Thursday, October 28, 2010

...::* MOVED *::...

POTATO HAD MOVED!!!

kai-xin-ling.blogspot.com

SEE YOU THERE..
BUH BYE. :-)



Sunday, October 24, 2010

...:* Crying over splited milk *::...

What's the point of crying over splited milk?
USELESS!!!
You will never change!!!
Yes!! I am not changing!!

Woooooohhhhhh~~~
I am highly stressed up with problems.
The S&S life I have got.
Stupid & Stubborn.

Why am I in these ways? Why?
You can't blame too much.
Seriously. I am born to be.
I'm getting tough.
The yesterday me will cry from any shooting.
Today me, hold it tight and embed it.
He shoot me and I'm just ignoring.
Comes to be an attitude since I failed? Partially true.
There STUBBORN is stained in me.

I do not like to share as I like to hide.
After reading through articles, I found myself to have hypersomnia too.
I fell asleep easily during noon and it took hours for me to wake.
My life is just STUPID with these kind of daily schedule.

Hiaz...
I had enjoyed my days with leisures.
Now what? Rushing and running without a stops.
Can I have a bus stop?
I rather sleep more and die in the young age.
Doesn't matter if 2012 really comes true for me but I don't think so it will come true.

Assignments!!! Mid term!!! Quizzes!!!
I tends to cry in first term as it was the first time handling the problem.
As for second sem, I come to feel stress and I don't feel like crying.
Instead I sleep and sleep and sleep.

I stressed myself till I woke in the middle night and thinks of my assignment topic.
Middle night should be the best dreaming season.
Sadly I was awake and think of ways to solve problem.
As problem not solved I will not be having normal life.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

...::* Again *::..

Hohoho.. Merry X'mas!! @@
I got it again. haha..
What I got?
I got mumble early morning from my BayB.
What will it be about? SAME TOPIC!!! haha..
He has got a daddy style. *tumbs up* lol..

Everyone taking benefits from me.
Using me wor..
"Will you like if someone treat you everyday?"
"Will you feel bad if everyday ask help from the same human?"
"What I tells you never get into your mind."
"You are stubborn. Can't you please say NO for once?"
"Once doesn't mean really one time ONLY"
"You have rights to say no!!!"
"Help but with limit to yourselves"
"Axxxx is a troublesome guy doesnt matter we are friends, help him."
"Not to those who are unknown"
"See, everyone getting help from you."
"You never change!! Don't give me that stupid face."
"Once again I will not care about you."
"Don't you know how to talk?"
"If I were Lxxxx, you would not be getting this scolding ONLY."
"Do not tell me is your character. It can be change"
"Why you like that? Why??? Can you let me know why?" *He smiles :)*

Once again the same trend.
Get mumbled for the same things. lol..
I can remember what he said.
Well, i helped out for PEOPLE's assignments.
What now? Quizzes for unknown.
Giving a hand is what my responsibility. lol..
A call for me I will just answer YES.
Don't you dare ask me to marry you.
Definitely a NO for you. :)

The one who doesn't knows how to say NO.
So the stubborn wor.. lol..
I have no idea why am I in the way.
I'm trying to get into the society.
No one had betrayed me till now la..
I'm still protected. ==

Tutor said:
Science student likes to argue back.
They are more to facts.
Art students think more wide.
This proved that I have science quality. lol.. JOKING.

I'm trying to learn. ==
Trying to THINK. ==

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

...::* Lifeless *::...

Feel so lifeless.
Daily routine have to turn up to college before 8am.
Return from college around 5.30 or 7pm.
What a lifeless life.
So call a daily routine and I have to get use with it? huh?

Activate since 6.45am.
Recharge or so call nap at 5.30pm.
Reactivate at 7.30pm.
Totally deactivated at 1 or 2 pm.
Is so tiring. A tiring and hectic life.
How I wish to enjoy life.
Sadly, no.
Life to be enjoy after 55 years old.
Retiring age. ==

Is so dirty to get to bed without taking a bath.
So what? Is my bed. I need rest desperately.
Worst part of me is that, I had give less care to my babies.
Feels so bad. I have not been feeding them daily.

Even facebooking had been reduced. (I guess)
Too many to do. The road wasn't easy to get through.
I'm tired!!!!!!!!! A month had passed.
Second month.. On going with midterm. Is tiring.
Day and night quiz!!! test!!! exams!! assignments!!!

Running none stop is what a life is.
And is so lifeless.
Lifeless human. Tired is what human got.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

...::* Ethnics *::...

Currently I'm undergoing with Introduction to Business class.
To survive in this world and to be a successful businessman/woman,
We have to be a good liar. Especially to marketer.
I had finish my lectures on the topic of ethnics.

3 main things when come to ethnical dilemma.
IS IT ILLEGAL?
IS IT BALANCE?
HOW DO YOU FEEL AFTER YOUR DECISION?

Lecturer says that he feel bad to lie for the first month.
Same goes to the second month.
When third month comes, he thinks:
"If I do not lie to them, others will lie to them also."
It make senses but I can't take it too.
Lying is so hard to be done.


My FIRST TIME into Cyber Cafe!!!
I went in with June June.
My VERY FIRST TIME.
I do not feel good entering there.
The atmosphere was quite good.
It wasn't as bad as I thought.
June brought me to CC!!!!!! Lol..

It was shocking to my dear one.
He called up "where are you?"
"erm.. I'm outside.. CC.. @@"
"With who!!!???"
"erm.. June, I'll get to you now"
"okay okay.."

Phewwwww~
He did not get mad at me.
I now it was shocking. hehe..
A dao fu fa kills everything. ^^

Monday, October 4, 2010

...::* Habits *::...

Supplementary paper aka kind of July paper in my college.
I get marginal fail in my Economics and I'm into supplementary paper.
It took my 1 month away. What a waste.
Semester 2 come to be an lazy semester for me.
Ever since the first day, I had not been staying and studying.
I loiter all round Cheras area.

Eat, play, talk and love.
These all we done throughout a month.
What a waste? Yea~ IS SO THE WASTE!!!
I must stop!!! Time for studies!!!

Stop making it a habit and starts to get lazy and stops all work.
I must not let myself into another supplementary.
Is so expensive.

I must stop myself getting around.
Must stay and study.
Test passed and I treat it as nothing?
Why am I with the habit!!!
I have to brush myself up..
Please!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! haha..

MidTerm will be starting this Saturday and I am still enjoying my time.
Have to change. A must.