...::* No good *::...

I took my Office Application Midterm and result turned out not good.
Currently I have got 18.5/30 %.
What's this? So poor..

I just finished my Economics exam and something bad happen to me. ><
I changed place for twice ended up with international students by right, back and front. ><
Just before the exam, I told my friend by left that I DON'T FEEL SAFE!!!
Guess what had happen to me?

The conversation of me and the international student:
"Can you help me out with my MCQ?"
"Erm....... I'm not confident with my answers."
"Is okay, whatever you wrote, you have to show me!"
"Erm....." ( I smiled and feeling uncomfortable)

Is so much scary that I ever taught.
Her friend, guys, black, surrounding me.. ><
Her eyes, is like going to eat me up.
Like lion..>< SCARE ME!!! T____T
I shouldn't had change place and should stick close with Ken.. LOL.. ><
Too tame..>< LOL haha..
This the second exam that people asking me answer..><
I'm too kind? Lol.. I have to face of giving answer? ><
I'll sit between my friends in future. (when I remember)
Never alone. DANGEROUS!!!

Dinner time.. hehe..
Hope to score well too.
Lecturer's english sucks max.
I don't get what her questions want..><
Is over.. Fight for Algebra next.

...::* Yes *::...

Algebra Test 1,
Office Application Midterm,
&
Malaysian Study Midterm.
IS OVER!!!

3 more to go.
Algebra, I'll fight with you.
Economics, I'll not give up!!!
Film & Arts, My gosh... Zz..

What kind of subject is this?
Lecturing 2 pictures for an hour.
Giving anime for us to watch.
I skipped half of the show and I'll be facing problem soon.
I don't want to fail this but I can't stand on it.

After class on Monday,
We went for Leisure Mall for waffle but is too early.
So Ken went for car racing while me and Ivy went for gift.
Something nice we found in Mini Toons.
Amazing bra.. We brought it. lol..
A amazing bra as birthday gift.
Nice one.. :P Not showing now..

Ling ling ar..

Brush up please..

You are very left out..

Stop taking your time..

...::* LingLingAr*::...

What's wrong with you!!!
Ohh~ Ohh~ Ohh~ O~ O~
Lol..

Defeated by emotion. ^^
Emotion control me more than I control my emotion.
What a loser.. Zz..
Is obvious that something gone happen with me. hohoho..

I know he has nothing to do with those girls but is just a normal reaction.
Jealous does not occurs mean I had no more feel la..
I know I'm EXTREMELY OVER THE LIMIT.
Sorry for both of you.
This the way we communicate.

I didn't mean to hurt you but just PLAYFUL.
I know you are totaly hurted by me.
Yes, I broke your heart.
I broke it badly.
You told me you have no feelings on me but you don't want to break up.
This means what??? I don't really get it.
I don't know what are you thinking.

I have no confident in getting back your broken heart to a normal heart. ><
I have no confident on my exams.
No confident for most of the things.

KALING!!! Wake up!!! wake up~ wake up~ Is Saturday night.. lol..
Anyhow, life has to go on.
Follow the flow.
Is mine, it will be mine.
Is not mine, no point begging.
KALING, GROW UP PLEASE!!!

Experience seems to be useless for me.
Dependent girl. Please get more independent.
National service not effective for me.
I'm always depending on people.
When will I get more independent?
Never.
Never ever independent.
Whenever I go, I'll have people protecting. (I guess)

Once again, history repeating?
Hope what I taught will not come true.


Besides, I wants to have a great thanks to GOD.
I know you hear what I says.
I know you feels what I'm feeling.
I know you are here for me.
You protecting and safeguarding me.
I know you'll give me eternal life.

TALKING TO YOU JUST GREAT...
Love yah..Beloved GOD.

...::* Snap, Snap, Snap *::...

-Emotionless-

-High Blood Pressure-

-Short eye lashes-

-No comment-

-Watery eyes-

...::* MidTerm *::...

Mid term starting right after Sunday.
Time for exams. Get prepared.
I had just finish my Algebra test 1.
How I wish to tackle all question without any mistakes. ><
Is just 13 question!!! You Failure! You bitch! Such a failure!! Noob ass.. ><
Influence!!! Influence!!!

Never expected.
A great lecturer we have in UCSI.
Each questions provided for each students were not the same.
Great Cats who wanna be " THE COPY MEOW MEOW".
Copy smartly.^^
I know the PASS leader, Ivy & me having high hopes on YOU BOTH (i noe u wun c it^^).
Hope and wish our effort for you guys will not be wasted.
Even my mom says that I'm crazy.
Exams at 9.30 am and we woke up at 6.30 am for preparations.
You guys must score!!! PLEASE~~~ lol..

I'm very very very very very TIRED~!!!
Insomnia!!! I can't sleep well or even falling asleep.
What should I do???
I used to explode myself to release any anger or pressure. ><
Is useless.

Ling Ling~ where have you been?
You leave me?
Where have you been hiding?
I lost most of my smiles, my laugh, my tease, my luck and.........
Whatever. Lost everything soon.

WHEN THE WORLD WILL END???

I can't end my life by myself.
It will be a sin to God. ><
lol.. I have not been telling problems.
Why should I keep all the things by myself?
Why should I be SO STUBBORN?
Why should I cry alone?
Why?
Why am I hiding every problems?
Why there's no ways to solve?

I'm so so so NEGATIVE.

Left out for most of the things that i'll usually do.
I miss walking alone.
I miss building castle in the sky.
I miss myself, the truly me.
National Service's Character Building class is not working anymore?

-LING LOSER-

...::* Unsafe *::...

Lol..
Yesterday BanKok came my house for a moment.
Before leaving, we chatted in front of the door.

Suddenly 2 car speeded up away.
Imbalance of a car attracted my mom's attention.
Later a girl running behind and chasing the car.
She screamed that her car stolen.
Stupid neighbour in the car and the security guard on his motor.

The guard ask the girl to run to the guard house and tell the front guard.
EAT FAECES!!!
The neighbour get down from car listen and back into car then leave.
ANOTHER FAECES FOR HIM!!!

The girl return and shouted "My brother!! My brother with them!!"
Kipnap case.

My housing area not safe anymore!!!
Is 6 pm only. Sky still bright.

...::* Fastest way of getting slim and thin *::...

Want to be slim and thin?

For sure is everyone's dream. lol..
This THE ONLY WAY & below image is the experienced creature.. haha..

Work!!!
But you'll show this when reporting to the hell or heaven. ^^

...::* Happy Birthday Mr.Toh *::...

He is old!!! LOL...
I should had get a cake from Secret yesterday.

Instead of that, I went for sleep when Toh came.

I woke up after he leave. lol..

I'm tired.

Not tired of studies but playing.

The Dentyne promoting in UCSI and we joined by clicking LIKE.

A box of it will be given and also sticker for us.

What the things that happening!!!

I get crazy with stickers!

I get 3 pieces of it so I stick on friend.

Chasing and sticking. OMG la..

I'm in college?? lol..

-Sticker attack by me.^^-

I'm depressed once I think of coming year.
Mid term is here. Soon to be final and a semester will end.
New semester coming and ending, then the last.
I will have to go for degree course and I still not sure with my direction.
What really needed by me?
Can I really do it?
I'm into art field?
Is this the right path?


I don't mind study but once about future, I don't like it.
I have to think about the right degree course.
Accounting?
Financing?
Marketing?
These aren't my interest?

KALING!!! Wake up!!!
Stop your brain to work negatively!!!
You choosen!!! So, just do it.. ><

I NEED YOU IN SUDDEN.
YOU, WHAT I WANT THE MOST.

Get healthy, get married & get rich.
Then, stay home or shops as I want.
(No brain nerves to be struggle)

LOL.. stop dreaming.

I'm a girl.Lol.. Is obvious la..
I am actually care about my beauty too..
There isn't a girl that do not care bout their beauty. LOL..
Those who say they don't care means they are a liar? ^^
I'm using too much onto face.

A daily usage of cleanser,
A moisturizer for every night,
A blackhead remover for twice a week,
A mask per week.

Is kinda costly to use many mask.
The current mask I tried on from Garnier.
Is it useful?
I don't know but the feeling will shock you for the first time.
You will feel the burning. It might be the zinc.

Should try the feeling. lol..-cleanser-
-Blackhead remover-
-Moisturizer-
-The burning mask. lol-

At last!!!
I found you!!! The hair clips that I hunting for.
At last I found it in Anggerik's night market.
Every night market and shops I went to does not have it any more.
I brought back the same color.
Black & yellow, which had lost and broke in camp.
Hunted so long for the same size, same style and same color.

-5 for RM2, found you!! haha-

...::* Illegal driver *::...

Lol.. Friday classes were all cancelled.
Algebra class and also Economics.
Ken planned to see the mices.
Aaron came and joined us. LOL..
Ages of time we never been together.

Young, games will be the main topic.
Now, girls and cars will be the problems? lol..
When guys meet together will ended up with competting.
Influece!!! >< hehe..

Robovrski is cute!!
Don't really know how to spell.

Attended PASS Session today.
FUN***
A class where only 2 students including the degree student who guide us.
Maths hurt brain nerves >< but is fun.
Trigonometry coming very soon!!!~
I'll need PASS Session a lot.

Ongoing with
...cover & resume assignment (rare-zoom-me) nice~ haha..
...flyers designing assignment

...::* Too close *::...

Too close..
Lol..
Instinct?
I can predict that my name to be call!!!
COOL?

She has the habits of asking question after her lecturing.
The lucky person goes to....
Surely not me. >< haha..

After the person who had answered..
She looking through attendance list.
Looking, looking & looking..
I grapped Ken's biceps in sudden... lol..
He asked me why..
"I don't want to be the one!!!"
"YONG KA LING" she called. >< >< ><
I raised up my hand and the both side "luck-ing".

Lucky it was the right answer.. haha..
Wandering I had gained 1%? hohoho..
Stop dreaming.

My left & right said: "Almost my name to be called."
What bout me? called.

...::* Me Me *::...

Well, my life forever in Cheras area.
For the moment and in future,
Any upcoming event that needed gifts will be done by DarDar.^^
Sorry friends.

Everyone do afraid of losing their beloved ones.. hohoho..
I had once lost(kie, i'm getting confuse with lost n lose) my trust for HIM. haha..
Is just in days time. I guess.

My love had been stolen once and broke into the smallest pieces.
I do think and still thinking.
WHAT IF HE CHEATS MY LITTLE HEART ALSO?
Nah~ stop thinking. Think when it really comes. ><
Dar brought me shirt?
Hmm... I had once brought something looks like this but is not shorts type.
Sadly, my height unable me to dress into it. TT I'm not suitable in this style?
Looks weird for me due to my height. ><
What do I look like? Kid? haha..

-Not suit me??-

Dar, I hurt you most and I still the one who love you most? haha..
How much I love you?
No No.. I can't answer this question because love = uncountable nouns.
T-hee... muaxx..

-674 on 230510-

-I don't know where's my leg.-

...::* Happy Belated Teacher's Day *::...

Teacher's Day fall on Sunday for this year.
I passed over a gift to Hot Toh.. lol..
Happy Teacher's Day.



Wednesday, went for assignment discussion and later MeiTheng joined for the gym.
LOL... Is totally FULL... Unable to enjoy.
Sorry MeiTheng.
Sorry WaiHoong. FFK you.. ^^
Later meet up with dar also and three of us enjoy a movie.



I'm tired now.. lol..
I joined for Peer Assisted Study Session, (PASS).
I don't need a pass. I NEED DISTINCTION. haha..
This the reason I am going for it.
Guess what? The class held by a student that excel in the subject.
The 1 hour 30 min classes started and ended up with TWO STUDENTS ONLY.
Should be THREE. Include Eric, the one who taught us. (not Erica's dad)^^.

It should be helpful? Is more likely to be a FOC and 1 on 1 tuition.^^
Test 1 for algebra coming pretty soon. I guess so.
LOL..
I need dar around for my food.^^
Extremely slow when I eat with college mates.
Unable to finish what I ordered.
Hohoho.. Waster..
Thanks KenNie for today.. ^^ haha..

...::* Smile *::...

There is no human that doesn't flirt. lol..
I saw him flirting that I had ever seen.
I admit that I flirt but there is still a limit.
Whatever.
I know whatever I says I'll be the one who to be blamed.
No one will belief on what the crapping things it is.
Fu*king Ling. You su*ks Ling..
Crappy..

So what? I'm not feeling easy with what you had done.
I'm here to express.. Whatever it is i'll try not to care.
Will I do so? Zz..
Ling, YOU PRETTY SUCKS!!! You better go lifeless!!!

Roar...................
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.........................
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................

Always with the smile....okay? :-)


Be truth, I'm careless..
In the lecture room,
I can "TERSEPIT" my finger into the place where the table hidden.

What now? I accidentally hit my lui lui's tooth.
My tumb get's it..

Sorry to all my fingers.

...::* LOL *::...

Today we had Algebra & Trigo class.
This the largest class?
What a joke. lol..
I sit with my friend, Ivy and a unknown by right.

Not bad what.. My maths hasn't rotten yet.^^
I manage to do but just slow.
I was doing and I found that the unknown beside me do not know how to do.
Can felt that he is looking at my answer but I ignore.

After lesson, Ivy and I talked about it.
She told me that when she turned to me,
The unknown besides me quickly turned down and act as if he is doing. LOL..
Is cute!!! Junior's style brought into college life too. haha..

Is bad to laugh at people but...
If we try to speak out to help them,
They might be like " I don't need your help. "
When we aren't helping,
They will think "LC le.. know also don't teach."

Anyhow, I enjoyed the most in Algebra class for the moment.
I guess I need help when Trigo chapter starts.
As in add math's trigo, I'm facing problems.
I'll get PASS for help?

Currently taking :
Economics,
Films & Arts
Algebra & Trigo
Malaysian Study
Office Applications

Bless me~ lol..

...::* EMBARASSING *::...

LOL...
Today is Wednesday!!!
I'm off on Wednesday.
Guess what.

The first time I get embaressed in college.
Announcement will not be annoucing by teachers or lecturers anymore.
Announcement will be announce through emails or some poster on notice board.
OMG la.. So an email i received.

I was confused with the poster.
Whether all May 2010 intakes include Foundation's student or only the degree students.
Is obvious that highlighted words are COMPULSORY FOR MAY INTAKE.

SO SO SO SORRY to... Later people laugh at you guys no good. lol..
I did not know about it. haha..
I asked someone what does the email mean too.
He told me to attend it.
That is why.. SORRY~~ ==

We went into the hall,
Sitted most behind and jumped to middle seats.
We were ask to fill up the front seats and we went for the first row.
ESH!!!
After 30 minutes, we asked "Foundation students need this?"

She did not answer instead she face to everyone and asked..

"Is there foundation students here?"
No response.
We return everything and walk off in front of so many students.

The indian boy behind told us to seat and won't be that embarassing.
Instead of doing so, we went off.. lol..
I walked alone from the college to the end of the night market.
Then, reverse for another half of the night market and get into car at 7.33 pm.
I walked for an hour.

I tried to hunt for my hair clips.
The style of the clip that I hunting for facing extinction?
I could not get it anymore.
I'm bored going school with with Mickey & black Mickey.
Miss you clips!!!
I lost one in camp and broke one in camp on the last night.

-Clip that I hunting for-

...:* Ling *::...

I got tummy!!!
Usually a singlet shirt will be nice when returning to hometown.
As it would be very hot and sweats.
Last Sunday, i chosen one that is kinda tight.
It shows my tummy out..
Yucks la.. UGLY!!! UGLY!!!
BIG TUMMY!!!
See it.. lol...


Sit up not working?
Metabolism getting lower...


I'm always ugly.
Real me are much more ugly than me in the images.

I had class every 8 am.
I have to wake up at 6.45am.
Wandering what time for those who need do Opera show. lol..
My Monday class officially end at 8pm.
So, their faces will be layered with petroleum or something for 12 hours++?

I'll protect my face!!! lol..


I went Boston for lunch.
I had the idea for Mr. Hotdog in coming belated teachers' day. ^^
Hunting for material!!!
Hope to be done in week of time^^.
Show you guys next time^^

...::* First lesson *::...

Dig dug-ing places for my study stuff.
My place where I use to get my knowledge had conquered by my younger sister.
Currently in an oven that left out for years. lol..
I'm just describing my so call STORE ROOM.

Class started at 9.30 but Ken Nie took me at 8.
We reach the college doing nothing at the entrance.
Today was the first time I gets to finish up Suduko.
Is fun and challenging and not as I taught that difficult.

I attended for Algebra & Trigonometry class today.
The first class just passed in just minutes of time.
Not bad.^^

It has been long years not spending time talking to Ken Nie.
Well, we will have to time to talk from morning till afternoon.
Hopes not getting bored seeing me every college hours and end of college hours.
Lol.. How I wish the one will be HIM.^^ hohoho.. Dreaming***

Yesterday night, I went to bed at 10.45 pm.
I saw my elder sister's shadow.
Making me feeling that she is preparing for work.
Guess what.
Is just 11.45 pm. What is it??? The sun isn't up yet and I just taken hour of nap?
Desperately waiting for the sky to get bright. : )
Lucky Ivy message me or else I would had waited for the sky to bright for 7 hours.

...::* College life begins, Classes not started yet *::...

On the 3rd, i attended my first class.
So called Office Application. some kind of computer stuff.
Input, Output and so on.
I'm not really interested in computer. I guess?
When classes begin, I'll have to survive with COMPUTER for 3 hours. sienz?

13 subjects to be done within 3 semester.
Can I cope with it? No idea. I'll try my best into it.
I meet new friends. Nope. Should be friend*.
A girl named Ivy where we meet in our second class at night.
She is kind of a nice girl. Hope to help each other as much as possible.^^ haha..

One week 4 days to college.
Not bad I think? I can rest every 2 days of college-ing.

Look. This is cute. KAWAII~ lol..
Hmm.. I'm really fat.
No. I'm really chubby but this will last me around 1 to 2 more months.
It will be not as chubby as now I'm in.^^

...::* Big Spend *::...

Spending in what way?
After returning from camp,
I starts to dig and dug for clothes and shoes and so on.
Today I spent a lot I guess?
Clothes takes me RM 61
A calculator cost me RM50
A pair of shoe cost RM30
A keyboard protector RM10

Feeling bad..><
Dad work so hard and have to pay for loans and pay for our fees.
and we spent so much..
Returning from camp just make me non-stop spending money.
But I'll spend it wisely..^^

Having a new calculator..
I'm alienate to it.

Something strange that less people does. (I guess?)
I used a vacuum cleaner to vacuum my keyboard.
Should I call keyboard?
Because is on my notebook.
I vacuum it before the protector was on it.. haha..