LovE YoU~

He said that he will give "HOI DAI YE" on Wednesday.
But his not in his mood on Tuesday night, so i can't get it.
He then say I'll get on Thursday but he didn't get to buy o.0~
So.. can't get to drink it lur..
Too Sad.. If not, it would be sweet~
haha..

He then went out to buy things.
To make Erica's present and also something for me^^
Is as a sorry gift o.0~

-Xin Gan Sha Lao handmake for me de..-
-Sha Lao baby pictures-
-Paper inside the handmade present o.0-

Love it o.0~~~
And he even cooked breakfast for me today.
An egg,
A sausage,
And two ham.
Healthy breakfast. Is kinda oily.
haha..aniway,
It is his "AI XIN ZAO CHAN"
I Love You~~~
Is comfortable to be with you.each
Although "SOMETIMES" argue and emo,
It is just "few" minutes?
Not hours or days.
En..
I'm appreciating you as you did to me^^
I Love You.
Never give up dy!!!
Go!
Go!!
Go!!!

LinG love You~

-26th July 2008-

26 again..
Not May but July.^^

Sleep at early 12.30 am and woke up at 7 am
Not enough sleep la..9 hours a day la.. haiz..haha..
Follow mom to pasar pagi and go Econsave.
Buy things for tonight B.B.Q.
Then went to MeiTheng house.
Reach at 11.30++ am.
Go Neway 3 hours with RM 170++ for 9 people.
Hear till RM70+ pai seh..
Each pay RM20.

Erm..hehe..
*something happen in there^^ (secret those there noe la and don't think NEGATIVELY)

At 3 pm, go Leisure walk.
Went to Popular with Alex and walk to McDonald.
Before, we go to a pharmacy.
Brought something for his dad.(Funny present)
On the way to McD,
we stopped by some people form Pusat Bahasa Titian Jaya.
Well, they talk in chinese.
I'm not too good^^ so I did not talk a lot.
They interview Alex and he crapped with them. (lolx)

Strangers: What school you from?
We : Sekolah Sri Muni.
Strangers: ?? Where is it located?

Orang pun tak tahu mana izit. (funny)
Pai seh la.. don't really know chinese. haha..
After interview, we go McD.
Hehe..
Buy ice cream o.0~
First time eat ice cream together.

.Ice Cream.

Later, walk to guitar shop meet them.
And back to Leisure wait Leong take bag at Theng house.
Then gai gai till 5 something wait mom come and fetch home lur.
TaTa..

Wondering how to get my leg back to normal...
Stupid thing!!! haha..^^

Noob Leg..

I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!
I Love You!!!

SweeTSixteeN'sLovE

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A week of ღ LOVE ღ..

On 24th ,
The 4M boy's parents were called.
We were told that they were called because of COUPLE.
Most of us were worried among each other.

Early 12 am,
I haven't sleep.
He asked me to go bed but I can't.
I'm worried that my parents will get the call too.
So I talked with HIM on phone.
15 minutes++ talk. hehe.. ^^
I asked him to tell story till i sleep.
He said he has no story to tell.
Then I asked HIM to sing.
He say PAI SEH wor..haha..
At last he also sing for me o.0~~
SWEET TILL DIE LER!!!
He sang
" DAVID TAO(陶喆) - AiHenJianDan(爱很简单)"

I laughed at him..^^ I saved his sound too^^
VERY SWEET o.0~ haha.. blek~~
I felt calm after the song and I went to sleep.

Worry till 3.30 pm.
Don't feel to go home also.
When I reach home,
mom seens to be nothing and this mean
Girl's parents did not get called.
This is THE LUCKY THING.

THANKS GOD FOR BLESSING.

Today,
He make me about 20 fishball^^
Between 8.30am -9.30am,
I finished most of it.
I can't stop eating.^^
About 14 or 15?? (ki xiao?)
haha.. Addicted..
Fishball~~~ hehe..
I LOVE YOU~~
haha.. i mean fishball..(not you, dun pai seh^^)
Thank You~~~~~(this for you la..)
haha..
lalalalalalalala~~ @@
haha.. sot jor..^^

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Forget* Forgive* Accept*

When you are really love someone,
You will really willing to sacrifice for him/her.
Cares for he/she.
Worry about he/she.
Thinking about he/she.
3 years love.
It is not comparable with a NEW love.


I really want to love HIM deeply as my before BF.
I am really doing MY BEST to love HIM.
I needs to say sorry for HIM..

I'm sorry.
I 'm sorry for loving HIM and there is still some space for my EX.
Love someone and having someone else in my mind is really wrong.
I really want to forget about my EX.
Many problems and moments that is memorable with me.
I can't forget it at once.
It is difficult for me to forget a 3 years LOVE.
Different problems that we had faced.
Sweet and Bitter.
It is all now to a MEMORY of MY LOVE.
As I have been hurt many times.
Is difficult for me to TRUST and ACCEPT.
But,
I am doing my best for YOU.
I will trust you as you are accepted.
Hope that there won't be another HURT for me..
All the hurts and sweet life of the pass is gone.
New Love is started.
I still have to breathe,
stays and live.


Time is needed.
To change,
To forget,
and to accept.

I will love you deeply.
I will appreciate you
And all you have done.
Thank You for Loving me.

I'm WANTED again..

I'm wanted again.
I'm in a relation again.
I'm having a special boy.
I must love him more then my EX.


After lunch,
He is busy with his Zombie house.
He walked with me awhile.
I was thinking to tell him that i accept him
but there is interruption so i din get to tell.
He ask what I wanted to say and i answer nothing.

Later he went to change his shirt.
I follow after him.
All the way I'm thinking to tell him or not.
He came to my class and i told him.
He is so happy that he was accepted.

After school,
Sitting by the gate.
He it beside.
Most of the time he smile by himself
He holds my hand and his really happy..
@@..

Erica's dad was late.
He go home first..
He whisper to me and a kiss was given^^
I don't know whats the feeling but is kinda funny.



Have i started?
Do i love him?
The feeling is weird.
Is not as special as my ex?
I need time to forget and accept..
I'm so sorry..
I will still trying my best to forget..
I will give you my love as much as I could.
I will try to change myself not to do things that make you sad.
I WILL WORK HARD TO CHANGE..

Time is needed for me..
I LOVE ME..

Is difficult to say..

Should he have the chance?
No idea..
I do like him..
I love him? (kinda?)

Think of giving a chance for him..
Bt...
I don't even dare to say it.
CONFUSE@@

I've been thinking ALOT.
The three words is kinda difficult to say..
I mean 'I LIKE HIM' lol?haha..
I DON'T WANT TO HURT HIM!!!
I don't even dare to voice out to start the relation..@@

Day by day..
Week by week..
Month by Month..
Is aready 3 months and a week wasting his time on me..

Trying very hard to tell you that..
"YOU ARE ACCEPTED"
gamateh ba!!!^^
I love me!!!


Yesterday night,
he make something for me^^
too sad..
this morning he bring to school for me..
I've tried and it is aready HANGUS..haha..
i ate two bird's egg and the rest he finish it..
haha.. He duno cook..
Need appreciate also de..^^


On period agan...
boring~

Worst Sports Day in SSM.

Is sports today.

Venue: Sekolah Sri Murni's field
Date: 12 July 2008
Time: 9 am

You can count how many parents are there.
Is nt even over 50 of them. ( i guess) haha..
Once i reach the school,
I only see few of the students and teachers.
Is just like normal Saturday's school.
No people.
When the Junior and SOME senior go for their marching,
I sit together with some of my friends. Chit Chat.
Ohya~ Suzanne was here.
She wanna have surprise to Erica, Yiru and others.
Too bad. They buzy for their MEGA SALES at Sg. Wang??
I received my 1st prize for my cross country event..
malu betul.. number 5 pulak..
wait..wait.. and wait..
at last, senior's turn.
Senior boys started.
Yoges, Alex, Halim and Aun Chik.
I din cheer there. I sit some where far.
BiiiiiiiiT~(started)
I only see yoges and aun chik running. i was blur.
Taught he fell down. Kinda worry geh~(:p)
I get off my sit and go see..
He is not ready that's why caused yoges and aun chik to run again.
Pity Yoges and Aun Chik to run double time.
Good run YOGES!!!haha..

SENIORS BOYS & GIRLS RESULT
1st- Yoges, Me
2nd- AunChik, Mei Zhen
3rd- Halim, Azza
4th- Alex, Jenny
lol?haha..

This prizes is much more to be like kindergarten's prize..
haha.. Is really funny?? haha..

my prize..ade lagi la..

This year's sports is the worst ever..
Even i go,
I really don't know which house had win.
No idea@@ haha..
funny~
It finished in an hour..
9-10 for senior event.
dragging time with some telematch for junior.

Call mom fecth us home..
Wait and chat wit HIM lor..
Special? duno.. maybe..haha.. blek~~~
Mom with us go visit worker's wife..
Her daughter is DAMN LENG LUI!!!
eye big o.0~~
cute ar!!! hehe^^

Flat's view

Fishball ar~~~ yum~ haha..



lol?? haha.. farni ma?????
haha..

Day to decide again, A day full of emo...

Have been thinking for many time..
Did not take any decision also..
Today's after break,
I have decide to talk to my ex..
He treat me as his girlfiriend again.
Taught of telling him when i having class.
But just the time.. Bell rang and time for lunch..
Not the time again.
Get to canteen, i called my ex once.
He ask me to call back later.
Later, I went to class with HIM..
He knows that i'm thinking something..
He wants me to tell him.
I did tell him. He also moody le..
Later outside toilet i called my EX.
Again interuption happen..
so i say tonight call back lur..
After awhile, 2pm+ ,
i called again.
I said dy....... he was like..
ok le.. byebye..
Having him is like having nothing.
Tears rolling down again...
I sms-ed my korkor to company me^^
Later HIM sms-ed and ask were am i..
First i did not tell but later i ask him to pass by my class.
His face look so tired.
Asked were he went. He say searching for me...
He go to the field and run duno were to find la..
haha.. He came to my class and he looks so worry.
I'm fine and ok la.. Nothing much to cry for de..
Don't cry ar!!! TAHAN!!!
Such cruel i am..
such a BITCH i am!!!
I am not GOOD..
Stupid me!!
Me bad!!!
Useless me!!
Liar me!!!

Tuition also think too much le..
My heart is not there to study la..
All the time also think think think.
Lucky teacher talk about POLITICS.
Is better for me.. nonid study much^^
TIRED~~~~~

Duno what title is this..

Hmmm..

Is aready 3month? maybe..haha..
he remembered all the happy and sad days being with me..

-sweet & sour-happy & sad-

- 10th April - 16th May - 20th May - 27th June - 28th June-.......

preparation for sports...
running events and shot-putt on monday...
tuesday and wednesday tug-of-war...
i lost in girls category..
I said to HIM that he have to win back for me..
haha.. he win in the boys category..^^
TIGER!!!~~~

i have no idea on how he is..
but then..
i know that i have the feeling of L I K E to him le..
beside LIKE, i think there are little of LOVE?
lalalalalala~ haha..

All i scare is..
I will play him?
I've hurt so much before and..
i have no idea bout myself..
All that can help is myself?@@
bu zhi bu jue de....^^

Yesterday,
a picture was captured...

din notice me?
opss.. she saw me^^ haha.. lame..

nothing to say la.. lazy..
duno what to blog dy..

I'm not mature yet? haha..

-Yesterday-

Shop with mom and dad to buy things for dad's worker.
I saw this..

Handphone worth RM1.80

Water Game

While following my dad and mom,
i play with this thing.
So nice to play!!!
Many people look at what i taking
and what i doing cuz i'm too into the thing.
and i din watch my way too..haha..
i so wanted to buy it!!!
It just RM 1.80 but i din buy.. haiz..
i should buy it..TT
Then go dad's fatory to give those food for them.

They gave dad this..

What do you think it is?

Is actually a rock make by dad's worker..
seems to be egg??haha..
Cute le..haha^^

This day i am really CHILDISH..^^
I go compete with HIM.
We compete and see who bath faster^^ haha..
Yeah~ I won him twice^^

SMS-ing with him is kinda fun?haha..
He asked..

If he get's cancer and only left 1 month punya life,
will i teman him wor..haha..

funny? haha..
ZHA DAO!!!

-Today's-

After break,
he suddenly come in and asked me want chocolate..haha..
he sore throat still eat those thing meh..
so i take lur..haha..
Lunch he asked me..

What I feel when he hold my hand that day?

i tak cakap ape ape.. haha..

This evening at home,
nothing to do.. mau makan..
I make things..haha..
Yum?? maybe?? not try yet..

Herb?? i duno..haha..

He asked me agan..

If one day he hold my hand,
what will i do?
&
What will i do if he lost or die?
Will i worry him wor..

DOTZ..??
haha..
sementara end of story..

-KaI XiN LinG-

STRANGE feeling in CONFUSING world

-My Confusing World-

DO I HAVE FEELING of LOVE AGAIN?
(confuse)
AM I A BITCH?
(yes?kinda?maybe?)
I'M A PLAYGIRL?
(Ya? No? I duno?)
AM I BAD?
(ya, totally)
WHO I LOVE?
(i duno)
I LOVE HIM?
(duno)
I LOVE MY EX?
(i duno)

At first he taught he will be suspended for a week.
His mood very down and before, i slap he^^
His friend asked him why i slap he,
I treat he good or not?,
What kind of person am i?
He duno answer also and he looks so scary le..
Macam mau eat me aso..
After tuition, he sms n said that on friday he have to talk to me.
On that day,
he asked me question..o.0?haha..
SECRET*

his dad is here and nonid kena SUSPEND.
He is happy?? en..haha..
After skul go tuition, brought a stupid food 4 he..
haha.. kids food? en.. maybe..haha..
after tuition go leisure.
mom is there waiting 4 me..
he kept 4lo...@@

-Schooling-

today cross country~~
ya i kalah tis time^^haha..

My ToTo number.. haha..

after the running, we form 4 decided to balik ourself 1st.
then mai walk back lur..
kinda scare to cross road de..^^
Mei Theng hold my hand and 1 cross...
Pai seh la...
He hold my hand and 3 of us crossed together.. haha..
to tell the truth,
i feel save to cross wen he hold my hand?
my ex had never done that before le..
I rmbr my ex always left me behind and he cross 1st de..
Without knowing i have crossed anot also.

In canteen,
They makan i wait mom till 11.30am.
before mom here, me n he sit at the stair n chat...
What we chat? SECRET*
haha..

-DENTIST-

i'm starving and go c dentist pulak..
the doctor is terrible??
the way he talk macam very serius de..
1st my bro, he say nt gud.. no wash properly
washed my bro's mouth( i c my bro's face look lk nt rly ok..haha..)
2nd my younger sis, doc say nid operate in future??
(my eye fall out..scare scare..ar..)
haha.. i scare til kip sms him n complain..
pai seh la.. scare c dentist pulak??
^^ i went to toilet cuz macam stil very long..
i bck n saw jie turn??
Oh MY GOSH LA..
making me feeling scare..haha..
I saw sand paper on the table..
i joked.. is the paper 4 our teeth? so lebih licin? haha..
the doctor quickly say no!!! no!! cant!! cant use this!! haha..^^

My turn lur..
doc ask me form wat? i said form 4.
he ask me 1 b wat? i said i 1 b human..
haha.. doctor just har??? human???
mom n both my sis also laughed at me^^ include doctor aso.
my teeth is better den my sis n bro leh..
geng mou?? haha..
oli inside part.. 4 teeth problem.
doctor put something into my teeth..
asked me 1 black or white?
i said i 1 pink..
all laughed at me agan..haha..
bck home..

stupid look after skul.

i like this shoe~ mom say i duno buy shoe..haha..

If the ''HE'' reading my blog..
I tink he is happy that i have feeling on he?
haha..

Sunday (22 JunE)

Is sunday!!!


Wake up at 10am.
Cleaned up my messy room.

-Messy rooM-

As usual~
Back to my little hometown in Mantin, Seremban.
Taken my breakfast, sambal+bread(spicy).
Get changed and ready to go back.

-Ready back lur..-

I saw this in the bowl.
I took my time to fill it into a bottle.. haha..

-Guk Fa Cha-

Drop my dad at the golf field.
Mom drive back.
I went to see my cousin brother.
His leg seems to be seriously B A D.
Broken leg.. PITY.
Then to the next location,
My mom's side punya grandparents.
Grandma not home only grandpa.
Then mom go get some vegetables.
Grandma plant de o.0~ haha..
See this..

-Rambutan cn't eat yet. nid wait.--Full of papaya--Wasted--Guess, what is this?-
-Thin and small (tak ade baja ma..)-

After taking some of this vege,
We decided to buy some food before back to dad side punya grandparent house.
But...that aunt no open shop.
The kuih-muih is nice at there.
So there were ntg to be eaten!!
HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT THOSE FOOD!!!
Mom say make things to eat.
Hmm.. good idea..haha..
I so find materials to make food while mom take vege from here again.

-Green, green,green--wanna buy?--Lady Fingers-
(i nvr knw tat is facing the sky)

I told mom that only 5 egg in fridge.
Mom hear till only 1 egg.
So mai tell properly,
And 1 egg was taken to make food..
I guess the egg is from the chicken in the cage??
Is different from the market egg.

-The farm egg-

-Mix it with water-

-So ugly-

-I cook de..-

Look like pancake?
No it is not!!! :p
After eating watch movie till 6pm.
Go golf field there wait dad.
Mom parked under a tree..

-Nice view?-
-My mom park here^^-
(Are we? Don't hink so.)

Waited dad for an hour++
Is so long..
Dad is here. Go home!!! : )
Half way dad asked :
Were's my phone? o.0 lupa ambil.
Call and can't get. It is off.
Dad drive so fast with a hand and kip call using mom's phone.
120km/h!!!kinda scary.. I still alive^^ haha..
End up, the phone is return back to dad.
Then back home lur..
What to eat 4 dinner?hehe..
is KFC!! long no eat.. YUM~
I had got a SCARY kai kor..haha..

-Home Sweet Home-

Eat, Bath and on9.
and off to sleep.

-End of SUNDAY-
-KaI XiN LinG-
-MuaX-