18 days,
Towards SPM!!!
What to be after SPM?
Modeling+ Fashion designer?
Follow what my parent says to be designer?
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I did it!! From a D to a B.
I use to get 40-45 for Biologi paper.
With plenty of comments wrote by sir.
This time I did better than my previous papers.
Thank you sir!!! haha..
I miss those comments too but I don't want it.haha..



haha..
Yesterday went to Sakae at Taman Billion for celebration.
Waited four hours and my stomach singing.
Instead I don't really feel like attending.
I wanted to see dar and get my things. haha..
Lol.. I saw a guy, like my friend but he doesn't seems to be.
I don't know. haha..
Maybe he is not that he.

I called Chicken White sauce for dar to try.
He called rib eye with mushroom sauce. I guess.
He gonna get fat!!!!!! hehehe..
1/4 of mine he ate and drink.
and finish up his food and drinks too. haha..
Thanks to mom for maintaining a small stomach for me. haha..


Previously, my dad order tickets to Vietnam with an uncle.
A day before the flight,
That uncle smsed dad to take passport.
Dad asked sis to reply that he just took.
While my sis typing, my dad says his passport has expired.
LOL. Is about 6 month expire.
Sadly hdad unable to go with that uncle.
Daddy is sad. Maybe?

I fight with girl.
Girl's fight by scratch, pull and push.
I think so?haha.. I get scratched.
I fight with my GalGal.
My dog!!! haha..


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Hehe.. The first post was posted in expressing way.
I'm home from hometown.
Today not only to my grandparents house.
To my uncle's house too.
One of my uncle fell off her motorcycle and had 10 stitches on his face.
Near to his mouth. Still covered by bandage. Can't see.
Later, we went to see my uncle's new born baby girl.
They are christian so her name called Charis.
I don't know how to pronounce.
Her chinese name difficult to be pronounce too.
" Tong Xin Yun".

Once my uncle open the door,
I was like stunned.
Ya~ with my mouth open.. ar~~~ haha..
I was like not believing a newly born baby is that small.
I taught of malnutrition or something else. haha..
She would be smaller 2 weeks ago.
I still not believing babies are that small.
I was like blur in his home thinking bout the "size". LOL..haha
She born with 2.7 kg. I'm heavier instead. 2.9 kg^^.





My parents mistaken their wedding date.
it should be 16/9 in chinese calender.
So they mistaken and celebrated yesterday.
Is okay. Doesn't matter right? haha..




These are my memories with dar.^^
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I have things to blog but I have no time for it. ^^
I'm rushing now too..

Yesterday was Ming Hui's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

We went to Semenyih for her celebration.
Is kinda fun and we were like crazy all around her house.
I found out who had been my dar's "YI LAI".
Kar chun..^^ haha..
Dar being with him the whole day from 3 something onwards.
I did not talk mush with dar yesterday.^^ haha..
Is okay. Pity Kar Chun to be alone too.

In the car, mom called me and asked my location.
My family was not at home.
I asked aunty to put me alone and i'll be safe. No worry.
MeiTheng called and ask me to climb in.
After MeiTheng with her mom gone,
I taught of climbing.
When I start to climb,
My dogs were barking with their fierce looking.
LOL.. Is better not to climb I guess?
I afraid they will bite me.
Is night too. They can't see me clearly.
So, they may bite. haha..
I try open the small door.
Sadly, wrong pass code. Lol..
I don't remember my house number too.^^

Later we celebrate my parents 20 Wedding Anniversary.
All their pictures blur. They moved.







At last, I brought my cleanser.
I've been waiting for discount but there isn't.


On 5th,
My sister had her birthday.
But the cake wasn't nice and we did not eat it.
So, end up giving to my Gal Gal.
She ate it and came out with a dirty cat face. haha..
Happy birthday, Gal Gal.






Lastly, I had pack my dolls!!!
They were fully covered by dust.
I hate dolls at times. Wasted a lot of my place.
Mom complained on me too. TT
I get a box and put all of them in it.
Failed. I manage to put some only.
Is better than plastic bags.
One of the day I might be the Santa girl and give out to kids.
Orphanage kids may like them. haha.. joking.



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Lol.. Is already pass.
Yesterday did not attend to school.
Lucky?
I smsed Tamil to ask whether Mr.Thava (Physics teacher) shown up.
I was replied that he did not show up.
Around 12.00 am, went back to hometown.

This year many mooncakes we get.
But it doesn't seems to be tasty.
More than 20 pieces of mooncake we receive.
Affraid of mooncakes.. haha
Here the given mooncakes:






Yesterday night after playing lantern,
Is around 10.30pm.
My dad says his friend is back and asked us to his house.
We went to his house at 11.00 pm.
I started to get tired.
His house is at Old Klang Road.
Mom given them 4 pieces of mooncakes.
In return, we receive 8 mooncakes.
Too much..haha..
The mooncakes are much different from Malaysia's.
It is from China and she brought from there.

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Yesterday I was so depressed and I bursted.
I rolled my tears and flooded my room. (lol.. jk^^)

I was trying to log into facebook's game, country story.
Doesn't seems to work..
My mom put her bowl of soup beside laptop.
I was sitting on floor and laptop was charging while I playing.
My fc*king sister, with her blind eyes, tripped over the charger that I connected.
The wire goes along and pulled the soup along.
The whole soup poured on my lap and I just finish my bath.
Freaked out!!!
I have no tempered although she had did that.
But, my parents blamed on me and this cause me not feeling "ALRIGHT".
I wanted to roll my tears on the spot. (I didn't)

I bathed again along with tears... @#$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not feeling alright after all.
I can't control my emotion.
I have emotional problem?

I know I shouldn't throw my temper on my little puppy, Gal Gal.
Sorry for kicking you, throwing you, punching you..
I can't stop myself doing it..
I just can't...

I went to bed around 11.00 pm.
I started to burst into tears...
I can't stop my cry for 30 minutes...
Feeling okay during the conversation with my dar.
Later, around 1am we offed and went for bed.
Unable to sleep and I started to burst my tears again.

I get more energetic after cries.
I can't make myself to dream... TT

This morning wasn't in a good condition due to lacking sleeps and tired of crying.
I have to do my EST exam.
After all, I tried to nap in class but fail to fall asleep.
The essay for EST today was about INSOMNIA, a sleeping disorder.
While reading, I wanted to know more about it.
This is because I felt like having it.. lol.. haha..

I'm kinda suspect whether I had psychology problem.. haha..
My mood swings in sudden and I can't control it by myself.
Emotion goes up and down in just seconds.

I found myself crying on bed few weeks a time.
I don't get what I cry for at times.
Maybe pressuring or depressed. NO IDEA~~~ haha..

My tiny bow bow.. lol..
He brings me joy and clam me down most of the time.
The one who I spend most of my sadness.
The one who willing to waste his time and life with me.
He is the one who willing to let me do anything on him for my happy^^
I lub you~~~ lol.. haha
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Nails turned purple.. (Cold)^^
Having warm from Dar~





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Number of scars on my body keep increasing!!!
My girl girl's fingernails are long.
Everytime she jumps and scratch.
We commented that she is cloned from dog and cat.
Lol.. She make noises like cat. She "MEOW".
She ate two bottle with a big pack of fish food.
Pity fish have to suffer without food for weeks.
She ate turtle's food too.

Till now,
I have more than scars that not going off.
I don't know it will goes off or not.
It looks ugly.


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My little pup had her name.
We named her Girl Girl but I usually call her 'Lui Lui'.
She is superb N-A-U-G-H-T-Y!!!
She is funny & noob too.
Everytime i carry her up,
She pee. (she is crazy)

No idea why she isn't afraid of scolding and hitting.
She will show her butt when you wants to hit her.
She will continue biting when you scold her.

I usually have male dogs and all listen to us.
This female dog is the naughtiest among all.
Here she is...
haha..

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I went to bed around 12 am.
"DIP DAP DIP DAP.."(mom and dad running downstair)
I was awake by their steps and I went to my brother's room peeked out.
@@. Bunch of people outside gathering.
Noises, Screams, and Calls.
Everyone seems to be alerting each other.

I went down and joined with my parents.
Looking at next door house.
Smoke escaping from roof.
"Fire!! Fire!! Getting bigger!!" My neighbour shouted.
"Why the owner not getting out of their house?" everyone asking.
"Go wake everyone up" my dad command me and my mom.

I grabbed my phone and wakes my sister.
Run down and continue watching what was happening.
After 10 minutes, the owner came out with her daughter.
She screamed
"There is people in my house!!"
"I saw their figure pass by my room!!!"
"CCTV not functioning!!"
"Phones all not working!!"
"The back doors was opened!!"
Her daughter was stunned having her bear.

My parents quickly ask us to grab all our valuable things.
I ran up to my room grabbed my 2 other phones and a wood.
Not a wood that thin like me. haha..
Here come the "HERO", the guard. haha
Without thinking, he walked into the house with torch light.

My next door neighbour called for the police.
She on loudspeaker and the police said:
"Sabar, sabar, kita sedang datang."
Everyone was angry with them and also the firemen.
They can't find our place.

After all,
The police with the firemen checked up everything.
They said that was just fire from the fan.
That makes all her electronic in her house all burnt.
Her house was all black.
All electronics were burnt and gone.

She has mistaken that there were thieves.
Pity. Everything in her house were gone.
Everything took around 40-50 minutes.
The event make everyone awakes and unable to fall asleep again.
Lucky I'm not going school today. haha..
I slept around 3.30 AM after everything.
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SPM trial started.
Chemistry paper 1 i get 24 only.
I have 12 marks.
Very scare!!!
I don't want to have D i want a B (if possible).^^


Wednesday dar made me breakfast along with biscuits.
Nice~ hehe..
On Friday, he made egg with "halia".
Nice o.0~
He can cook very much better than me.
I cook that egg ended up with black shit. lol.. (i'm serious)
My cooking sux^^.



I'm having PMS now.
Symptoms started since this week.
I'm afraid I get major pain during menstruation.
I'll be having Add maths examination that time.
Poor Add maths I guess? haha..

I brought something on Friday.
When K meets L haha..
I broke me fingernail making this.^^



@@
Just know went for Pasar malam at Anggerik after dinner.
When going home, our car passing by a narrow road with car parked by side.
Three boys were trying to walk passing our car side.
They didn't notice my dad had open the window. (i guess)
He voiced "NYA MA, FAI DIT GOH LA (faster go la)."
My dad get angry and stops the car and tried to catch the boy.
@@ I was stunned. haha..
Both the boy ran away and another boy was shocked and stayed still.
His eye was like frighten. haha..

Has been a long long time never seen my dad this way.. hehe..
When I was young,
he throws mobile phone on us when we make noise during his calls.
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Such a tiring Friday and Saturday.
My family and I went to Genting.
Woke up around 10 am and get prepared.
Before going, we dine at Old Town.
Those worker are not responsible and sucks!

We ordered 6 food and only a white coffee.
They come with a white coffee and a dark coffee.
Later, they bring 2 sets of nasi lemak and other 5 foods.
We were given 3 sets of spoons and chopstick.
Dad freaked out and... @#$% the malay waiter who serve us.

That waiter served another table.
The girl asked which of it is Milo.
That waiter scolded the girl.
We were given free coffee. haha..

Reach Genting and checked in.
We, sisters and brother stayed in hotel.
I do some physics exercises while enjoying my Chipsmore.. hehe..
Around 5pm, we went out to meet with mom and dad.

We go for buffet at Coffee Terrace.
Variety of choices. @@
I started with 3 piece of sushi.
A plate of salads,
Candies,
Mashed potato.

And i'm fulled.
This is why my mom always say "rugi" when bring us for buffet.
haha.. Agreed^^**




After dinner, we went to First World's cinema.
4 choices only.
Kungfu Cyborg, UP, Laughing gor, and District 9.
My parents don't understand english.
Laughing gor, my elder sister had watch.
Only choice, Kungfu Cyborg.
Kinda nice to me.
Laugh till cry.
The cinema wasn't satisfy.
Small and uncomfortable.

Around 11pm, we back to hotel.
I'm so the cold.
I wore 2 clothes and 2 jackets with blanket.
I can't sleep!!!
The whole night I was waiting for morning.
I took 2-3 hours nap on the chair.
When I woke up,
I was shocked to feel something in my mouth!!!
It was the fillings!!! It came out!!!
I kept it in a tissue for the dentistry to see himself.^^

Out from hotel and straight to Puchong.
Tired** I want to sleep~~
Took our breakfast+lunch at Thai restaurant.
I admire their Thai food a lot.
Seldom to find nice Thai food around cheras.^^

Back home and take all luggage out from car.
And here again, me, my elder sister and mom went out again.
To Suntex for the dentistry.
So sad. TT He wasn't here.
Have to return on Sunday again.

Went home eat and goes for bath.
It was already 5 pm after all my cleaning.
So tired~~
Accidentally slept untill 6.15pm.
My mom woke me up and asked what time I'm going out.
I jumped off my bed and smsed Tracy.
She has been there since 6 pm. @@
Get changed and search for hp and off.
Reach Leisure around 6.40 pm.
Sorry Tracy..^^ hehe..

I'm still confusing..@@ haha..
Waited for Hui Xsin and goes for Yiru's house.
We eat, talk, laughed, and also went for pasar malam.
Later we watch movies.
I don't really have the interest on watching movies.
This is why I seldom watch movies.
No interested on it.^^ haha..

***HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YI RU***

Back home and get to be at 12 am.
Tired**


Today,
Early in the morning,
8 am!!!!!
Is too early!!!!
Very tired...
Cleaned myself and prepared to Suntex again.
Maybe I would change my ambition to dentistry?
Many customer were there. haha..

I showed the fillings to him.
He quickly take away and throw it away. haha..
Black fillings are better but not nice and cheaper.
Now, he used white fillings and he check my front teeth again.
Feeling uneasy now.
Feels like cracked teeth. haha..

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What a holiday.

-Monday-
Back to school for Biology and B.M class.
Went home nap and rest for a day.
I tried for a Biology model test paper.
Objective question I managed to get 25 correct.
Sad case..TT

-Tuesday-
Went for Physics tuition at BanKok's house.
Took lunch together. Pan Min at Connaught.
Reach home nap for hours again.
Pity Mr.Thava. He stayed for 4 hours in school.
No one turned up.
Sorry sir~


-Wednesday-
Back to school again for History class.
Such a bored day.Zz..
Went home and nap again then out for dinner with family.
Nice dinner we had although food does not satisfy us.
My mom entertain with me with silly jokes.

Before going out,
I scolded my puppy, Gal Gal.
She get frighten and pissed in the kitchen.
We laughed at her and teased her.

-Thursday-
So fast Thursday.
My fish, Mung mung has died.
Another Physics tuition at Connaught KFC.
Fate. I met the guy that went for driving test.
His not handsome in that uniform. lol..haha..
When I'll meet the other guy?haha..

-Friday-
Going to Genting.
This a future activity. lol..
And back on Saturday.


My holidays are just fully packed with activities.
But I have no idea on what activities.
*Nap= sleep.(I sleep for hours in the afternoon)
*Eat
*Facebook-ing
*Play with Gal Gal.
*Watch movies.

These what I do everyday.
Daily routine.
I just can't manage my time well.
This is why I'm afraid to tell Mr.Ananda what I did at home.
=.=
hehe..
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Gonna be less less less blogging.
Have to revise little by little for SPM trial.
Afraid of it..

My book!!!
Teacher scold me!!!
COW!!!
Laughed like hell with these work.haha..

Today was the last PJK for us?
TT
We like to play.
Enjoy life. haha..
It should be theory class but we show no interest.
So, Mr.Rama brought us down and gave us balls.
Time to CRAZY!!!
Not on PMS. I'm active. haha..
Although not much people, is still a nice game.
A nice time is when we, friends able to be together.
POISON BALL!!!
A famous game among us since Junior.

Halim target me most the time and I blocked most of the time.
Ended up with bruises.
I don't love my body.
I hurt them frequently and not protecting myself.
This one of the reason I need a boyfriend.. haha.. LOL.







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This a expressing blog post by myself.
I'm feeling depressed for it.
So, I express by blogging.
You may take no notice on this.

Thank you***


His existence was not much in me.
However, he left behind the figures in my memory.
A sudden call drags ones to worries.
Members of family stayed up for every latest news.
"Do you know everyone worried for you?"
"How much tears and sorrow your family feels?"
"Again and again you make them worry."

No good sign for you had glowed.
Loved ones, ran up and down.
High hope for good sign.
Ended up.. with disappointments..
What can be done?
Nothing yet.


I just can't continue my sentence.
TT..

Nothing,
More than a bless for you.
May blessing given to you.
Chances for him again to the society.
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Yesterday night I went to dar's house.
His sister's party.
Lol..

I wasn't sure that I'm attending or not.
But dar wants me to attend.
I was asked to prepare myself.
End up, his uncle came and fetch me.
Feeling not so good.

Feeling nervous when going to reach.
@@.
His families members were all there.
Shy***
Once get down from car,
Blood pressure went up once get down from car.
haha..
Meet up with his grandparents, uncles, and aunts.
Later his sister and husband.
@@..

Dar brought me to dining room and sat.
His aunt came and asked a few question.
Funny part was someone mistaken I was the bride.
Dar smiled at me..
His grandpa was like wanted to introduce to dar's uncles.
Dar and me forgets after we ate.

I went at 6pm and went home at 10pm.
This blog was like typing uneasily.
Due to the weird feelings. haha..

His uncles and aunts was like joking.
All commented that me and dar having couple shirts.
Actually dar asked me to wear pink.
When I saw him, he was in the pink too. @@.
I still have the nervous feeling. @@ haha..

Don't want to blog dy.
Very the @@.


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Last night is my family day.
We went for shops and take our supper at Maluri.
The food isn't nice as my family complained.
I likes to eat but I don't know how to eat nice food or taste them.
I have no comment on food.

Before that,
I tried out many dress.
I like some of them but unluckily no size and the dress have minor problems.
So sad. One of them my sister has choosen so I don't wish to have the same as her's.
End up not one dress was brought.
Still worried with my dinner on September.
I have no dress!!! lol..

What interesting and nice game I played last night.
My dog well known with jealousy.
We tried to put him out with the puppy together.
My dog attacked the puppy twice and later they able together.
Till this morning mom says that my dog bite on the puppy.
After letting go the puppy, my dog shakes and afraid that mom and dad will hit him.

Back to my fever..TT
I'm kinda weak. Very weak. Getting weaker.
I face difficulties to sleep since 2 am.
Early 8 am, I throw out with difficulty. I pushed myself to throw out.
And pushed myself back to bed.
I did not clean myself this morning.
I woke up to some pills and quickly ran up to my room and throw out again.
Rinsed my mouth back to sleep again.
Woke up at 3 pm ++ and feeling hot.
Ate a guava and check on my temperature. 39 celcius.
Took a panadol and back to sleep again.
Mom called up and asked my condition and I continue sleeping.
Almost the whole day I'm just sleep and sleep and sleep.

My stomach felt so uneasy now.
I took in oat and soup. Is still the same condition.
Don't dare to eat yet @@. haha..

I'm on a date this saturday night.
No proper attire to be wore.
My clothes always be singlet type.
I need a little formal clothes to show some respects.
^^.
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My leg~~~ TT

As I blog earlier I have a new puppy.
Till today it has no name.
At first sister all say is a boy.
Name it Boy Boy.
Later, mom gets to know is a girl.
So, no name was given till today.
I have used to call her boy boy.

My dogs were all named with alphabet "B".
My first dog : Bobby
2nd dog : Bian Bian
3rd dog : Blackie
4th dog : BiBi

My 5th dog has no name... Zz.. haha
She has a sharp nails.
She hurt mom, my both sister and me.
My leg scratch by her!!!
After feeding her for half and hour I only get to know my leg bleed.
Is pain..TT

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I have a new pet!!!
Mom and dad bring home a puppy!!!
It was taken home at 12.00 am.

At 11.00pm,
Dad & mom plan to go Genting Casino to have some fun.
On their way to Genting,
They saw puppies and attracted to them.
Weird***
This must be FATE?

Mom and dad never likes to breed a new dog.
That night they so interested with those puppies.
Mom caught one of the puppies and found watery fluid down her shoulder.
It was blood!!!
Mom head banged on the car door and bleed.

Dad rushed mom to clinic with the puppy in car too.
3 STITCHES on mom's head.
Her hair was cut by the nurse too.

The puppy is funny and afraid of us.
Especially mom.
When mom appear the puppy will run and hide.






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Yesterday I given dar our 1st Anniversary gift.
Hopes he like it.. haha..
I'm busy yesterday so I manage to post today not yesterday^^..




My elder sister's fish death yesterday.
RIP.
Previously, my younger sister's fish died.
She cried and dad brought another for her the other day.
This evening, dad return from Johor with a fish.
I do mean "a FISH".
Dad brought it from Seremban on his way back home.
The man ask dad to keep it cold.
It manage to stand for 30 minutes only. (when not cold)

Dad said that while waiting for the uncle,
He on air-cond for the fish. Lol.. haha..

Want to see "the FISH"?

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Congratulation to my cousin sister~
She's gonna marry this Tuesday.
Too sad, I'm not attending on that day.
Have to go school.
Sad*** ^^

Yesterday was my 1st Anniversary with Dar..^^
Lub you~ haha..

1st Anniversary!!! (belated)

I can't get to post yesterday. Busy**

At 11 am, mom woke me up.
Asked us to go school to take report cards.
Actually I don't want to go but my brother wants to.
So I present to school just for report cards.

At 3 pm, I bath and get prepare to back hometown for dinner.
The buffet's food looks okay but taste not good.

Prawn,
Oyster,
Fried Sotong,
Mayo chicken,
Fried Rice,
Mi hoon,
Mixed vege,
Satay,
Fried Chicken wing,
Sweet & sour fish,
Mushroom+ pork,
Curry lamb,
Fishball,
A kind of spicy+Sour vege,
Fruits & jelly,
and ABC.

I guess I did not left out any other food? hehe..
I went home at 10.30 pm and reach home 11++
Tired***
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