...::* Me Me *::...

Well, my life forever in Cheras area.
For the moment and in future,
Any upcoming event that needed gifts will be done by DarDar.^^
Sorry friends.

Everyone do afraid of losing their beloved ones.. hohoho..
I had once lost(kie, i'm getting confuse with lost n lose) my trust for HIM. haha..
Is just in days time. I guess.

My love had been stolen once and broke into the smallest pieces.
I do think and still thinking.
WHAT IF HE CHEATS MY LITTLE HEART ALSO?
Nah~ stop thinking. Think when it really comes. ><
Dar brought me shirt?
Hmm... I had once brought something looks like this but is not shorts type.
Sadly, my height unable me to dress into it. TT I'm not suitable in this style?
Looks weird for me due to my height. ><
What do I look like? Kid? haha..

-Not suit me??-

Dar, I hurt you most and I still the one who love you most? haha..
How much I love you?
No No.. I can't answer this question because love = uncountable nouns.
T-hee... muaxx..

-674 on 230510-

-I don't know where's my leg.-

...::* Happy Belated Teacher's Day *::...

Teacher's Day fall on Sunday for this year.
I passed over a gift to Hot Toh.. lol..
Happy Teacher's Day.



Wednesday, went for assignment discussion and later MeiTheng joined for the gym.
LOL... Is totally FULL... Unable to enjoy.
Sorry MeiTheng.
Sorry WaiHoong. FFK you.. ^^
Later meet up with dar also and three of us enjoy a movie.



I'm tired now.. lol..
I joined for Peer Assisted Study Session, (PASS).
I don't need a pass. I NEED DISTINCTION. haha..
This the reason I am going for it.
Guess what? The class held by a student that excel in the subject.
The 1 hour 30 min classes started and ended up with TWO STUDENTS ONLY.
Should be THREE. Include Eric, the one who taught us. (not Erica's dad)^^.

It should be helpful? Is more likely to be a FOC and 1 on 1 tuition.^^
Test 1 for algebra coming pretty soon. I guess so.
LOL..
I need dar around for my food.^^
Extremely slow when I eat with college mates.
Unable to finish what I ordered.
Hohoho.. Waster..
Thanks KenNie for today.. ^^ haha..

...::* Smile *::...

There is no human that doesn't flirt. lol..
I saw him flirting that I had ever seen.
I admit that I flirt but there is still a limit.
Whatever.
I know whatever I says I'll be the one who to be blamed.
No one will belief on what the crapping things it is.
Fu*king Ling. You su*ks Ling..
Crappy..

So what? I'm not feeling easy with what you had done.
I'm here to express.. Whatever it is i'll try not to care.
Will I do so? Zz..
Ling, YOU PRETTY SUCKS!!! You better go lifeless!!!

Roar...................
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.........................
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................

Always with the smile....okay? :-)


Be truth, I'm careless..
In the lecture room,
I can "TERSEPIT" my finger into the place where the table hidden.

What now? I accidentally hit my lui lui's tooth.
My tumb get's it..

Sorry to all my fingers.

...::* LOL *::...

Today we had Algebra & Trigo class.
This the largest class?
What a joke. lol..
I sit with my friend, Ivy and a unknown by right.

Not bad what.. My maths hasn't rotten yet.^^
I manage to do but just slow.
I was doing and I found that the unknown beside me do not know how to do.
Can felt that he is looking at my answer but I ignore.

After lesson, Ivy and I talked about it.
She told me that when she turned to me,
The unknown besides me quickly turned down and act as if he is doing. LOL..
Is cute!!! Junior's style brought into college life too. haha..

Is bad to laugh at people but...
If we try to speak out to help them,
They might be like " I don't need your help. "
When we aren't helping,
They will think "LC le.. know also don't teach."

Anyhow, I enjoyed the most in Algebra class for the moment.
I guess I need help when Trigo chapter starts.
As in add math's trigo, I'm facing problems.
I'll get PASS for help?

Currently taking :
Economics,
Films & Arts
Algebra & Trigo
Malaysian Study
Office Applications

Bless me~ lol..

...::* EMBARASSING *::...

LOL...
Today is Wednesday!!!
I'm off on Wednesday.
Guess what.

The first time I get embaressed in college.
Announcement will not be annoucing by teachers or lecturers anymore.
Announcement will be announce through emails or some poster on notice board.
OMG la.. So an email i received.

I was confused with the poster.
Whether all May 2010 intakes include Foundation's student or only the degree students.
Is obvious that highlighted words are COMPULSORY FOR MAY INTAKE.

SO SO SO SORRY to... Later people laugh at you guys no good. lol..
I did not know about it. haha..
I asked someone what does the email mean too.
He told me to attend it.
That is why.. SORRY~~ ==

We went into the hall,
Sitted most behind and jumped to middle seats.
We were ask to fill up the front seats and we went for the first row.
ESH!!!
After 30 minutes, we asked "Foundation students need this?"

She did not answer instead she face to everyone and asked..

"Is there foundation students here?"
No response.
We return everything and walk off in front of so many students.

The indian boy behind told us to seat and won't be that embarassing.
Instead of doing so, we went off.. lol..
I walked alone from the college to the end of the night market.
Then, reverse for another half of the night market and get into car at 7.33 pm.
I walked for an hour.

I tried to hunt for my hair clips.
The style of the clip that I hunting for facing extinction?
I could not get it anymore.
I'm bored going school with with Mickey & black Mickey.
Miss you clips!!!
I lost one in camp and broke one in camp on the last night.

-Clip that I hunting for-

...:* Ling *::...

I got tummy!!!
Usually a singlet shirt will be nice when returning to hometown.
As it would be very hot and sweats.
Last Sunday, i chosen one that is kinda tight.
It shows my tummy out..
Yucks la.. UGLY!!! UGLY!!!
BIG TUMMY!!!
See it.. lol...


Sit up not working?
Metabolism getting lower...


I'm always ugly.
Real me are much more ugly than me in the images.

I had class every 8 am.
I have to wake up at 6.45am.
Wandering what time for those who need do Opera show. lol..
My Monday class officially end at 8pm.
So, their faces will be layered with petroleum or something for 12 hours++?

I'll protect my face!!! lol..


I went Boston for lunch.
I had the idea for Mr. Hotdog in coming belated teachers' day. ^^
Hunting for material!!!
Hope to be done in week of time^^.
Show you guys next time^^

...::* First lesson *::...

Dig dug-ing places for my study stuff.
My place where I use to get my knowledge had conquered by my younger sister.
Currently in an oven that left out for years. lol..
I'm just describing my so call STORE ROOM.

Class started at 9.30 but Ken Nie took me at 8.
We reach the college doing nothing at the entrance.
Today was the first time I gets to finish up Suduko.
Is fun and challenging and not as I taught that difficult.

I attended for Algebra & Trigonometry class today.
The first class just passed in just minutes of time.
Not bad.^^

It has been long years not spending time talking to Ken Nie.
Well, we will have to time to talk from morning till afternoon.
Hopes not getting bored seeing me every college hours and end of college hours.
Lol.. How I wish the one will be HIM.^^ hohoho.. Dreaming***

Yesterday night, I went to bed at 10.45 pm.
I saw my elder sister's shadow.
Making me feeling that she is preparing for work.
Guess what.
Is just 11.45 pm. What is it??? The sun isn't up yet and I just taken hour of nap?
Desperately waiting for the sky to get bright. : )
Lucky Ivy message me or else I would had waited for the sky to bright for 7 hours.

...::* College life begins, Classes not started yet *::...

On the 3rd, i attended my first class.
So called Office Application. some kind of computer stuff.
Input, Output and so on.
I'm not really interested in computer. I guess?
When classes begin, I'll have to survive with COMPUTER for 3 hours. sienz?

13 subjects to be done within 3 semester.
Can I cope with it? No idea. I'll try my best into it.
I meet new friends. Nope. Should be friend*.
A girl named Ivy where we meet in our second class at night.
She is kind of a nice girl. Hope to help each other as much as possible.^^ haha..

One week 4 days to college.
Not bad I think? I can rest every 2 days of college-ing.

Look. This is cute. KAWAII~ lol..
Hmm.. I'm really fat.
No. I'm really chubby but this will last me around 1 to 2 more months.
It will be not as chubby as now I'm in.^^

...::* Big Spend *::...

Spending in what way?
After returning from camp,
I starts to dig and dug for clothes and shoes and so on.
Today I spent a lot I guess?
Clothes takes me RM 61
A calculator cost me RM50
A pair of shoe cost RM30
A keyboard protector RM10

Feeling bad..><
Dad work so hard and have to pay for loans and pay for our fees.
and we spent so much..
Returning from camp just make me non-stop spending money.
But I'll spend it wisely..^^

Having a new calculator..
I'm alienate to it.

Something strange that less people does. (I guess?)
I used a vacuum cleaner to vacuum my keyboard.
Should I call keyboard?
Because is on my notebook.
I vacuum it before the protector was on it.. haha..

...::* I'm not really happy *::...

I smile & I laugh doesn't mean I'm really happy.
I'm in frustration on choosing courses.
Foundation classes aren't easy too.
Memorising and calculating.
I neither good in memorise nor calculate.
I'm just good for nothing.

The first day of orientation in UCSI.
I meet up with Wai Hoong, Ken Nie & Aaron Chin.
I'm taking same course as Ken Nie but he don't really have the problem.
Ice breaking games doesn't seems to be fun.
Is like repeating what I had done in National Service.

I'm not happy..
I'm not...
I'm not happy..
I'm flooding right after this!!!!!!!!

Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!

...::* Lifeless *::...

I have nothing to blog!!!
I'm bored but I had used with it..

SSM granted me an extra 'A' for my SPM result.
The certificate given by them wasn't appreciate by me.^^
Not only me but my brother too.
Because is fake!!!
I only had 5 A nia..
The fake cert were thrown on table like rubbish.

Orientation coming next week.
Wai Hoong!!! See you soon. haha..
I'm kinda nervous about it.

New car coming soon by next week too..
I'm excited and also nervous!!!
I'm not nervous that I have a car to get to where I want.
I'm nervous that I don't know how to drive!!!
Joke? Is not a joke.
Seriously. I FORGOT HOW TO DRIVE!!!

Everyone asked whether I brought my P back.
Answer : No. ^^
I'll just wait for the car come and start learning and get use on driving.

...::* IKO *::...

I-K-O

This is biscuit's brand.
Heard of it? sure right? haha..
For me, I just know about LEXUS.
I've never heard about IKO till I went into camp.

Thanks friend.
Introducing me to a new and better choice of biscuit. LOL..
Is actually quite nice and healthy too..
Healthy food will not taste good?
This taste alright for me.

Another brand of biscuit tasted was OatKrunch.
These not bad too.. I guess?
I prefer oat biscuits better choice.^^





"E core" lol.. the way I called where others called it I-K-O.

...::* Mix *::...

Last Friday I taught of making sushi.
Everything had prepared but ended up with..

Everything had prepared.

lol.. Expired NORI!!!
The most important ingredient to make sushi..
The rice half wasted and half were eaten with unwillingly. lol.

3/4/10
Yesterday was BK's belated birthday celebration at FunOK.
I guess it was OK? haha..
I went home earlier. Not really early too..
Is Easter. So I "siam" and get changed and left for St. Francis church.
From a shorts to a 3/4 pants..(paying respect to praying places)
This my VERY first time to church with Easter celebration.
It was nice to have candle lighted up from one to one..
Besides, I feel proud that I get to follow better now.
I don't feel to be the stranger to the church.
This should be greatly thanks to NS for leading me to a religion.
I'm no longer a bullshitter?(yiru told me free thinker=bullshitter) lol..
However, I still have a lot more to learn for these but something does not allow me yet.
So, Buddism will still be stated but Christian's ways to pray. lol..

Thanks to a pastor came to camp to guide us to an eternal life.
Thanks to Chris, the one who had borrowed book and taught me to pray.
Thanks to Stephanie who shares bible with me and accompanied me during church.
Thanks to all Methodist or Catholic friends.
Lastly, Thanks to Father who treated us mineral water and also mandarins. lol..


As for my dar, I don't know why.
At home, I feel to be single.
While outside, i'll be in relationship.
As I had said, I had change.
My attitude CHANGED.
I feel to be cold when we do not meet and get sweet when meet up.
I know this would be hard for him.

I don't know what's his planning after all.
Helping out in kiosk as his jobs?
Enjoying his life and take his times on bed?
I really have no idea.
I damn wants to get to college now.
The more I rest, the more I rotten.
Everytime I hears from people that college life stress,
I'll be more afraid of going to the stressing place.
MAKE IT FAST!!!

Today I went back to hometown.
A bird nest with a birdie..
It's mom wasn't around and it is hungry.
I can't hunt a grasshopper so I took a small piece of cake.
Is SO CUTE!!! I feed it. haha..
Is happy to be a minute mom to that bird. lol..haha..
I want to pet it... haha..
Impossible. I can't fly. I can't teach it HOW TO FLY. haha..

wants food..

...::* Happy Belated Birthday *::...

Happy Belated Birthday To my Dar.
This the only gift I manage to make and give to him.
I rushed to make it for Dar on my birthday.
I had make the shape few days before my birthday.
I taught it won't be success so I did not plan to continue.
But ended up with finishing it on my birthday.
I had done it and given to dar but is not dried yet till now.

Ta Da~


Chocolate cake.
Ugly cake right?
haha...

...::* Outings *::...

I had changed or what?
Whenever we went out with presents of my dar,
We will definitely quarrel.
What's the point of quarrel?
Ended up with "beh song" to each other.
Is our problem but why should we make it and show it to the world?

Is so much pain that you hurt my hands.
Rather to be have scars by my baby girl.
The strength that guys and girls are different.
Although my strength might increased from the camp but is still me.
After back from camp,
I'm not behaving like "the previous me".
But you have to give me time to return back to usual me.

Sorry friend, Theng.
I had troubled you too.
No next time ba^^.
Thanks friend. lol..

Another hour is coming,
Enjoy life should be the first thing.

...::* Manja *::...

Hohoho~
Seems to be more "manja" now.
What changes I had made after camp?
I change to be more manja with mom. lol..

Before getting to camp,
I throw my tempered to my parents without caring what they feel.
During camp's life,
I felt guilty and bad.
My parents came visit me every weekend.
They woke up so early for me.
Daddy spend 6 hours of driving.
Mammy cooks early in the morning.
They are really 'WEI DA'.
lol..

I do ask them not to come for few weekend.
They still have all kind of reason for visiting me.
Is so much GUILT!!!

In my dorm, I'm well-known with "anak manja".
Most of my dorm mates taught I'm youngest or the only daughter.
After knowing I'm the second daughter,
They asked why I so manja? lol..
I don't know why.. haha..

For now,
I'm trying not to throw my temper to them.
I should be grateful.
Thanks God. lol..


As for my dar,
I had shared the love I had given him with my family.
Hope dar will understand me ba..
Sorry dar~
I have not been good to you since I had return from camp.
I really wants to treat you like previous but I don't know why I can't.
Maybe I've grow up? A matured thinking I have?
No idea..
Once again sorry dar,
And also my family...

...::* Still frustrating *::...

Any how college life will start on May.
Currently, I'm classifying myself as useless people.
Wasting time at home eat, sleep and play.
Is so lifeless. I want to do something useful.

Once registration had not been made,

I still have the decision.

I don't know what career I'll go after foundation in science.
I don't know I can handle my studies or not.
I don't know whether I'll give up in middle of studies.
I don't want to waste time and money if I failed in halfway.
I don't want my parent's money to be waste.
I don't wish my younger sis and bro face financial problem to continue study.
So I chosen foundation of arts.

Kok Leong!!! You influenced me to think "SO THE MUCH THINGS".
Hohoho.. No choice.. The "KL".
Lucky I have less lines in my palm.
I think when problem really comes.


Thanks Ca to letting me know more information.
I seems to be not care about the course that chosen.
After conversation with you, I did do my research.
I know I shouldn't think the way I am but I really can't make myself to be selfish.

I get to know what accounting, auditor, financing and marketing is.
Thanks to Eejay to share your experience too.
I know there are more career classified into art.
Mainly these four are what I know.
Before Sunday comes, I'll be searching and reading bout all this.


There is no one to help me to choose my course.
I know about it but all I want is advice and talks.
Dar seems to not care bout my feelings.
I'm in frustrating condition and I don't need supports.
All I need was advice.
I know you'll sees this I don't care.
I'm here to express my feelings.
You have not been caring for your own studies.
But I have to.. Time will not wait us.
I'm bored with searching information about culinary as you are not interested.
You just don't help me. You did not advice me...
I need you to share my feelings.
As I don't know why I don't share and tell my problems to others.
I don't tell doesn't mean I have no problems.
I tell doesn't mean I have tell you all my problems.
You questioned why I have nothing to talk.
Can you help after I told you?
I'm so the frustrated.

I don't wish to let you see I cry,
Even if I'm crying in public you never see,
As for my tears were held strongly in my heart.

I'm done..
Cooled.

...::* 3 Questions *::...

Today I went to UCSI for registration but I have not registered yet.
After introducing to Accounting courses by Ellen Tan,
She keep advice and keep telling not to rush.
"Choosing a course is where you buy a ticket"
"You have to be responsible for your selection"

After all,
My sis told her that I don't really know what I want.
And asked whether there is test to know what I actually want.
She told us that those test are useless even she, herself took it before.

Instead, she came up with three questions.

"What are you good in?"
"What do you like?"
"What kind of environment would you like to work in?"

The only I can answered was BIOLOGY.. lol..

The days where I struggle for Bio,
Feeling sorry to achieve "Donkey" for sir.

Memories.....

Mr. Ananda~
At last, I scored,
I scored an A- for Bio.
Even it wasn't an A+,
I've tried my very best for it.
From a Donkey evolved to an Apple.
Hope to make you proud, sir.
Thanks for what you had taught.
Thanks for the funny and silly comments.
Thanks for your work hard.
You have been a great teacher.

Toh Chun Fei~
Hot Toh.. (hotdog) lol..
When will be our dates to Neway~~~
Even is A- for your add math, is still A.
A's have been achieved by four of your pretties.
Surely you'll be proud of it.^^
Thanks for your teasing.
Thanks for your transportation with plenty of "FURS".


These might be the teachers that are great in SSM in the year 2009?
Although they cannot see what I wrote and what I appreciate from them,
Doesn't matter I just wants to thank to them.
Thank you sir!!!


OUT OF TOPIC!!!
Whatever~
There are no choices and no way to go.
I do jealous people weaker than me getting to science field.
I do want to go for science field but I don't want.
I can't do it. (gosh~ The counselor just told not to underestimate myself ><)
Hope this selection and decision will not lead me to a wrong way.
Going to register again on coming Sunday.

...::* Life *::...

Very soon I'll have to expose myself to the world.
Getting into camp might get me to few percents of mature stage.

After getting result, I do feel satisfy?
Day and night mom asking what course I'll choose.
And Day and night I think about it.

No one be able to help.
No one able to choose one's direction.

Getting into science field makes me grow more white hair.
Getting to be a stewardess will cause me to have centimeters of makeup.
Additional centimeters to be a model.
Being a designer, I don't have the creativity.


I do wants to be dentist but I'm not capable.

I just do not know what am I writing.
Getting into camp causes me to get more noob in english language.
My english get rotten too.

Questions:
How do I improve my english? lol..

...::* I had return *::...

I'm back from camp.
I had became the pirate of the Tangkas Kendiri camp.
PLKN make me lost my beauty. lol..




Leaving camp is more likely to be like getting out of hell.^^
Pictures more to be uploaded in facebook nia~

Latest pictures have to wait from friends too.-Learning part of wirajaya-

Currently I'm thinking of the courses to be taken in future.
I have not plan what to take.
I want to get into science field but I afraid that I can't follow the lessons.
I'm just an average student.
What should I be in future?
Afraid that wasting time and money too.. @@

WHAT TO DO?