've got extra bear now and my bed should be more packed.
But.. it seems to be my bed gone bigger?
I sat and look for a momment.
My bed gone wider? Why I can't feel the safety?
I can't feel the secure. Why? Why? Why?
What had happen? What scares me away?
WHAT IS IT? can you please come out fast?
PLEASE~ I BEG YOU..
PLEASE...
I don't feel good.
I wants to cry.
I can't..
I'm in pressures?
What's this?
Why it happens in sudden?
Why?
NOT IN MOOD..
I'm not in the mood.
Something had gone wrong tonight.
It should be today.
I have no idea of finding the root of the problem.
Why should I feel so?
I don't know. I have no answer for what it is.
I can't sleep well since yesterday.
I went to bed at 3 am and falls asleep after 5.30 am.
What's wrong with me?
My heart wasn't in peace.
It has been worried and messed up since yesterday.
What's wrong? What's wrong with me? What happened?
I have no ways of expressing.
I'm in worries and afraid of something.
Something would happen.
I can't predict what it would be.
Why? What is it actually?
Why should the feel hunt me in sudden and left for hours.
I'm not smiling from my true heart since this morning.
I had a afternoon-mare.
Trying to have a nap at 4 pm and the mare awakes me at 4.15pm.
Someone pulled my cheeks over and kissed me in sudden.
Is very scary. Someone might attack me.
I'm afraid of something.
I used to sleep in my bed that fulled of my stuff.
Usually I have got 2 dogs, 2pillows and 2 blankets.
I feel comfortable surrounded by all this things.
I like to be packed by stuff. I feel safe.
But yesterday I do not sleep well like the previous day.
I've got extra bear now and my bed should be more packed.
But.. it seems to be my bed gone bigger?
I sat and look for a momment.
My bed gone wider? Why I can't feel the safety?
I can't feel the secure. Why? Why? Why?
What had happen? What scares me away?
WHAT IS IT? can you please come out fast?
PLEASE~ I BEG YOU..
PLEASE...
I don't feel good.
I wants to cry.
I can't..
I'm in pressures?
What's this?
Why it happens in sudden?
Why?
NOT IN MOOD..
Saturday, August 21, 2010
...:* Back *::...
Genting trip successed.^^
Syoik~
An enjoyable trip with you guys.
June, Eric, Ivy How, Ken Nie, San Ing & Aaron Chin.
Seriously, that day was my first in many things.
First time:
Enjoyed all outdoor theme park.
Gets crazy in lobby with you guys for hours.
Watch scary movies in middle night at 1.30 am.
Sleeps with guy.
Before going, I was afraid of the space shot.
End up, I was up there enjoying hoping to be higher.
Sadly weather wasn't that good.
Failed to enjoy all the games.
We found out something nice, cheapest and fun to played.
Is just 40 cents per time and per person.
Here comes the BMI machine. lol..
Currently I'm having 165.5 cm with 45.5 kg and 16.5 BMI.
Round it off and will get 17. Balanced. haha..
They went back for jackets.
While me and Ken goes along with Mr. Bean. lol..
Something stupid had happened.
Too brave. Too crazy. Too stubborn. OMG..
We joined up and loiter around in lobby.
Up, Down, Left, Right,
Jump, Run, Climb, Crawl. lol..
Waiting time to come for The Descent.
Is fun to watch human shock. :P
I admit I was shocked once in the ending part.
NOT THE WHOLE SCENE!!! :P
Talks.. Pai seh la.. lol..
Movie ended!!! Head to hotel.
I'm hungry.. Is singing.
My room, 2 guys & 2 girls.
Girls protected by guys?
We sleep in the center and the guys by the side.
I get a knock. nono.. 2 knock. Left knock and right knock.
I can't sleep. Ended up observing people sleeping.
Day 2 wasn't muchie.
We just went for our bowling and snookering.
I brought a box of cigratte. Is just RM 5.
Cheap you know? duty free.. haha..
Lazy to upload images.
Images into facebook.. haha..
Syoik~
An enjoyable trip with you guys.
June, Eric, Ivy How, Ken Nie, San Ing & Aaron Chin.
Seriously, that day was my first in many things.
First time:
Enjoyed all outdoor theme park.
Gets crazy in lobby with you guys for hours.
Watch scary movies in middle night at 1.30 am.
Sleeps with guy.
Before going, I was afraid of the space shot.
End up, I was up there enjoying hoping to be higher.
Sadly weather wasn't that good.
Failed to enjoy all the games.
We found out something nice, cheapest and fun to played.
Is just 40 cents per time and per person.
Here comes the BMI machine. lol..
Currently I'm having 165.5 cm with 45.5 kg and 16.5 BMI.
Round it off and will get 17. Balanced. haha..
They went back for jackets.
While me and Ken goes along with Mr. Bean. lol..
Something stupid had happened.
Too brave. Too crazy. Too stubborn. OMG..
We joined up and loiter around in lobby.
Up, Down, Left, Right,
Jump, Run, Climb, Crawl. lol..
Waiting time to come for The Descent.
Is fun to watch human shock. :P
I admit I was shocked once in the ending part.
NOT THE WHOLE SCENE!!! :P
Talks.. Pai seh la.. lol..
Movie ended!!! Head to hotel.
I'm hungry.. Is singing.
My room, 2 guys & 2 girls.
Girls protected by guys?
We sleep in the center and the guys by the side.
I get a knock. nono.. 2 knock. Left knock and right knock.
I can't sleep. Ended up observing people sleeping.
Day 2 wasn't muchie.
We just went for our bowling and snookering.
I brought a box of cigratte. Is just RM 5.
Cheap you know? duty free.. haha..
Lazy to upload images.
Images into facebook.. haha..
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
...::* Enjoy *::...
I'm going to enjoy my life.
Outdoor a lot nowadays.
Task 1- clear my cupboard. (done)
Task 2- clear my study area (halfway)
Task 3- Get the three babies bath (not done at all)
I'm heading to genting in 2 days time.
Excited!!!
Sudden excited with this and also my results..><
I don't know why but I'm very excited to know my result.
Result not posted yet.
It will be up very soon.
Wooooooo~~
Nervous yet wants to know..
Can upload faster?
Please~ Please~ Please~
Seems to ask time to fly faster. haha..
Badminton tomorrow. lol..
Few months no exercise since return from camp.
My tummy is back.
Should go for camp to get tummy lost.. haha..
Outdoor a lot nowadays.
Task 1- clear my cupboard. (done)
Task 2- clear my study area (halfway)
Task 3- Get the three babies bath (not done at all)
I'm heading to genting in 2 days time.
Excited!!!
Sudden excited with this and also my results..><
I don't know why but I'm very excited to know my result.
Result not posted yet.
It will be up very soon.
Wooooooo~~
Nervous yet wants to know..
Can upload faster?
Please~ Please~ Please~
Seems to ask time to fly faster. haha..
Badminton tomorrow. lol..
Few months no exercise since return from camp.
My tummy is back.
Should go for camp to get tummy lost.. haha..
...::* Yeeha *::...
Current mood: Average.
Current Song : Vanilla Twilight-Owl City.
Semester break started at 11.20 am on 16.08.10, Monday.
We headed to Leisure Mall for lunch and enjoyment.
Our babies have their gaming in arcade.
The mommy waited. >< We are starving la.. haha..
We enjoyed our lunch in Boston.
Seated in front of cinema. ><
Noob la.. 2.40 pm ticket.
Have to wait another hour.
We spreaded a part.
They have their guys talk, we have our walk walk..^^
I had never stand on that bridge and enjoy the view.
Looks like weirdo but doesn't matter.
You can enjoy the car under you,
the clouds come and go above you,
the eye sights on you.
Another to more days I will head to Genting.
Syok~ I'm going to play all the elements. ><
I might have my first walk with you, my dear. lol..
Morning walk. lolx.. So sweet~~ ><
Current Song : Vanilla Twilight-Owl City.
Semester break started at 11.20 am on 16.08.10, Monday.
We headed to Leisure Mall for lunch and enjoyment.
Our babies have their gaming in arcade.
The mommy waited. >< We are starving la.. haha..
We enjoyed our lunch in Boston.
Seated in front of cinema. ><
Noob la.. 2.40 pm ticket.
Have to wait another hour.
We spreaded a part.
They have their guys talk, we have our walk walk..^^
I had never stand on that bridge and enjoy the view.
Looks like weirdo but doesn't matter.
You can enjoy the car under you,
the clouds come and go above you,
the eye sights on you.
Another to more days I will head to Genting.
Syok~ I'm going to play all the elements. ><
I might have my first walk with you, my dear. lol..
Morning walk. lolx.. So sweet~~ ><
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
...::* AnnouncemenT *::...
At last I have got the time.
Not in a rush to tell whatever I wants to says.
Currently I am single yet unavailable.
Reasons are excuses.
I know is unacceptable reason so just let this be the reason.
I have no feeling on him. I don't love him.
We broke on Tuesday, 10th August 2010, 1200 hours, Old town.
753 days or 2 years & 25 days.
All the time we had come to be memories.
Sorry for taking this step before you did.
In future I might regret on what I had done on that day.
Doesn't matter. Life still have to move on.
Move on. Never look back.
Cheer up and is not worth to be sad because of me.
I am nothing more than a BITCH.
I'm not your Mrs. Right.
Move on.
***HOMESICK***
I have been spending too much of time outside.
Loitering around Cheras area.
My "SAN GA" only left RM 50. lol..
Semester break start next Tuesday.
So, I will not be getting money. ><
Have to stop my spenses. Lol..
Spending too much make me poor.
I'm eating.
I'm eating a lot of things.
Spenses to food increases.
My sister doesn't eat but I eat damn expensive stuff.><
Financial problem starting soon. ><
Everyday spending 10 to 11 hours outside.
I really do miss home. lol..
I'm mommy's girl. :)
Have not been realising the love in my surrounding.
I have to expose to the world.
Seeking for true love from human all over the world.
Feel the love from everything.
Living and non-living things.
Time to feel it, love it and appreciate it.
Trying to change myself.
Change to know more about myself and understand people.
I will never be loved if I do not love myself.
Love is short-term from everyone.
You will lost the love immediately.
Like and Love are different.
You will discover the difference.
I had come across all the "IF" and thinks about it.
No matter what. Let it be. Follow the flow.
"Shawn say follow the beat" lol..
Stay strong.
Not in a rush to tell whatever I wants to says.
Currently I am single yet unavailable.
Reasons are excuses.
I know is unacceptable reason so just let this be the reason.
I have no feeling on him. I don't love him.
We broke on Tuesday, 10th August 2010, 1200 hours, Old town.
753 days or 2 years & 25 days.
All the time we had come to be memories.
Sorry for taking this step before you did.
In future I might regret on what I had done on that day.
Doesn't matter. Life still have to move on.
Move on. Never look back.
Cheer up and is not worth to be sad because of me.
I am nothing more than a BITCH.
I'm not your Mrs. Right.
Move on.
***HOMESICK***
I have been spending too much of time outside.
Loitering around Cheras area.
My "SAN GA" only left RM 50. lol..
Semester break start next Tuesday.
So, I will not be getting money. ><
Have to stop my spenses. Lol..
Spending too much make me poor.
I'm eating.
I'm eating a lot of things.
Spenses to food increases.
My sister doesn't eat but I eat damn expensive stuff.><
Financial problem starting soon. ><
Everyday spending 10 to 11 hours outside.
I really do miss home. lol..
I'm mommy's girl. :)
Have not been realising the love in my surrounding.
I have to expose to the world.
Seeking for true love from human all over the world.
Feel the love from everything.
Living and non-living things.
Time to feel it, love it and appreciate it.
Trying to change myself.
Change to know more about myself and understand people.
I will never be loved if I do not love myself.
Love is short-term from everyone.
You will lost the love immediately.
Like and Love are different.
You will discover the difference.
I had come across all the "IF" and thinks about it.
No matter what. Let it be. Follow the flow.
"Shawn say follow the beat" lol..
Stay strong.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
...::* Bless You *::...
Bless you.
I will here to bless you, Terence Ling Hong Wei. lol..
Sorry, I should had called you up.
Feeling so so so the bad. ><
We are so so so sorry for you. ><
The office will definitely give you a chance. ><
My phone attacked by viruses.
Whole memory card format but not sure whether is okay?
Exam started at 10 am yet we are still playing.
I am still enjoying my talks.
9.30 am. Oh no!!!!! I have not finish my lecture notes!!!
Teach me~~~ lol..last call but I have no idea on it.><
I have no interest into Economics.
I get into the hall, I have no feeling.
I sat and do. Do I know how to do?
I really do not know how should I answer you.
Should I know or not?
I trying to use add maths way.
In the end, I recall the glance I gave to my notes.
Wooot~ I re-do..
Shoot, shoot, & shoot.
Bing, Bing, & Bang.
Count, count and count.
Not enough 40/100%
35% only.. need 4 more..
If I able to tackle all 10% in Q1,
I'll be more confident..><
What is this!!!
I'm learning economics?
Nothing in my brain now.><
We enjoyed ourselves in FunOK Cafe.
Coming days we will be there to lepak for our another 6 months time.
Take yourself as home. lol..
This the time to enjoy.
Will never feel it again in coming 10 years.
><
Tired.. go sleep.. >< nite..
I will here to bless you, Terence Ling Hong Wei. lol..
Sorry, I should had called you up.
Feeling so so so the bad. ><
We are so so so sorry for you. ><
The office will definitely give you a chance. ><
My phone attacked by viruses.
Whole memory card format but not sure whether is okay?
Exam started at 10 am yet we are still playing.
I am still enjoying my talks.
9.30 am. Oh no!!!!! I have not finish my lecture notes!!!
Teach me~~~ lol..last call but I have no idea on it.><
I have no interest into Economics.
I get into the hall, I have no feeling.
I sat and do. Do I know how to do?
I really do not know how should I answer you.
Should I know or not?
I trying to use add maths way.
In the end, I recall the glance I gave to my notes.
Wooot~ I re-do..
Shoot, shoot, & shoot.
Bing, Bing, & Bang.
Count, count and count.
Not enough 40/100%
35% only.. need 4 more..
If I able to tackle all 10% in Q1,
I'll be more confident..><
What is this!!!
I'm learning economics?
Nothing in my brain now.><
We enjoyed ourselves in FunOK Cafe.
Coming days we will be there to lepak for our another 6 months time.
Take yourself as home. lol..
This the time to enjoy.
Will never feel it again in coming 10 years.
><
Tired.. go sleep.. >< nite..
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
...::* Unlucky *::...
When unlucky come and attack, can't escape. ><
I have been so the unlucky.
I might FAIL my OFFICE APPLICATION.
All the *star star* word in my heart..
WTC!!! I realised it just after my maths subject.
The shading sheets normally should be straight down.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
Today, the shading sheet was left and right, left and right.
1. 2.
3. 4.
5. 6.
After everything, getting into lift with Ken. >Our OA paper also left & right.
Malaysian study straight. >< >< ><
"shit" came out from my mouth.
*star star* word in my heart. >< ><
Not happy!!!
Our babies sad for maths.
I sad for Office. ><
And JOKES FOR EVERYONE.
The lecturer will be no 1. correct. 2.x 3.x 4.x ----50.x
49/50 wrong!!!!!
OMG la!!!
Subjective already fly 24/50 la.. still gt more to cut.><
WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!!
VERY GIK SIM!!! T______T
Wants to cry la..
Jokes for others also. ><
WUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWU~!!!!
Freaking SAD jor.. ><
I ate puppy love today.
Icy~~~
Ice+ Red bean + Zhan jue+ choco= puppy love
Try others next time.
I want desserts!!!!!!!!
I have been so the unlucky.
I might FAIL my OFFICE APPLICATION.
All the *star star* word in my heart..
WTC!!! I realised it just after my maths subject.
The shading sheets normally should be straight down.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
Today, the shading sheet was left and right, left and right.
1. 2.
3. 4.
5. 6.
After everything, getting into lift with Ken. >Our OA paper also left & right.
Malaysian study straight. >< >< ><
"shit" came out from my mouth.
*star star* word in my heart. >< ><
Not happy!!!
Our babies sad for maths.
I sad for Office. ><
And JOKES FOR EVERYONE.
The lecturer will be no 1. correct. 2.x 3.x 4.x ----50.x
49/50 wrong!!!!!
OMG la!!!
Subjective already fly 24/50 la.. still gt more to cut.><
WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!!
VERY GIK SIM!!! T______T
Wants to cry la..
Jokes for others also. ><
WUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWU~!!!!
Freaking SAD jor.. ><
I ate puppy love today.
Icy~~~
Ice+ Red bean + Zhan jue+ choco= puppy love
Try others next time.
I want desserts!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
...::* Hard Life *::...
Hard life starting.
KA LING is growing.
No fears. No tears.
I had been wasting a lot of things.
I had missed a lot of things.
Before anything else,
SORRY~ SORRY~ and SORRY~
I had not cared for you since getting into camp.
Ended up with dryness.
Taught of saving you, as I had failed.
You left me as I had abandon you first.
No use crying over the spilt milk.
All I have to say is.. Sorry.
I had make you lost your life in this world.
Sorry to God, who had created a life for it.
Yet, I had make it lost its life. ><
I have to work damn hard from tonite till Thursday's morning.
Algebra and Econs.
Where I have no confident in Econs at all.
I have no idea on what it says.
I need help in ASAP.. but I don't think so I will have it in last minutes.
Not even a book can assits me.
I'm tired. Tired and tired. ><
All the days and night I had not been having a good night. ><
I'm getting off to bed right now.
Is too early and doesn't sounds like me.
I have to. I have to fight hard for it.
Tonite will be a better night.
Good night.
Better, Bitter, Bad, Sour...
Good night everyone.
Love you guys.
KA LING is growing.
No fears. No tears.
I had been wasting a lot of things.
I had missed a lot of things.
Before anything else,
SORRY~ SORRY~ and SORRY~
I had not cared for you since getting into camp.
Ended up with dryness.
Taught of saving you, as I had failed.
You left me as I had abandon you first.
No use crying over the spilt milk.
All I have to say is.. Sorry.
I had make you lost your life in this world.
Sorry to God, who had created a life for it.
Yet, I had make it lost its life. ><
I have to work damn hard from tonite till Thursday's morning.
Algebra and Econs.
Where I have no confident in Econs at all.
I have no idea on what it says.
I need help in ASAP.. but I don't think so I will have it in last minutes.
Not even a book can assits me.
I'm tired. Tired and tired. ><
All the days and night I had not been having a good night. ><
I'm getting off to bed right now.
Is too early and doesn't sounds like me.
I have to. I have to fight hard for it.
Tonite will be a better night.
Good night.
Better, Bitter, Bad, Sour...
Good night everyone.
Love you guys.
Monday, August 9, 2010
...::* FAILURE NO.1 *::...
JERK!!!
Failed. ><
I should had spending all the 24 hours of Saturday & Sunday on my exam.
What had I done? Wasting my time.
13 files. WTH i had read?
2-3 files only.
What I had spending on?
DISTRACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO UNSATISFY!!!!!
I know the result should be some unwanted way.
Because I had not work for it.
I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN MUCH!!!!!
If.....
When there is if, everything will not had happen.
Faeces!!!!!!!
I loss 24%...
50% MCQ & 50% structures.
I don't think I can score in MCQ too.
Not even 20%... How can I pass this subject???
Pantang SUB-PAPER.
Pantang RETAKE.
I'm very the "ANGRY"?
What's the point?
Padan muka lu la..
Takla belajar.. Spending stupid time.
I don't know why my anger come in sudden.
Failed. ><
I should had spending all the 24 hours of Saturday & Sunday on my exam.
What had I done? Wasting my time.
13 files. WTH i had read?
2-3 files only.
What I had spending on?
DISTRACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO UNSATISFY!!!!!
I know the result should be some unwanted way.
Because I had not work for it.
I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN MUCH!!!!!
If.....
When there is if, everything will not had happen.
Faeces!!!!!!!
I loss 24%...
50% MCQ & 50% structures.
I don't think I can score in MCQ too.
Not even 20%... How can I pass this subject???
Pantang SUB-PAPER.
Pantang RETAKE.
I'm very the "ANGRY"?
What's the point?
Padan muka lu la..
Takla belajar.. Spending stupid time.
I don't know why my anger come in sudden.
...::* >< *::...
not in peace.
Fishy is not peaceful.
Fishy is not happy.
Fishy very the "rice"
Fishy~~~~~~
In another two and the half hour I will have to take my exam.
I have no mood for it.
I have no idea of it.
I don't want to face it.
Wants to escape.
ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!><
Life~~~
How can I hold on?
I don't feel like holding on.
I'll burst up again.
My brain got distracted.><
uneasy..
Uneasy feelings had come to me again.
Should I do it?
Is this the right choice?
Best of the best choice?
LOST...........
I can't concentrate.
I can't.
Fishy is not peaceful.
Fishy is not happy.
Fishy very the "rice"
Fishy~~~~~~
In another two and the half hour I will have to take my exam.
I have no mood for it.
I have no idea of it.
I don't want to face it.
Wants to escape.
ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!><
Life~~~
How can I hold on?
I don't feel like holding on.
I'll burst up again.
My brain got distracted.><
uneasy..
Uneasy feelings had come to me again.
Should I do it?
Is this the right choice?
Best of the best choice?
LOST...........
I can't concentrate.
I can't.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
...::* Fire *::...
The heat in me is very high.
I can feel it.
I have 11 more files to read.
Powerpoint slides.
Each with at least 50 and above.
I had just finish with 3 files.
What is this?
I have no more feelings.
I'm tired. I'm numb.
I do not wants to avoid.
I know what I want.
I had decided what I want.
Am I? Yes I am...><
I wants to be selfish.
Towards the conclusion.
I'm the worst GF ever in the whole world.
I'm DAMN BITCH.
Flirting around with no limitation.
Spending my times with guys.
Hanging around in useless places.
Doing things that has no benefits.
I'm a girl with un-natural faces in everyones eyes.
No one knows who am I.
I am nobody. I want to be myself.
The real me. Where to find the real me?
I'm such a bitch. Damn BITCH.
Not doing my part to flirt with him.
Not spending my time with him.
Not caring him for days.
Ignoring him.
Sleep, sleep, sleep.
Study, study, study.
Play, play, play.
Eat, eat, eat.
What else I know?
Waste of time doing this.
I have to anti social?
Anti social.
Be selfish.
SELFISH. BE ALONE.
@#$% EVERYONE IN MY LIFE.
NEVER TREAT ANYONE GOOD.
STOP THE CARES.
STOP HELPING.
STOP PLAYING.
STOP JOKING.
STOP!!!!!!!!
STOP MY LIFE.......
2012.. will you really exists?
Will you? Can you please get my life.
I'm willing to give up my life to help.
Almighty Father,
I have been talking to you lately.
I'm a useless girl.
I know you will help me throughout my life.
You exists in me since I were born.
You supported me throughout my life.
You loved me as no ones do before.
Thank GOD. You are the best.
You guided me all my ways.
Thank you...
I can feel it.
I have 11 more files to read.
Powerpoint slides.
Each with at least 50 and above.
I had just finish with 3 files.
What is this?
I have no more feelings.
I'm tired. I'm numb.
I do not wants to avoid.
I know what I want.
I had decided what I want.
Am I? Yes I am...><
I wants to be selfish.
Towards the conclusion.
I'm the worst GF ever in the whole world.
I'm DAMN BITCH.
Flirting around with no limitation.
Spending my times with guys.
Hanging around in useless places.
Doing things that has no benefits.
I'm a girl with un-natural faces in everyones eyes.
No one knows who am I.
I am nobody. I want to be myself.
The real me. Where to find the real me?
I'm such a bitch. Damn BITCH.
Not doing my part to flirt with him.
Not spending my time with him.
Not caring him for days.
Ignoring him.
Sleep, sleep, sleep.
Study, study, study.
Play, play, play.
Eat, eat, eat.
What else I know?
Waste of time doing this.
I have to anti social?
Anti social.
Be selfish.
@#$% EVERYONE IN MY LIFE.
NEVER TREAT ANYONE GOOD.
STOP THE CARES.
STOP HELPING.
STOP PLAYING.
STOP JOKING.
STOP!!!!!!!!
STOP MY LIFE.......
2012.. will you really exists?
Will you? Can you please get my life.
I'm willing to give up my life to help.
I have been talking to you lately.
I'm a useless girl.
I know you will help me throughout my life.
You exists in me since I were born.
You supported me throughout my life.
You loved me as no ones do before.
Thank GOD. You are the best.
You guided me all my ways.
Thank you...
Saturday, August 7, 2010
...::* Pack *::...
Coming week will be fully packed.
Exams on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
Opportunity Cost.. lol..
If I wants to pass my Economics,
I have to give up scoring high score for Maths. ><><><><
My phone!!! Yes.. I had attacked by viruses.
I reset my phone and memory card went into hospital..
BI-BO-BI-BO-BIU-BIU-BIU-BIU.. lol..
Hope everything goes well.
Sadly, went I reset my phone,
I forget to transfer all headset numbers into sim card.
Hmmmmm.. some of you were gone!!!~~ No~~~
No worries.. Someday I will get you back. ^^
Okay, after 12.30 pm of coming Thursday,
I'll relax. Let's shopping~~~
Shop into Econsave. Funny? lol..
Mothers of six kids.. lol..
12 days time..
Mood will be back to enjoy my best of the best life.
Is it really cheap?
I don't know why sudden question come. @@
2 days 1 night,
Outdoor theme park,
First world hotel
Transport fees go & bck
(some junks)
All cost RM50
Mau siam jor.. lazy jor.. 1 more file den oi oi gao.. :)
Exams on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
Opportunity Cost.. lol..
If I wants to pass my Economics,
I have to give up scoring high score for Maths. ><><><><
My phone!!! Yes.. I had attacked by viruses.
I reset my phone and memory card went into hospital..
BI-BO-BI-BO-BIU-BIU-BIU-BIU.. lol..
Hope everything goes well.
Sadly, went I reset my phone,
I forget to transfer all headset numbers into sim card.
Hmmmmm.. some of you were gone!!!~~ No~~~
No worries.. Someday I will get you back. ^^
Okay, after 12.30 pm of coming Thursday,
I'll relax. Let's shopping~~~
Shop into Econsave. Funny? lol..
Mothers of six kids.. lol..
12 days time..
Mood will be back to enjoy my best of the best life.
Is it really cheap?
I don't know why sudden question come. @@
2 days 1 night,
Outdoor theme park,
First world hotel
Transport fees go & bck
(some junks)
All cost RM50
Mau siam jor.. lazy jor.. 1 more file den oi oi gao.. :)
Friday, August 6, 2010
...::* Flirty *::...
Current weather : Raining very very very soon.
Current mood : Lower than normal.
Current area : Block A, UCSI.
Current need : Let me be alone.
Trying to absorb Economics for coming Thursday.
Nothing come into my mind.
In and out. Ending not reached.
I had been flirty in these days.
Non-stop flirting around.
IS SO THE BITCHY.
What's the point being bitchy?
No idea.
I'm in tense. I want to stop everything and enjoy life.
This will not be happen as earth turns and human grow.
Can the earth turn faster in future?
I wants to see my future.
What I am into?
When there is faith,
We will meet again.
When we are ment to meet,
We never afraid to be apart.
I have no worries about my coursework marks.
I'm just worried for my exams.
I have to score 20 out of 40 and I'm safe.
This is tough yet I have to do it.
No matter how and what,
I still have to take the challege.
Nothing easy in life. Everythings getting tough.
Life is not great as everyone taught.
What the CRAP I'm having now?
I am now with all the rubbish in my brain.
I want to study!!!!!!!!!!
STUBBORN!!!!!!
Born to be stubborn.
I know the outcome yet I still do it.
Why? Why should I be so the stubborn!!!
Afraid? Still doing it. Why?
STUBBORN.
Stop it. Economics please.
I'm stress. Please do not stress me and let the flow come.
Next challenge:
Genting's Solero in middle August.
Ghost Festival is here!!!
What will be the case that coming out from newspaper?
Siam dulu.. Econs..
><
Current mood : Lower than normal.
Current area : Block A, UCSI.
Current need : Let me be alone.
Trying to absorb Economics for coming Thursday.
Nothing come into my mind.
In and out. Ending not reached.
I had been flirty in these days.
Non-stop flirting around.
IS SO THE BITCHY.
What's the point being bitchy?
No idea.
I'm in tense. I want to stop everything and enjoy life.
This will not be happen as earth turns and human grow.
Can the earth turn faster in future?
I wants to see my future.
What I am into?
When there is faith,
We will meet again.
When we are ment to meet,
We never afraid to be apart.
I have no worries about my coursework marks.
I'm just worried for my exams.
I have to score 20 out of 40 and I'm safe.
This is tough yet I have to do it.
No matter how and what,
I still have to take the challege.
Nothing easy in life. Everythings getting tough.
Life is not great as everyone taught.
What the CRAP I'm having now?
I am now with all the rubbish in my brain.
I want to study!!!!!!!!!!
STUBBORN!!!!!!
Born to be stubborn.
I know the outcome yet I still do it.
Why? Why should I be so the stubborn!!!
Afraid? Still doing it. Why?
STUBBORN.
Stop it. Economics please.
I'm stress. Please do not stress me and let the flow come.
Next challenge:
Genting's Solero in middle August.
Ghost Festival is here!!!
What will be the case that coming out from newspaper?
Siam dulu.. Econs..
><
Thursday, August 5, 2010
...::* my FIRST & LAST *::...
I did it.
I had done part of my job.
Hope to be what I want.
More than that, sure will be allowed.
MALAYSIAN STUDY.
My first and last in college.
I will never want it again.
Never ever have it again.
I stressed myself for the whole night.
What I expected and suspected had come.
I'm on period!!! I'm SUPERD SCARE & NERVOUS yesterday night.
Failed to fall asleep and I keep on facebook-ing with my phone.
I'm so stress!!! This morning period came visits me.
I did not really study but glance through.
Lucky everything was fine.
THANKS TO Ms. NOORAIME.
She's great. Questions & answers totally given.
This the best exam that I ever taken.
You will have 99.9% confident to answer it.
You don't even have to think twice or even finish reading everything.
Is so fun as if you are erasing and redoing the questions in exercise book.
I'm good in walking.^^
I walked from Block A to Block C and climbed up to 5th floor.
Cool!!! Tonite I might feel the cramp. ><>
I had done part of my job.
Hope to be what I want.
More than that, sure will be allowed.
MALAYSIAN STUDY.
My first and last in college.
I will never want it again.
Never ever have it again.
I stressed myself for the whole night.
What I expected and suspected had come.
I'm on period!!! I'm SUPERD SCARE & NERVOUS yesterday night.
Failed to fall asleep and I keep on facebook-ing with my phone.
I'm so stress!!! This morning period came visits me.
I did not really study but glance through.
Lucky everything was fine.
THANKS TO Ms. NOORAIME.
She's great. Questions & answers totally given.
This the best exam that I ever taken.
You will have 99.9% confident to answer it.
You don't even have to think twice or even finish reading everything.
Is so fun as if you are erasing and redoing the questions in exercise book.
I'm good in walking.^^
I walked from Block A to Block C and climbed up to 5th floor.
Cool!!! Tonite I might feel the cramp. ><>
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
...::* Challenges *::...
Blogging daily had shown how stressfull I am?
Worst thing I had done in college.
I bursted out in the public.
What is this?
What is this happening in college?
Is so the "TOH SHUI GA".
I held it so hardly.
Can't stop myself thinking.
I never wants to talk about it.
I doesn't like to voice it out.
As I would be fine with typing.
I had been torturing his heart so much.
Instead of setting free, I'm avoiding.
WHAT A BITCH?
I HAVE NO GUTS TO FACE THE TRUTH.
NO GUTS TO FACE HIM.
NO GUTS TO FACE THE PROBLEMS.
I know I am having a flowery heart.
As EVERYONE thinks so. Right? :)
As Mr. Toh Toh say so too. ^^
I had use to be a BITCH.
I numb myself. I numb myself to stop my thinking.
Even if it is running through.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE TODAY.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING RUDE.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING SCARY.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE.
SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAD CARED & WORRIED FOR ME
SAM, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST?
(no la.. joking.. MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY)
IVY, NO WORRIES. I WILL NOT SUICIDE.
(i will hunt you)
KEN, DAILY MUMBLES.
(waste gas :P)
LEONG, what an early chat you gave.
(i will remember you.)
DAM DAM, everyday heart problem.
(Your sweet moment, the smiles of you..I dno sing><)
To everyone:
I will not done any stupid things to my life.
Although I hate minor of it.
COMMIT SUICIDE will never happen to me.
It would happen, with meaningful purpose.
Wasting GOD's creation will be a sin.
No matter what, I will never ever suicide.
NO WORRIES FOR ME.
Currently, I think I like caps and guy's jacket.
Today a jacket was brought.
Noob sales. She cut the tag without price tag.
She left the tag with the price tag.
RM 129.90--!!!
I got 3 answer after discount!!!
I don't know how to fold!!!
NOOB DAO~ =.=
Striking jacket.
Attraction NUMBER 1. SO CUTE!!!
Feel like having one.. LOL...
Worst thing I had done in college.
I bursted out in the public.
What is this?
What is this happening in college?
Is so the "TOH SHUI GA".
I held it so hardly.
Can't stop myself thinking.
I never wants to talk about it.
I doesn't like to voice it out.
As I would be fine with typing.
I had been torturing his heart so much.
Instead of setting free, I'm avoiding.
WHAT A BITCH?
I HAVE NO GUTS TO FACE THE TRUTH.
NO GUTS TO FACE HIM.
NO GUTS TO FACE THE PROBLEMS.
I know I am having a flowery heart.
As EVERYONE thinks so. Right? :)
As Mr. Toh Toh say so too. ^^
I had use to be a BITCH.
I numb myself. I numb myself to stop my thinking.
Even if it is running through.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE TODAY.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING RUDE.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING SCARY.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE.
SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAD CARED & WORRIED FOR ME
SAM, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST?
(no la.. joking.. MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY)
IVY, NO WORRIES. I WILL NOT SUICIDE.
(i will hunt you)
KEN, DAILY MUMBLES.
(waste gas :P)
LEONG, what an early chat you gave.
(i will remember you.)
DAM DAM, everyday heart problem.
(Your sweet moment, the smiles of you..I dno sing><)
To everyone:
I will not done any stupid things to my life.
Although I hate minor of it.
COMMIT SUICIDE will never happen to me.
It would happen, with meaningful purpose.
Wasting GOD's creation will be a sin.
No matter what, I will never ever suicide.
NO WORRIES FOR ME.
Currently, I think I like caps and guy's jacket.
Today a jacket was brought.
Noob sales. She cut the tag without price tag.
She left the tag with the price tag.
RM 129.90--!!!
I got 3 answer after discount!!!
I don't know how to fold!!!
NOOB DAO~ =.=
Striking jacket.
Attraction NUMBER 1. SO CUTE!!!
Feel like having one.. LOL...
Monday, August 2, 2010
...::* Here again *::...
YES. Is me. I am here again.
We are on argue again.
How long this will be on?
I really have no mood on my exams.
"NO WORRIES, STAY LUCKY."
Will it work when no effort were done?
The phrase just used to comfort people around me.
It doesn't goes to me.
I told him.
I told him i will be on a hoilday with college friends.
The plan having 80% possibility to success.
We will never meet?
What does that mean?
I know is hurtfull.
I have not been on a holiday with you.
Did you plan it?
Today I plan to meet you up in FunOK cafe or KFC.
Plans go smooth if my sis going at 9 am.
If 9 am, I will done my things by 11 and meet you up.
Have a lunch with you till 2pm comes.
Instead of going college at 9 am,
My sis have class at 11am. ><
This is why I did not let you know my planning.
I'm not lying..
PLEASE!!!
PLEASE DO NOT SAY I LIE TO YOU GUYS WHEN I DID NOT DO SO!!!
I'M FREAKING DISLIKE IT. ><
Anyhow, THANKS A LOT TO TAN YI RU.
Although is warm.
Eat it when still hot^^
This always what human said..
THANK YOU.
We are on argue again.
How long this will be on?
I really have no mood on my exams.
"NO WORRIES, STAY LUCKY."
Will it work when no effort were done?
The phrase just used to comfort people around me.
It doesn't goes to me.
I told him.
I told him i will be on a hoilday with college friends.
The plan having 80% possibility to success.
We will never meet?
What does that mean?
I know is hurtfull.
I have not been on a holiday with you.
Did you plan it?
Today I plan to meet you up in FunOK cafe or KFC.
Plans go smooth if my sis going at 9 am.
If 9 am, I will done my things by 11 and meet you up.
Have a lunch with you till 2pm comes.
Instead of going college at 9 am,
My sis have class at 11am. ><
This is why I did not let you know my planning.
I'm not lying..
PLEASE!!!
PLEASE DO NOT SAY I LIE TO YOU GUYS WHEN I DID NOT DO SO!!!
I'M FREAKING DISLIKE IT. ><
Anyhow, THANKS A LOT TO TAN YI RU.
Although is warm.
Eat it when still hot^^
This always what human said..
THANK YOU.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
...::* No.. *::...
-Happy birthday, my DEER-HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY HOW!!!!!
I know you will LOVE ME DAMN MUCH!!!
Your dream come true.. haha..
As if I'm the one who stalk.. ><
Thursday will be the day.
First exam, Malaysian Studies..
I'm still with my loitering mood.
I open up my file and I fall asleep.
The mood just doesn't come to me.
Currently playing with my desktop background.
Nothing special. ><
I want something special when I on it.
How am I doing lately?
I'm still lost in all directions.
Make myself not to think..><
I want to play.
Mom let me join my college friend for vacation during this sem break.
@@ Is it real? Lol.. Usually moms doesn't allow to do so??
Anyhow, hope is on.
The feels will be so much different from going with family.
-Guys in Black-
-Girl in white-
- Foreign + local members-
-Baby Aaron + Ivy (dun kill me)-
-Years of friend, The beast :P-
-Always Three-
-My bitch-
Saturday, July 31, 2010
...::* Lost *::...
Whoever doesn't like to be pampered?
No matter how strong you go,
You still feels the loneliness in some days.
Secure, love, and pamper..
Different people giving different feels.
How I wish to have a heartless living things.
That comes to me when I need it.
Goes away when I do not need it.
Feelings playing around in our heart.
Exams here but I'm not putting my effort in it.
I wants to get the scholarship but I'm not putting any effort on it.
Currently, my results showed that I can pass all subjects.
As for scoring, I have to fight in coming weeks.
Feelings come to be the distraction.
Hardly for me to control my feelings and emotions.
Whenever studies come to mind,
Problems start involving,
and I ended up with sleeping.
Avoid not a good way to solve.
Everyone knows about it but no one able to stop it.
Truth that everyone wants, not what everyone expected.
I'm totally lost.
I don't know what I want.
i don't even know how to express my feelings.
No one able to help myself if I don't help myself.
I wants to be alone in white place.
A place where I used to be during the previous months.
No matter how strong you go,
You still feels the loneliness in some days.
Secure, love, and pamper..
Different people giving different feels.
How I wish to have a heartless living things.
That comes to me when I need it.
Goes away when I do not need it.
Feelings playing around in our heart.
Exams here but I'm not putting my effort in it.
I wants to get the scholarship but I'm not putting any effort on it.
Currently, my results showed that I can pass all subjects.
As for scoring, I have to fight in coming weeks.
Feelings come to be the distraction.
Hardly for me to control my feelings and emotions.
Whenever studies come to mind,
Problems start involving,
and I ended up with sleeping.
Avoid not a good way to solve.
Everyone knows about it but no one able to stop it.
Truth that everyone wants, not what everyone expected.
I'm totally lost.
I don't know what I want.
i don't even know how to express my feelings.
No one able to help myself if I don't help myself.
I wants to be alone in white place.
A place where I used to be during the previous months.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
...::* So WRONG *::...
For this moment.
For this minute.
And this time.
I feel the guilty,
I feel the fa*king bitch existed in me.
I feel bad..
I broke his heart. ><
So damn MAX BAD..
My heart soring..
Sorry.. Sorry.. and sorry..
I know this will not be forgived.
This is a serious case that will be unforgiven.
I have been so childish since getting into college life.
I'm EXTREME CLOSE WITH FRIENDS.
Especially GUYS.
Even forgets the status of being couple?
Being love is something prefered by everyone.
I have it but... I'm not appreciating it??
I'm sorry. I'm a damn bitch..
I have been complaining about my boyfriend.
I did not realise the problems actually occured from me.
I blame. I blame him. I blame him more than blaming myself.
I'm selfish.
I should not be loved.
I should not have a boyfriend that treats me good.
I should not be having someone that love me more than I love him.
I'm not a good girlfriend.
I'm not spending my time with him.
I'm wasting most of my life in college.
Once I reach home, I'll be on my dream.
I don't care his feeling... ><
I'M SO THE WRONG THIS TIME...
I'M SO OVER...
I'M DAMN OVER...
OVER THE LIMIT...
For this minute.
And this time.
I feel the guilty,
I feel the fa*king bitch existed in me.
I feel bad..
I broke his heart. ><
So damn MAX BAD..
My heart soring..
Sorry.. Sorry.. and sorry..
I know this will not be forgived.
This is a serious case that will be unforgiven.
I have been so childish since getting into college life.
I'm EXTREME CLOSE WITH FRIENDS.
Especially GUYS.
Even forgets the status of being couple?
Being love is something prefered by everyone.
I have it but... I'm not appreciating it??
I'm sorry. I'm a damn bitch..
I have been complaining about my boyfriend.
I did not realise the problems actually occured from me.
I blame. I blame him. I blame him more than blaming myself.
I'm selfish.
I should not be loved.
I should not have a boyfriend that treats me good.
I should not be having someone that love me more than I love him.
I'm not a good girlfriend.
I'm not spending my time with him.
I'm wasting most of my life in college.
Once I reach home, I'll be on my dream.
I don't care his feeling... ><
I'M SO THE WRONG THIS TIME...
I'M SO OVER...
I'M DAMN OVER...
OVER THE LIMIT...
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
...::* What you'll do? *::...
What will you do?
When you are not in the mood,
What will you do?
I'll eat and eat and eat.
I'll eat non-stop and uncontrollable when:
I'm happy,
I'm not happy,
Few days before monthly period.
Is there another way to realease all problems?
Sobbing? Is tiring to sob.
When you are not in the mood,
What will you do?
I'll eat and eat and eat.
I'll eat non-stop and uncontrollable when:
I'm happy,
I'm not happy,
Few days before monthly period.
Is there another way to realease all problems?
Sobbing? Is tiring to sob.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
...::* Sneaked *::...
Seems to have too much of outings.
I sneaked out again?
OMG la.. What's this?
Skipped class.. lol..
Lecture class ended at 9 something and we headed to Times at 10 am.
What an embarassing momment I had. ><
Unforgiven for myself. haha..
We went for bowling at Times and to Gasonline for lunch.
I dropped the bowling ball just before my throw.. ><
Embarrassing.. >< The sound was so loud..
I can't stop laughing once I recall the moment.. ><
Gasoline food wasn't nice. DISLIKE.
Later, we went for KopiBoy after our class.
Ice Kacang makes me recover.^^
Three of us went for desserts only.
Head back to college and back home!!!
Home sweet home..
I love you so the much!!!
MY BEDTIME!!!
Such a wonderfull sleeps I've got. ><
I slept too much. haha..
Final is here.
Next week will be the final.
Why no feeling?
Neither preparing nor prepared.
Hanging around with useless stuff.
Stop all events and daydreaming.
GET TO STUDIES PLEASE..
I sneaked out again?
OMG la.. What's this?
Skipped class.. lol..
Lecture class ended at 9 something and we headed to Times at 10 am.
What an embarassing momment I had. ><
Unforgiven for myself. haha..
We went for bowling at Times and to Gasonline for lunch.
I dropped the bowling ball just before my throw.. ><
Embarrassing.. >< The sound was so loud..
I can't stop laughing once I recall the moment.. ><
Gasoline food wasn't nice. DISLIKE.
Later, we went for KopiBoy after our class.
Ice Kacang makes me recover.^^
Three of us went for desserts only.
Head back to college and back home!!!
Home sweet home..
I love you so the much!!!
MY BEDTIME!!!
Such a wonderfull sleeps I've got. ><
I slept too much. haha..
Final is here.
Next week will be the final.
Why no feeling?
Neither preparing nor prepared.
Hanging around with useless stuff.
Stop all events and daydreaming.
GET TO STUDIES PLEASE..
Monday, July 26, 2010
...::* Meaningless *::...
Does make sense but I have to face it.
Stand up still and hold it strong.
Is barely to hold it but forced to hold.
I did not went home after a class and waited till 5 pm.
I really planned to take the shuttle bus with Ivy.
Travel along the way to Tasik Selatan-Northwing UCSI and back to Southwing.
The first bus came. As our buttocks were so heavy as we failed to carry it up.
The second bus arrived, as Amber wants to join us too.
While taking our queue, the bus were fulled.
We went on to Block A and used up our time there.
Today's me wasn't the real me.
No.. not me..
I skipped a class and walked alone all around the college.
As sky was so cloudy that gives me an enjoyable walk.
I sat aside enjoying the sky..
When the sky will fall?
As I was enjoying, I saw something happened.
A Honda City reverse and banged a Proton Saga.
Malaysia's car upgraded?
Both the car not injured.
My Life~~~
How I had coloured it, I had to be responsible with it.
Time flies damn fast. Take the challenge. Fight for whatever it is.
Face it, Go trough it and handle it till the last breathe I can.
Please grow. Is a MUST FOR YOU TO GET MATURE.
I believe I can fly~
I believe I can touch the sky~
Stand up still and hold it strong.
Is barely to hold it but forced to hold.
I did not went home after a class and waited till 5 pm.
I really planned to take the shuttle bus with Ivy.
Travel along the way to Tasik Selatan-Northwing UCSI and back to Southwing.
The first bus came. As our buttocks were so heavy as we failed to carry it up.
The second bus arrived, as Amber wants to join us too.
While taking our queue, the bus were fulled.
We went on to Block A and used up our time there.
Today's me wasn't the real me.
No.. not me..
I skipped a class and walked alone all around the college.
As sky was so cloudy that gives me an enjoyable walk.
I sat aside enjoying the sky..
When the sky will fall?
As I was enjoying, I saw something happened.
A Honda City reverse and banged a Proton Saga.
Malaysia's car upgraded?
Both the car not injured.
My Life~~~
How I had coloured it, I had to be responsible with it.
Time flies damn fast. Take the challenge. Fight for whatever it is.
Face it, Go trough it and handle it till the last breathe I can.
Please grow. Is a MUST FOR YOU TO GET MATURE.
I believe I can fly~
I believe I can touch the sky~
Fine.. @@
I don't bursted,
I won't feel better.
Please let me burst to the MAX.
Friday, July 23, 2010
...::* Oppsy *::...
First of all, SORRY~~~ :)
Angin naik jor manyak..
Sudden anger came and bursted without purpose.. ><
So regretful.. FEEL SO BAD..
How can I do this to friends?
What is this?
YONG KA LING!!!
Woot... First formal presentation just passed.
No worries but nervous. ><
I get all numbers into my mind and deleted on the spot.
I LIKE YOU, VIVIAN TAN.. lol..
I hate you, "TWINS BROTHER".
We did not did it with purpose but instructed by lecturer la..
I failed!!! My presentation make me a failure.
I forgets, I refer, I look, I tongue twisted & I have no eye contact.
FAILURE NUMBER ONE IN PRESENTATION.
Hmm.. have to prepare for tomorrow's BABY CUTE (BBQ)
Busy, Buzzy, Busy, Buzzy, & Z, z, Z...
Meet you guys~~~ :P
Angin naik jor manyak..
Sudden anger came and bursted without purpose.. ><
So regretful.. FEEL SO BAD..
How can I do this to friends?
What is this?
YONG KA LING!!!
Woot... First formal presentation just passed.
No worries but nervous. ><
I get all numbers into my mind and deleted on the spot.
I LIKE YOU, VIVIAN TAN.. lol..
I hate you, "TWINS BROTHER".
We did not did it with purpose but instructed by lecturer la..
I failed!!! My presentation make me a failure.
I forgets, I refer, I look, I tongue twisted & I have no eye contact.
FAILURE NUMBER ONE IN PRESENTATION.
Hmm.. have to prepare for tomorrow's BABY CUTE (BBQ)
Busy, Buzzy, Busy, Buzzy, & Z, z, Z...
Meet you guys~~~ :P
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
...::* WHY AM I SO FREE~~ *::...
keke..
Why am I so free to blog in these days?
I'm just bored and do not know what to do.
That's why I am here. keke..
What I had realised.. hmmmmm..
My college friends were all with english name.
No english name don't be my friend..
Muahahahahaha.. JOKING*** hehe..
You guys just great..
Never taught of meeting you guys. LOL..
FAITH hor? IVY HOW, FATT GAN HAO~~~
(i duno wen u look at tis, I just wanna make u..haha.. :P)
Muuuuuu muuuuu muuuuu muuuu muaxxxx~~ wahahahahaha..
Presentation this Friday.. Oh no~~~ Takut ><
My job is to MEMORISE NUMBERS!!! no~~~
IS SO SO SO SO SO THE DIFFICULT!!!
I think most of you do not realise that I have difficulty in pronoucing "R" & "S" sound?
Thanks to you, CHAN WAI HOONG. lol..
I know is fun for you to listen to my "Internet Explorer".
Hmm.. I've got difficulty in a word. Tongue cacat..haha
YONG KA LING!!!!!!
YOUR VOICE SO THE BITCH!!!
YOU BITCHY VOICE!!!
lol.. do not criticise.. ><
Is God's give..
Thanks God.. :)
Sorry my dearest God.
Talk to you tonite. :)
hehe..
Why am I so free to blog in these days?
I'm just bored and do not know what to do.
That's why I am here. keke..
What I had realised.. hmmmmm..
My college friends were all with english name.
No english name don't be my friend..
Muahahahahaha.. JOKING*** hehe..
You guys just great..
Never taught of meeting you guys. LOL..
FAITH hor? IVY HOW, FATT GAN HAO~~~
(i duno wen u look at tis, I just wanna make u..haha.. :P)
Muuuuuu muuuuu muuuuu muuuu muaxxxx~~ wahahahahaha..
Presentation this Friday.. Oh no~~~ Takut ><
My job is to MEMORISE NUMBERS!!! no~~~
IS SO SO SO SO SO THE DIFFICULT!!!
I think most of you do not realise that I have difficulty in pronoucing "R" & "S" sound?
Thanks to you, CHAN WAI HOONG. lol..
I know is fun for you to listen to my "Internet Explorer".
Hmm.. I've got difficulty in a word. Tongue cacat..haha
YONG KA LING!!!!!!
YOUR VOICE SO THE BITCH!!!
YOU BITCHY VOICE!!!
lol.. do not criticise.. ><
Is God's give..
Thanks God.. :)
Sorry my dearest God.
Talk to you tonite. :)
hehe..
Sunday, July 18, 2010
...::* Useless *::...
I rest a lot but is not really helping me. ><
I slept at 1 am and woke at 10am. (woke by someone) ><
I scan, I eat & I hang clothes.
Then I continue on9 till 3pm comes..
I went for bed again. ><
Sounds so bad. haha..
I slept until 5pm.
How I wish it feels better. Stop dreaming.
Neither worst nor better. haiz...
Immune system rosak >< haha.. Ki siao..
Guess What?? Guess what???
KA LING SKIP CLASS TOMORROW!!!
wow~ KaLing also skip class de..
My very first time to skip class.. haha..
I'll make sure i'll go bed at 11.30pm tonite!
Is a M-U-S-T!!! OKAY?? haha..
I want GAT ZAI SHUI~~~
I slept at 1 am and woke at 10am. (woke by someone) ><
I scan, I eat & I hang clothes.
Then I continue on9 till 3pm comes..
I went for bed again. ><
Sounds so bad. haha..
I slept until 5pm.
How I wish it feels better. Stop dreaming.
Neither worst nor better. haiz...
Immune system rosak >< haha.. Ki siao..
Guess What?? Guess what???
KA LING SKIP CLASS TOMORROW!!!
wow~ KaLing also skip class de..
My very first time to skip class.. haha..
I'll make sure i'll go bed at 11.30pm tonite!
Is a M-U-S-T!!! OKAY?? haha..
I want GAT ZAI SHUI~~~
Saturday, July 17, 2010
...::* Not allowed *::...
I need cooler.
My internal body's temperature is high.
Started since before I had my this month's period.
My pimples showing up non-stop. ><
I can't breathe~~!!! arhhh~~ booooo~~~ roar!!!
I'm not having a flu or sore throat.
I have no idea on what they are.
I have got minor cough, kinda a lot of phlegm, and nose stuck with nothing.
Disable me to breathe. >< GASPING FOR AIR~~~ lol.. (crazy)
Time changed. Nope. My daily schedule changed.
Napping hours increases and I woke up damn late from my nap.
Nowadays, I took 2-3 hours of nap. What's this!!!
I'll take a LONG, LONG & EXTREMLY LONG REST in my little Sem break.
Presentations!!!!!!!!!!
Get my voice box back and all out!!! ><
SICKNESS & ILLNESS NOT ALLOWED!!!
Hmm.. why should it be like this.
Each time when BBQ event coming soon,
I'll have sore throat.
Please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Not this time. >< hehe..
WO HAO LE QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My internal body's temperature is high.
Started since before I had my this month's period.
My pimples showing up non-stop. ><
I can't breathe~~!!! arhhh~~ booooo~~~ roar!!!
I'm not having a flu or sore throat.
I have no idea on what they are.
I have got minor cough, kinda a lot of phlegm, and nose stuck with nothing.
Disable me to breathe. >< GASPING FOR AIR~~~ lol.. (crazy)
Time changed. Nope. My daily schedule changed.
Napping hours increases and I woke up damn late from my nap.
Nowadays, I took 2-3 hours of nap. What's this!!!
I'll take a LONG, LONG & EXTREMLY LONG REST in my little Sem break.
Presentations!!!!!!!!!!
Get my voice box back and all out!!! ><
SICKNESS & ILLNESS NOT ALLOWED!!!
Hmm.. why should it be like this.
Each time when BBQ event coming soon,
I'll have sore throat.
Please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Not this time. >< hehe..
WO HAO LE QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, July 12, 2010
...::* YoYoYo *::...
Pretty busy these days.
What else?
College life.
First sem gonna end?? wooohooo~~
Is third month. phewwwww~~
Many lessons I had learnt throughout the months.
All kinds of human getting into my life too.
Is exciting yet tiring. ><
Give me a break! >< haha..
I did something bad today. ><
I know is very bad. SORRY~~ hehe..
Feel so sorry, Dootz Dootz I'm so sorry~
I've been hanging myself in the previous week.
Coming weeks will be filled with nervous.
I did my very first presentation today!!!
OMG!!! I present without preparing anything.
Sounds "LAO YA" but we are the first group to present.
Also the first group who dare to raise up our hand and get to them.
Sadly some exciting slides unable to show up.
I must show it in coming presentation.
Let you guys "WOooOW" with it.. lol..
Fui~ Yoh!
I'm hyper today. No idea to answer you "WHY".
Why~ Why~ Tell me why~
I meet someone in WONG KOK this afternoon.
Fui~Yoh~ I get crazy.. haha..
Non-stop 'HI-ing' with him. lol..
I do mean HI-BYE's hi but not get high.. okay..haha
I know I'm Superb crazy..
hmmmmmmmmm.....
Ntg to say dy..
SORRY DUDE.. haha.. ><
What else?
College life.
First sem gonna end?? wooohooo~~
Is third month. phewwwww~~
Many lessons I had learnt throughout the months.
All kinds of human getting into my life too.
Is exciting yet tiring. ><
Give me a break! >< haha..
I did something bad today. ><
I know is very bad. SORRY~~ hehe..
Feel so sorry, Dootz Dootz I'm so sorry~
I've been hanging myself in the previous week.
Coming weeks will be filled with nervous.
I did my very first presentation today!!!
OMG!!! I present without preparing anything.
Sounds "LAO YA" but we are the first group to present.
Also the first group who dare to raise up our hand and get to them.
Sadly some exciting slides unable to show up.
I must show it in coming presentation.
Let you guys "WOooOW" with it.. lol..
Fui~ Yoh!
I'm hyper today. No idea to answer you "WHY".
Why~ Why~ Tell me why~
I meet someone in WONG KOK this afternoon.
Fui~Yoh~ I get crazy.. haha..
Non-stop 'HI-ing' with him. lol..
I do mean HI-BYE's hi but not get high.. okay..haha
I know I'm Superb crazy..
hmmmmmmmmm.....
Ntg to say dy..
SORRY DUDE.. haha.. ><
Saturday, July 3, 2010
...::* End of Midterm *::...
Mid term had just end last Thursday for all subjects.
I'm not in the luck as I should in the luck.
Too close..
The seat with average difficulty paper should goes to me.
Sadly, I let the seat to my dearest friend.
I would had the easier paper instead of tough paper.
The lecturer just great.
Making 3 sets of paper and I get the tough ones..
I'll remember you, B1!!!
You make me tension!!!
You make me pressure!!!
You make me wanna burst out!!!
Lucky for all of you guys that take B paper. ><
Guess what???
KA LING WATCH PORN!!! lol.. ==
Friday was my Film & Arts Appreciation subject.
Every after lecture a movie will be played.
The previous one screened some 18sx thing but still censored type.
This time.. OMG man!!!
Why pornographic movie to be screened??? Zz..
Few more classes to go.
What will be the next pronographic movie?
What's the level of the pornographic movie? Zz.. lol la..haha
Dig-dugging formal cloths for in case.
Every presentation I don't wish to wear formally.. ><>
How I wish so.
Is a problem for me to have formal cloth that suit my size and length. Zz..
Most of it short and wide.. I'm long and small.. @@
Current colour cloth I seeking: Blue.
Going for yellow next time.
Friday, June 25, 2010
...::* Unhappy & Unsatisfy *::...
I'm not in the mood la..
Group just formed the previous week and dateline were here.
What is this??? Doing 6 persons work? 6 in 1..(nescafe) lol..
You guys doesn't care but I care.
I wanted to be selfish!!! AND I AM SELFISH.
So what? Zz..
I'm also a human that need entertainment and enjoyment la..Zz..
Anyhow, thanks to Ivy How. lol..
I'm going to be lessbo soon. lol.. joking.
Not gonna let myself retake any subjects.
Fine, let's make up my mind.
Once I failed any one of the subject,
I'll discussed about the high class chicks matter with mom. LOL..
Unsatisfy result I got.
I'm not satisfy with myself.
I'm SAD!!! My heart broke when I saw it!!!
I'll still try my best for you!!!
I will never give up for your dream!!! Lol..
Group just formed the previous week and dateline were here.
What is this??? Doing 6 persons work? 6 in 1..(nescafe) lol..
You guys doesn't care but I care.
I wanted to be selfish!!! AND I AM SELFISH.
So what? Zz..
I'm also a human that need entertainment and enjoyment la..Zz..
Anyhow, thanks to Ivy How. lol..
I'm going to be lessbo soon. lol.. joking.
Not gonna let myself retake any subjects.
Fine, let's make up my mind.
Once I failed any one of the subject,
I'll discussed about the high class chicks matter with mom. LOL..
Unsatisfy result I got.
I'm not satisfy with myself.
I'm SAD!!! My heart broke when I saw it!!!
I'll still try my best for you!!!
I will never give up for your dream!!! Lol..
Fighting for nothing.
Just fight for it.
Aimless.
Monday, June 21, 2010
...::* No good *::...
I took my Office Application Midterm and result turned out not good.
Currently I have got 18.5/30 %.
What's this? So poor..
I just finished my Economics exam and something bad happen to me. ><
I changed place for twice ended up with international students by right, back and front. ><
Just before the exam, I told my friend by left that I DON'T FEEL SAFE!!!
Guess what had happen to me?
The conversation of me and the international student:
"Can you help me out with my MCQ?"
"Erm....... I'm not confident with my answers."
"Is okay, whatever you wrote, you have to show me!"
"Erm....." ( I smiled and feeling uncomfortable)
Is so much scary that I ever taught.
Her friend, guys, black, surrounding me.. ><
Her eyes, is like going to eat me up.
Like lion..>< SCARE ME!!! T____T
I shouldn't had change place and should stick close with Ken.. LOL.. ><
Too tame..>< LOL haha..
This the second exam that people asking me answer..><
I'm too kind? Lol.. I have to face of giving answer? ><
I'll sit between my friends in future. (when I remember)
Never alone. DANGEROUS!!!
Dinner time.. hehe..
Hope to score well too.
Lecturer's english sucks max.
I don't get what her questions want..><
Is over.. Fight for Algebra next.
Currently I have got 18.5/30 %.
What's this? So poor..
I just finished my Economics exam and something bad happen to me. ><
I changed place for twice ended up with international students by right, back and front. ><
Just before the exam, I told my friend by left that I DON'T FEEL SAFE!!!
Guess what had happen to me?
The conversation of me and the international student:
"Can you help me out with my MCQ?"
"Erm....... I'm not confident with my answers."
"Is okay, whatever you wrote, you have to show me!"
"Erm....." ( I smiled and feeling uncomfortable)
Is so much scary that I ever taught.
Her friend, guys, black, surrounding me.. ><
Her eyes, is like going to eat me up.
Like lion..>< SCARE ME!!! T____T
I shouldn't had change place and should stick close with Ken.. LOL.. ><
Too tame..>< LOL haha..
This the second exam that people asking me answer..><
I'm too kind? Lol.. I have to face of giving answer? ><
I'll sit between my friends in future. (when I remember)
Never alone. DANGEROUS!!!
Dinner time.. hehe..
Hope to score well too.
Lecturer's english sucks max.
I don't get what her questions want..><
Is over.. Fight for Algebra next.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
...::* Yes *::...
Algebra Test 1,
Office Application Midterm,
&
Malaysian Study Midterm.
IS OVER!!!
3 more to go.
Algebra, I'll fight with you.
Economics, I'll not give up!!!
Film & Arts, My gosh... Zz..
What kind of subject is this?
Lecturing 2 pictures for an hour.
Giving anime for us to watch.
I skipped half of the show and I'll be facing problem soon.
I don't want to fail this but I can't stand on it.
After class on Monday,
We went for Leisure Mall for waffle but is too early.
So Ken went for car racing while me and Ivy went for gift.
Something nice we found in Mini Toons.
Amazing bra.. We brought it. lol..
A amazing bra as birthday gift.
Nice one.. :P Not showing now..
Office Application Midterm,
&
Malaysian Study Midterm.
IS OVER!!!
3 more to go.
Algebra, I'll fight with you.
Economics, I'll not give up!!!
Film & Arts, My gosh... Zz..
What kind of subject is this?
Lecturing 2 pictures for an hour.
Giving anime for us to watch.
I skipped half of the show and I'll be facing problem soon.
I don't want to fail this but I can't stand on it.
After class on Monday,
We went for Leisure Mall for waffle but is too early.
So Ken went for car racing while me and Ivy went for gift.
Something nice we found in Mini Toons.
Amazing bra.. We brought it. lol..
A amazing bra as birthday gift.
Nice one.. :P Not showing now..
Ling ling ar..
Brush up please..
You are very left out..
Stop taking your time..
Sunday, June 13, 2010
...::* LingLingAr*::...
What's wrong with you!!!
Ohh~ Ohh~ Ohh~ O~ O~
Lol..
Defeated by emotion. ^^
Emotion control me more than I control my emotion.
What a loser.. Zz..
Is obvious that something gone happen with me. hohoho..
I know he has nothing to do with those girls but is just a normal reaction.
Jealous does not occurs mean I had no more feel la..
I know I'm EXTREMELY OVER THE LIMIT.
Sorry for both of you.
This the way we communicate.
I didn't mean to hurt you but just PLAYFUL.
I know you are totaly hurted by me.
Yes, I broke your heart.
I broke it badly.
You told me you have no feelings on me but you don't want to break up.
This means what??? I don't really get it.
I don't know what are you thinking.
I have no confident in getting back your broken heart to a normal heart. ><
I have no confident on my exams.
No confident for most of the things.
KALING!!! Wake up!!! wake up~ wake up~ Is Saturday night.. lol..
Anyhow, life has to go on.
Follow the flow.
Is mine, it will be mine.
Is not mine, no point begging.
KALING, GROW UP PLEASE!!!
Experience seems to be useless for me.
Dependent girl. Please get more independent.
National service not effective for me.
I'm always depending on people.
When will I get more independent?
Never.
Never ever independent.
Whenever I go, I'll have people protecting. (I guess)
Once again, history repeating?
Hope what I taught will not come true.
Besides, I wants to have a great thanks to GOD.
I know you hear what I says.
I know you feels what I'm feeling.
I know you are here for me.
You protecting and safeguarding me.
I know you'll give me eternal life.
TALKING TO YOU JUST GREAT...
Love yah..Beloved GOD.
Ohh~ Ohh~ Ohh~ O~ O~
Lol..
Defeated by emotion. ^^
Emotion control me more than I control my emotion.
What a loser.. Zz..
Is obvious that something gone happen with me. hohoho..
I know he has nothing to do with those girls but is just a normal reaction.
Jealous does not occurs mean I had no more feel la..
I know I'm EXTREMELY OVER THE LIMIT.
Sorry for both of you.
This the way we communicate.
I didn't mean to hurt you but just PLAYFUL.
I know you are totaly hurted by me.
Yes, I broke your heart.
I broke it badly.
You told me you have no feelings on me but you don't want to break up.
This means what??? I don't really get it.
I don't know what are you thinking.
I have no confident in getting back your broken heart to a normal heart. ><
I have no confident on my exams.
No confident for most of the things.
KALING!!! Wake up!!! wake up~ wake up~ Is Saturday night.. lol..
Anyhow, life has to go on.
Follow the flow.
Is mine, it will be mine.
Is not mine, no point begging.
KALING, GROW UP PLEASE!!!
Experience seems to be useless for me.
Dependent girl. Please get more independent.
National service not effective for me.
I'm always depending on people.
When will I get more independent?
Never.
Never ever independent.
Whenever I go, I'll have people protecting. (I guess)
Once again, history repeating?
Hope what I taught will not come true.
Besides, I wants to have a great thanks to GOD.
I know you hear what I says.
I know you feels what I'm feeling.
I know you are here for me.
You protecting and safeguarding me.
I know you'll give me eternal life.
TALKING TO YOU JUST GREAT...
Love yah..Beloved GOD.
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