...::* Unhappy & Unsatisfy *::...

I'm not in the mood la..
Group just formed the previous week and dateline were here.
What is this??? Doing 6 persons work? 6 in 1..(nescafe) lol..
You guys doesn't care but I care.
I wanted to be selfish!!! AND I AM SELFISH.
So what? Zz..
I'm also a human that need entertainment and enjoyment la..Zz..
Anyhow, thanks to Ivy How. lol..
I'm going to be lessbo soon. lol.. joking.



Not gonna let myself retake any subjects.
Fine, let's make up my mind.
Once I failed any one of the subject,
I'll discussed about the high class chicks matter with mom. LOL..


Unsatisfy result I got.
I'm not satisfy with myself.
I'm SAD!!! My heart broke when I saw it!!!
I'll still try my best for you!!!
I will never give up for your dream!!! Lol..

Fighting for nothing.

Just fight for it.

Aimless.

...::* No good *::...

I took my Office Application Midterm and result turned out not good.
Currently I have got 18.5/30 %.
What's this? So poor..

I just finished my Economics exam and something bad happen to me. ><
I changed place for twice ended up with international students by right, back and front. ><
Just before the exam, I told my friend by left that I DON'T FEEL SAFE!!!
Guess what had happen to me?

The conversation of me and the international student:
"Can you help me out with my MCQ?"
"Erm....... I'm not confident with my answers."
"Is okay, whatever you wrote, you have to show me!"
"Erm....." ( I smiled and feeling uncomfortable)

Is so much scary that I ever taught.
Her friend, guys, black, surrounding me.. ><
Her eyes, is like going to eat me up.
Like lion..>< SCARE ME!!! T____T
I shouldn't had change place and should stick close with Ken.. LOL.. ><
Too tame..>< LOL haha..
This the second exam that people asking me answer..><
I'm too kind? Lol.. I have to face of giving answer? ><
I'll sit between my friends in future. (when I remember)
Never alone. DANGEROUS!!!

Dinner time.. hehe..
Hope to score well too.
Lecturer's english sucks max.
I don't get what her questions want..><
Is over.. Fight for Algebra next.

...::* Yes *::...

Algebra Test 1,
Office Application Midterm,
&
Malaysian Study Midterm.
IS OVER!!!

3 more to go.
Algebra, I'll fight with you.
Economics, I'll not give up!!!
Film & Arts, My gosh... Zz..

What kind of subject is this?
Lecturing 2 pictures for an hour.
Giving anime for us to watch.
I skipped half of the show and I'll be facing problem soon.
I don't want to fail this but I can't stand on it.

After class on Monday,
We went for Leisure Mall for waffle but is too early.
So Ken went for car racing while me and Ivy went for gift.
Something nice we found in Mini Toons.
Amazing bra.. We brought it. lol..
A amazing bra as birthday gift.
Nice one.. :P Not showing now..

Ling ling ar..

Brush up please..

You are very left out..

Stop taking your time..

...::* LingLingAr*::...

What's wrong with you!!!
Ohh~ Ohh~ Ohh~ O~ O~
Lol..

Defeated by emotion. ^^
Emotion control me more than I control my emotion.
What a loser.. Zz..
Is obvious that something gone happen with me. hohoho..

I know he has nothing to do with those girls but is just a normal reaction.
Jealous does not occurs mean I had no more feel la..
I know I'm EXTREMELY OVER THE LIMIT.
Sorry for both of you.
This the way we communicate.

I didn't mean to hurt you but just PLAYFUL.
I know you are totaly hurted by me.
Yes, I broke your heart.
I broke it badly.
You told me you have no feelings on me but you don't want to break up.
This means what??? I don't really get it.
I don't know what are you thinking.

I have no confident in getting back your broken heart to a normal heart. ><
I have no confident on my exams.
No confident for most of the things.

KALING!!! Wake up!!! wake up~ wake up~ Is Saturday night.. lol..
Anyhow, life has to go on.
Follow the flow.
Is mine, it will be mine.
Is not mine, no point begging.
KALING, GROW UP PLEASE!!!

Experience seems to be useless for me.
Dependent girl. Please get more independent.
National service not effective for me.
I'm always depending on people.
When will I get more independent?
Never.
Never ever independent.
Whenever I go, I'll have people protecting. (I guess)

Once again, history repeating?
Hope what I taught will not come true.


Besides, I wants to have a great thanks to GOD.
I know you hear what I says.
I know you feels what I'm feeling.
I know you are here for me.
You protecting and safeguarding me.
I know you'll give me eternal life.

TALKING TO YOU JUST GREAT...
Love yah..Beloved GOD.

...::* Snap, Snap, Snap *::...

-Emotionless-

-High Blood Pressure-

-Short eye lashes-

-No comment-

-Watery eyes-

...::* MidTerm *::...

Mid term starting right after Sunday.
Time for exams. Get prepared.
I had just finish my Algebra test 1.
How I wish to tackle all question without any mistakes. ><
Is just 13 question!!! You Failure! You bitch! Such a failure!! Noob ass.. ><
Influence!!! Influence!!!

Never expected.
A great lecturer we have in UCSI.
Each questions provided for each students were not the same.
Great Cats who wanna be " THE COPY MEOW MEOW".
Copy smartly.^^
I know the PASS leader, Ivy & me having high hopes on YOU BOTH (i noe u wun c it^^).
Hope and wish our effort for you guys will not be wasted.
Even my mom says that I'm crazy.
Exams at 9.30 am and we woke up at 6.30 am for preparations.
You guys must score!!! PLEASE~~~ lol..

I'm very very very very very TIRED~!!!
Insomnia!!! I can't sleep well or even falling asleep.
What should I do???
I used to explode myself to release any anger or pressure. ><
Is useless.

Ling Ling~ where have you been?
You leave me?
Where have you been hiding?
I lost most of my smiles, my laugh, my tease, my luck and.........
Whatever. Lost everything soon.

WHEN THE WORLD WILL END???

I can't end my life by myself.
It will be a sin to God. ><
lol.. I have not been telling problems.
Why should I keep all the things by myself?
Why should I be SO STUBBORN?
Why should I cry alone?
Why?
Why am I hiding every problems?
Why there's no ways to solve?

I'm so so so NEGATIVE.

Left out for most of the things that i'll usually do.
I miss walking alone.
I miss building castle in the sky.
I miss myself, the truly me.
National Service's Character Building class is not working anymore?

-LING LOSER-

...::* Unsafe *::...

Lol..
Yesterday BanKok came my house for a moment.
Before leaving, we chatted in front of the door.

Suddenly 2 car speeded up away.
Imbalance of a car attracted my mom's attention.
Later a girl running behind and chasing the car.
She screamed that her car stolen.
Stupid neighbour in the car and the security guard on his motor.

The guard ask the girl to run to the guard house and tell the front guard.
EAT FAECES!!!
The neighbour get down from car listen and back into car then leave.
ANOTHER FAECES FOR HIM!!!

The girl return and shouted "My brother!! My brother with them!!"
Kipnap case.

My housing area not safe anymore!!!
Is 6 pm only. Sky still bright.

...::* Fastest way of getting slim and thin *::...

Want to be slim and thin?

For sure is everyone's dream. lol..
This THE ONLY WAY & below image is the experienced creature.. haha..

Work!!!
But you'll show this when reporting to the hell or heaven. ^^

...::* Happy Birthday Mr.Toh *::...

He is old!!! LOL...
I should had get a cake from Secret yesterday.

Instead of that, I went for sleep when Toh came.

I woke up after he leave. lol..

I'm tired.

Not tired of studies but playing.

The Dentyne promoting in UCSI and we joined by clicking LIKE.

A box of it will be given and also sticker for us.

What the things that happening!!!

I get crazy with stickers!

I get 3 pieces of it so I stick on friend.

Chasing and sticking. OMG la..

I'm in college?? lol..

-Sticker attack by me.^^-

I'm depressed once I think of coming year.
Mid term is here. Soon to be final and a semester will end.
New semester coming and ending, then the last.
I will have to go for degree course and I still not sure with my direction.
What really needed by me?
Can I really do it?
I'm into art field?
Is this the right path?


I don't mind study but once about future, I don't like it.
I have to think about the right degree course.
Accounting?
Financing?
Marketing?
These aren't my interest?

KALING!!! Wake up!!!
Stop your brain to work negatively!!!
You choosen!!! So, just do it.. ><

I NEED YOU IN SUDDEN.
YOU, WHAT I WANT THE MOST.

Get healthy, get married & get rich.
Then, stay home or shops as I want.
(No brain nerves to be struggle)

LOL.. stop dreaming.