...::* Innocent *::...

Wanted to leave school as soon as possible.
Staying in this school with "BRAINLESS" teachers may die soon.

They aren't using their brains.
They are using their "KIDNEYS TO THINK" (kavi phrase).
Please la~
We are using brains why not "YOU", "TEACHERS of SSM".

Innocent student with innocent demerit.
Being an innocent student will gets 10 marks DEMERIT!!!
WTH right?
The school will soon be closed down cause by the TEACHERS.

For speaking too soft will demerit 3 or 2 marks too.
An accident demerit for 10 marks.
Late to school demerit.
DAMN LAME?
I will never suggest you to come to this school.


Why should I stay when this school sounds "so damn gao useless school"?
I study here is cause of Friendship for 10 years.
And I have been here seen Junior 1.
I enjoyed the days in school for my previous years.
And this the year that I hated the most.

Among the teachers,
I admire Mr. Ananda, Mr. Toh kah? lol.
Who else to be admire?
Not much le..
Teachers now not using the right way to correct us.
They aren't telling with a better way.
But with their KIDNEY'S WAY!!!


Demerit book for Form 5 Kasih had lost.
All 13 students will have to be DEMERIT for 10 marks.
For Monitor will have double. maybe.

...::* At last another Friday coming *:...

This was the week that hate by most of us.
Demerit system.
I don't think there will be Merit going on?
Small matter just lead everyone to get demerit.
Such a fc*king and useless school.

***THE TEACHERS AREN'T DOING WHAT SHOULD BE DONE.


Not using their authority in the right ways.
Just leave the school when YOU!! "TEACHERS" can't tolerate with the student.
This is the OUR GENERATION!!!
Not your generation!!!
IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!!

Mom use to ask us to listen to TEACHERS INSTRUCTIONS.
We shouldn't listen to SSM teachers?
95% ARE NOT QUALIFIED TEACHERS.
Even those teachers that see us grow up influenced by the " NOT QUALIFIED TEACHERS".
Their point of view will be WE ARE STUDENTS THAT BREAK RULES.


Today, we had finished our timetable.
The worst timetable would be Form 4 timetable.
Feeling proud with what we could finish this year. LOL.

I have bruises.
My skins are sensitive especially legs.
A little knock will causes blue black to be turned up.
I climbed up on the table to hang up the timetable.
Is just a soft hit causes me to have few bruises.

My leggy~

I'm not having any diseases!!!
^^
Used not to finish high school fast.
But this stupid school making me feeling to leave school as fast as possible.
Maybe is another hint that asking us to finish school fast?
Because is going to be BANKRUPT. LOL..
gila jor..

...:::* My Baby *:::...

Yah~
I had a BABY!!!
Is a BIG BABY you know!!!


MY BABY IS MAKING TEMPERED to me.
Telling that he is hungry.
Blaming me not waking him.
Jealous for everything.
BABY~~~
Merajuk***

Lol..
The baby i refer to is my Dar.

I found that I'm taking care of a baby.
Zz.. My dar is more likely to be like a big baby.
He is really a baby attitude.
Patients needed to take care a baby.
Same to taking care of my Dar.
Lol..

I was told that FIRST will be like that.
YES!
I'm his first girl and He is my second.
I don't treat him as worst as my ex.
I'm treating him better to better.

Dar doesn't allows me to sms others.
I do follow what he wants.
But today morning at 7am,
I get a msg from a number that not known by me and written..

Hi, KaLing.

I'm surely you, yourself will concern with who is it.
I replied and gets to know is one of my friend.
I has been ignoring everyone's msg seen last year.
I've became a bad friend to others.^^

When I saw Dar, I forgets everything.
What I wanted to tell him I will forgets too.
Till break time, he started his jealousy.

Lunch time came,
Everything were back to normal^^
I love you dar~~~
talalalalalala..
haha..

...::* Decorations *::...

I'm tired these days.
My eyes bag are black enough.

Is going to be end of February.
And today,
Is the day that we decorate our class.
Shouldn't be decorations in class.
Is just common things that should have be in each class.
The Class Timetable.
Is has been TWO MONTH!!!
The timetable may be changing from time to time too.

Reminds me the timetable we done last year.
Is hanging half way and never be done till the end of the year.
The Class duties were not changing too.
From last year have been the same people doing the duties.
This year's duty has no names on it.

I like my idea.^^
Is more likely to be a floating timetable.
Is cool!!! ^^

-More likely it has been stick on the wall?-

-Step, step, and step.-

-When will Form 5K have a gentleman?-

-Timetable prisoners(OKU wai hoong!!!)-

...::* Forgets *::...

I wanted to blog.
But then,
I wandering why I don't know what should I blog.

I had registered to nuffnang from last year.
I don't find it working at all and I didn't post it on.
Taught that problems in my nuffnang.
For now, I started it again.
Just try whether it works soon?

I have no idea on how to study for my CHEMISTRY!!!
I still don't get to count for moles/particles/atoms and etc.
My Form 4!!! Everything I don't get it too.

My pens are all DEAD!!!
I need pen!!!
FABER-CASTLE 0.5 mm~
Apa ni? promoting kah?
Zz..

...::* My Desktop *::...

Lol..
Captured by MeiTheng.
Is nice to be in the desktop.
But I can't put it.
So sad..TT

I'm lovin it.

...:::* 22 Feb 09, Mid Valley *:::...

This another memorable date in MV.
I love you, dar~
haha..

Me and dar went to buy ticket for our movies at 2pm.
Valkyrie by Tom Cruise.

-Our ticket-

Such a long queue we have.
10 tickets were brought that cost us RM110.

After buying tickets we went for burger.
Later we went for shop for awhile.
There is a pet shop!!!
The puppies are so cute!!!
And Iguana!!!
Iguana o.0~
I'll try to have one in future.^^

It was already 2pm and we were late to cinema.
During the show, Tracy and Tamil lost in toilet.
There went wrong ways to return. Lolx.

When show finished, we seperated to walk.
Me with dar and MeiTheng went to shop for cake.
Instead, we brought ice-cream for them as cake.

Me and Dar went have our walk.
Feeling lost in there.
We meet up with them in the bowling place.
They almost finish their game so we went to food court.

Planning ways to go home.
This the first time I went home with dar!!!
By taxi!!!
First time taking taxi without mom or dad. Lol.
We have our goodbye kiss before entering my taman.
The taxi cost us RM22.

-Dar wear the shirt that I brought for him-

Today dad went for a meeting opposite house.
About having 24 hours guard here.
Few houses were robbed and..
Is so scary when I hear this..
Mom says that a dead body was dumped at those shop that half built there.
The shops were dumped too.
The dead body was left for many days and month.
This the information I gets from mom.
I started to afraid of this things.

...:::* Targets *:::...

I will be the next soon?
I mean Dar~
I do admit that he isn't the right guy.
Not in the way of his love but,
The way he use to be in his attitude.

Attitude that has been following him seen Form 1.
Attitude that used being with his friend.
Attitude that causes discipline.
Attitude that dislikes by others.
Attitude that I am standing.


***One's can't change One's mind without their effort.***

Expelling started today.
The "one" that used to call people Trash.
Staring towards showing hints to be the next target.
Complaining that shirts isn't tucked in.
Name tag not putted on.
Using bad words.
Not respecting.


*If you were really a good friend please advice them*

The words from her mouth.
The eyes glanced towards me.
The words playing in my mind.


Doesn't want you to be the next.
Don't wish to lost you soon.
Not willing to roll the tears down.
Dislike the time that say goodbye.
I miss you as much as you do.
I love you forever and ever.
Wanted you to be mine.
I need you, Dar.


*****
I never regret to being with you.
Is just disappointed with the attitude you have.
I really don't wish to lost you.

Love You Forever,
Alex Yee.

...::* DAR DAR *::...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO BEI KIT~

Bao Bei Zai~
Sheng le kuai le..
Happy birthday~
Love yah~
Lolx..



Sorry that I didn't gets to get a cake for YOU~
At least I still have the present^^
Sorry dar~
I LOVE YOU!!! haha..

I brought a shirt for dar on the previous Tuesday.
What an unlucky day that rain falling as if the sky is falling.
A nice weather turned up with rain in minutes.

I walked with ban kok.
Not many shirt were nice to be choosen.
This the first time I buy shirt for a guy and also my boi boi.^^
Hope he likes it?
It is a pink shirt.
I shouldn't buy two shirt? haha..
Later went to buy wallet with ban kok.


Dar seems to be crazy and in the hyper mood today.
Zz..

Yes!!!~~~
Getting out this Saturday!!!!!
Desa!!!
Joking~
MV!!!!!!

I need $$!!! zz.. haha

...:::* Topicless *:::...

I have been too tired lately?
This afternoon I've slept for 2 hours ++.
I came home and went to bed straight away.
Without baths.
I know I'm dirty and smelly too. Lol.
I just can't stand on and fell asleep.
Is so damn hot in my room this days.
I wakes up with sweat.


Yesterday night,
I was bored and I have nothing to be done.
I opened up my box full of my things.
Containing my youngster stuff and also many rubbish.
Mostly the things were kept long ago too.^^
Childhood memories.

-Watch by dad in Junior 5-

-Turtle drawn by Jie when still in kindergarten-

-My pokemon toy and stitch keychain-

-Toothbrush by dad from ???-

-Present from Shi Sian in Junior 3-

-Mostly being asst. monitor in Junior-

-By dad from ???, I still have no idea to take the money out.-

-By admire while in Junior 2-

-My Hp box!!! seens Form 1-

-Marbles kept seens not schooling and a rubber ball kept from Junior-

-Brought at Cameron when following school trip in Junior 5-

Kind of lame post.
Is a memory for me.
Oh yah~
I found a love letter given from a form 2 guy when I was in form 1.
Lol.
Why keep?
To entertain myself I guess?
Is funny at times reading it.
It doesn't telling the facts. haha..

What to buy for birthdays!!!
I wanted to go out so much.
I wanted to get a gift before his birthday!!!
Ideas to make a gift?
@@

...:::* Happy Valentine Day *:::...

Time to show your love!!!
Not to your love one's only,
and also the one around you.^^


As for me,
I celebrated Valentine with my Dar.
It just few hours together.
Is enough that I get his love.
I LOVE YOU, DAR~

Your weakness will be accepted by me^^
You are my special loved one.
I went to school as usual and reach at 8 am.
What a valentine gift from sky?
JOKING*
A baby bird was brought up by Tamil and a Form 3 guy.
EXCITED*
SO CUTE!!!
It shivering. I guess is cold?
I went down with Tamil to look for it's parents.

-Birdie-

I showed to Mr. Toh and he ask us to keep it.
It would be sad for the bird to lost it's love one's?
I showed to Mr. Ananda too and he ask what I want to do with it.
No idea on what to do.
Later,
I suggested Tamil to put the bird in the swimming pool side.

I felt so damn happy!!!
Many of the birds fly to it!!!
We can even feel that the baby bird is happy too!!!
The other birds taught the small one how to fly?

After Biology class,
The bird is gone.
The feeling that you find your love one.^^
Is so sweet and HAPPY!!!

This the present from the sky!!! haha..
Appreciate it.


Dar came late today and he gets up late too.
He cooked mushroom soup for me.
and also sausage with some meat cooked by his mom?
I feel so bad that need his mom to cook.
Actually the food should be prepared by himself.
But and cause of something his mom asked him to get himself prepared to school.
THANKS AUNTY.

DAR ar!!!
Appreciate la~
haha..

Lovely Valentine I have?
He was excited when he saw gift on my table.
The bag was given by him last time and I used it to put the gift for him.
Is not a present that is expensive but I hope he like it?
Meaning of my gift will be "Sweet".
The colours are sweet too.
I like the colours.
Pink and peach colour.
Is likely to be calm, sweet, and peaceful colour.
I like it~ haha.
His valentine gift for me were foods and also a chocolate.

Time passed fast.
The time to return home.
While waiting for the car,
I chatted with Dar and it would be a sweet talk.

It has been the month that we mostly argued.
And today would be the day that we appreciate.
This the first Valentine that I celebrated.
Thanks Dar~

I love you DAR!!!
Love you forever!!!
Sweet~ haha..

-Gift made by me^^-

-Prepared a day before-

-Breakfast by Dar-

-Gift by me and him-

...:::* Happy Birthday Kavi *:::...

Let's wish Kavi a very Happy Birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVI!!!


I'm so damn tired after this week.
Day by days making roses and cards.
Worrying this and that.
Frustrated most of the time.
Count, count, and count.
Make, make, and make.

Rushing here and there.
Thanks to Tamil too.
He helped us a lot too~


Thank you Tamil~

Preparations for Valentine makes me busy.
I left my homework undone.
I left my dar too?
I didn't cared about him?
I had changed?
I'm not a good gf?

Mostly my friends know Dar had been moody and with his anger the whole day.
Is caused by "ME".
Yah~
ME!!!!!!!!!!(f*uk)
I'm not in the mood too.

As for this week,
I am busy with my valentine roses to be sold.
Order had been made.
I have to fulfill customers.
But I guess I done the mistake?
@@
I'm tired for everything.

Kay~
The point is...
I didn't care my Dar.
I didn't talk to him.
I didn't care for him.
I didn't play with him.
I didn't accompany him.
I left him alone.
I never put him in FIRST.

AND

I sucks!!!

I do admit that I care for friends at times.
But then,
Friends and special one is also treated in different ways.
He is always different!!!!!!!!

Suan la.. Zz..
No mood la..Zz..
Just struck me with lightnings.
Zz..




Happy Valentine Day~

...:::* Holiday = My bad day *:::...

Dad isn't working.
A call came in and mom answered.
It said that my cousin's grandma into wad.

Dad said that bring us to KLCC to have a walk but a call asked dad to play golf.
And dad say we can't go to KLCC.
Mom asked us who wanted to back hometown to visit cousin grandma.
I don't wanted to go but I wanted to take the papers.
And once again, I followed again.
I get to have the paper but I have no wire.
So sad.
What I can do is just cut the papers.


While returning to grandma house.
I saw an accident!!!!!
Van VS Motor.
GOSH DAMN IT!!!
The dead body isn't taken away yet!!!
His body is like a "K" shaped crumbled together.
Y-U-C-K-S!!!
I didn't notice till my car passed by the van.
The dead body is just by the side!!!
Not covered with papers too!!!
WTH la.. Zz...

The driver's leg in the van is stuck inside the van.
The people there help him out.
Pulling, sawing, and Pooking too!!!
I taught that we shouldn't simply touch them accept the ambulance people?
There maybe fractured or broken bones in the body that we may not know?
What if they pulled and his bones is broken inside?
KANTOI!!!
haha.. They kill the driver!!!
Zz.. crazy.


PMS now..
Go sleep...
Zz...

...:::* Sunday *:::...

I didn't plan to back hometown.
Because of trying to get the papers,
I went back hometown.
Wishing and hoping that Tamil gets to pass the paper to DAR.
So that on the way return home I can go get it.
Sadly, Tamil didn't make it.
So I can't go to take.


I bring along papers to make the valentine's card.
I've make it and I manage to sell of two to my cousin bro^^.
Roses attract him too^^.
His sister seems to be funny when she get to know her bro brought the cards.
He said that maybe his bro like a girl.
Offering drinks to the girl but not to sister.
His sister is jealous? haha..

I asked my cousin sis that she don't like the girl?

She replied that the girl not that nice. LOL.. haha. -Cards made today-

I taken pictures of myself.
Is so scary!!!
Scary eye.
Is natural pictures.
None edited.
Not at all..
Fully nature light.

...:::* Roses &Cards *:::...

Tired~~~

I've make 5 cards and 16 roses today.
Finger pain~~
Gets mumbled by mom.
Claiming that wasting time to earn tat less money.
Zz..
Fingers!!!
I don't feel the pain till I bath.

-fingers printed red by crepe paper-

-rose with me now. interested? contact me^^-

-Cards~~ Just simple.-

-cute? cracked egg-

Tired!!!

...:::* Valentine's Coming soon *:::...

Have you prepared any things for you "LOVE ONES"?
Come to me us~ haha.. (joking)
Freaking cold in class and there will soonly be snowman in class.
Lol..

Valentine's day is around the corner..
What have you planned?

For my class,
5 Kasih planned to sell artificial roses and also handmade cards.
Interested?
Too sad that not delivering to other places.
Wait me to get my car license first. ^^

-Cards, which would you prefer?-

-Sample roses-

...:::* Happy Birthday Daddy *:::...

My 45 years old daddy~~~
looks funny in this picture.

-Blow~~-

-Daddy's cake-

...:::* Happy Birthday to February Babies*:::...

They aren't babies anymore?
haha..
They are big babies.

Happy Birthday to my cousin Bro.
(1st February)
Happy Birthday to my aunt.
(2nd February)

and most of all...

Happy Birthday To My DADDY!!!

3rd February!!!


Mom cooked food tonight.
Mom cooks everyday as usual~
Today's food will be all dad's favourites.
Is more likely to be CNY dishes.

Cakes will be eaten after 10 pm.
Needs to wait for brother to come home first.


-School Days-
These days my class damn cold.
Aircond had been fixed during holidays.
Damn worker painted our doors and destroyed our decorations.

During yesterday english class,
discussed for the CNY lunch 's host.
Everyone trying to suggest 5 Murnian.
Our "TRASHY ACTING PRINCIPAL" rejected at once.
She's not giving any chance to them to show their talent.
Claiming that they will embarrass the school.
(Dey~ WTF la.. She herself embarrass more than the students do.)


Talalalala...
Sienz~

...:::* SchooL StartS TomorroW *:::...

Chinese New Year going to over..
What's your next plan?

Can I really put my 100% attention on studies?
This surely NOPE!!!

End of holidays!!!
Time to have WAR~

Hardworking and Lazy..
Lazy suit me more..
I have to speed up for my studies?
I've been wasting a lot of my precious time!!!

TIME IS GOLD~~~~~
(At times)


TIMES UP~
Go pack up!!!

Yah~
I've changed skin..
I don't think this match?
I have few of it..

link to see it..

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GOOD NIGHT