I'm not mature yet? haha..

-Yesterday-

Shop with mom and dad to buy things for dad's worker.
I saw this..

Handphone worth RM1.80

Water Game

While following my dad and mom,
i play with this thing.
So nice to play!!!
Many people look at what i taking
and what i doing cuz i'm too into the thing.
and i din watch my way too..haha..
i so wanted to buy it!!!
It just RM 1.80 but i din buy.. haiz..
i should buy it..TT
Then go dad's fatory to give those food for them.

They gave dad this..

What do you think it is?

Is actually a rock make by dad's worker..
seems to be egg??haha..
Cute le..haha^^

This day i am really CHILDISH..^^
I go compete with HIM.
We compete and see who bath faster^^ haha..
Yeah~ I won him twice^^

SMS-ing with him is kinda fun?haha..
He asked..

If he get's cancer and only left 1 month punya life,
will i teman him wor..haha..

funny? haha..
ZHA DAO!!!

-Today's-

After break,
he suddenly come in and asked me want chocolate..haha..
he sore throat still eat those thing meh..
so i take lur..haha..
Lunch he asked me..

What I feel when he hold my hand that day?

i tak cakap ape ape.. haha..

This evening at home,
nothing to do.. mau makan..
I make things..haha..
Yum?? maybe?? not try yet..

Herb?? i duno..haha..

He asked me agan..

If one day he hold my hand,
what will i do?
&
What will i do if he lost or die?
Will i worry him wor..

DOTZ..??
haha..
sementara end of story..

-KaI XiN LinG-

STRANGE feeling in CONFUSING world

-My Confusing World-

DO I HAVE FEELING of LOVE AGAIN?
(confuse)
AM I A BITCH?
(yes?kinda?maybe?)
I'M A PLAYGIRL?
(Ya? No? I duno?)
AM I BAD?
(ya, totally)
WHO I LOVE?
(i duno)
I LOVE HIM?
(duno)
I LOVE MY EX?
(i duno)

At first he taught he will be suspended for a week.
His mood very down and before, i slap he^^
His friend asked him why i slap he,
I treat he good or not?,
What kind of person am i?
He duno answer also and he looks so scary le..
Macam mau eat me aso..
After tuition, he sms n said that on friday he have to talk to me.
On that day,
he asked me question..o.0?haha..
SECRET*

his dad is here and nonid kena SUSPEND.
He is happy?? en..haha..
After skul go tuition, brought a stupid food 4 he..
haha.. kids food? en.. maybe..haha..
after tuition go leisure.
mom is there waiting 4 me..
he kept 4lo...@@

-Schooling-

today cross country~~
ya i kalah tis time^^haha..

My ToTo number.. haha..

after the running, we form 4 decided to balik ourself 1st.
then mai walk back lur..
kinda scare to cross road de..^^
Mei Theng hold my hand and 1 cross...
Pai seh la...
He hold my hand and 3 of us crossed together.. haha..
to tell the truth,
i feel save to cross wen he hold my hand?
my ex had never done that before le..
I rmbr my ex always left me behind and he cross 1st de..
Without knowing i have crossed anot also.

In canteen,
They makan i wait mom till 11.30am.
before mom here, me n he sit at the stair n chat...
What we chat? SECRET*
haha..

-DENTIST-

i'm starving and go c dentist pulak..
the doctor is terrible??
the way he talk macam very serius de..
1st my bro, he say nt gud.. no wash properly
washed my bro's mouth( i c my bro's face look lk nt rly ok..haha..)
2nd my younger sis, doc say nid operate in future??
(my eye fall out..scare scare..ar..)
haha.. i scare til kip sms him n complain..
pai seh la.. scare c dentist pulak??
^^ i went to toilet cuz macam stil very long..
i bck n saw jie turn??
Oh MY GOSH LA..
making me feeling scare..haha..
I saw sand paper on the table..
i joked.. is the paper 4 our teeth? so lebih licin? haha..
the doctor quickly say no!!! no!! cant!! cant use this!! haha..^^

My turn lur..
doc ask me form wat? i said form 4.
he ask me 1 b wat? i said i 1 b human..
haha.. doctor just har??? human???
mom n both my sis also laughed at me^^ include doctor aso.
my teeth is better den my sis n bro leh..
geng mou?? haha..
oli inside part.. 4 teeth problem.
doctor put something into my teeth..
asked me 1 black or white?
i said i 1 pink..
all laughed at me agan..haha..
bck home..

stupid look after skul.

i like this shoe~ mom say i duno buy shoe..haha..

If the ''HE'' reading my blog..
I tink he is happy that i have feeling on he?
haha..

Sunday (22 JunE)

Is sunday!!!


Wake up at 10am.
Cleaned up my messy room.

-Messy rooM-

As usual~
Back to my little hometown in Mantin, Seremban.
Taken my breakfast, sambal+bread(spicy).
Get changed and ready to go back.

-Ready back lur..-

I saw this in the bowl.
I took my time to fill it into a bottle.. haha..

-Guk Fa Cha-

Drop my dad at the golf field.
Mom drive back.
I went to see my cousin brother.
His leg seems to be seriously B A D.
Broken leg.. PITY.
Then to the next location,
My mom's side punya grandparents.
Grandma not home only grandpa.
Then mom go get some vegetables.
Grandma plant de o.0~ haha..
See this..

-Rambutan cn't eat yet. nid wait.--Full of papaya--Wasted--Guess, what is this?-
-Thin and small (tak ade baja ma..)-

After taking some of this vege,
We decided to buy some food before back to dad side punya grandparent house.
But...that aunt no open shop.
The kuih-muih is nice at there.
So there were ntg to be eaten!!
HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT THOSE FOOD!!!
Mom say make things to eat.
Hmm.. good idea..haha..
I so find materials to make food while mom take vege from here again.

-Green, green,green--wanna buy?--Lady Fingers-
(i nvr knw tat is facing the sky)

I told mom that only 5 egg in fridge.
Mom hear till only 1 egg.
So mai tell properly,
And 1 egg was taken to make food..
I guess the egg is from the chicken in the cage??
Is different from the market egg.

-The farm egg-

-Mix it with water-

-So ugly-

-I cook de..-

Look like pancake?
No it is not!!! :p
After eating watch movie till 6pm.
Go golf field there wait dad.
Mom parked under a tree..

-Nice view?-
-My mom park here^^-
(Are we? Don't hink so.)

Waited dad for an hour++
Is so long..
Dad is here. Go home!!! : )
Half way dad asked :
Were's my phone? o.0 lupa ambil.
Call and can't get. It is off.
Dad drive so fast with a hand and kip call using mom's phone.
120km/h!!!kinda scary.. I still alive^^ haha..
End up, the phone is return back to dad.
Then back home lur..
What to eat 4 dinner?hehe..
is KFC!! long no eat.. YUM~
I had got a SCARY kai kor..haha..

-Home Sweet Home-

Eat, Bath and on9.
and off to sleep.

-End of SUNDAY-
-KaI XiN LinG-
-MuaX-

FreedoM??

I've finish my two weeks exam..
Yeah babe~
haha..

Hmm..
What had happen in the past two weeks?
I not really sure too..haha..
Everyday BOOK, BOOK, BOOK.
boring? (yah~)
No choice.
Force to do so.. haha..
Every time study there must be food.
I eaten green apple so won't FAT.

-Sour GreeN AppleE-

First Saturday,
I went back to my hometown and saw something hanging at the tree..
Granpa said that we can have it about few weeks more~
Hehe.. dad can't wait for it?haha..

-Durian hanging at tree-

-Few weeks more o.0-

One day before the Sunday,
I planned to buy some chocolates from Famous Amous?
I fail to go there.
Well, I get to buy KIT KAT & SNICKERS,
A card and a handmade rose.^^

-Father's Day gift-

I din't buy much chocolate cuz dad Diabetes.

Too much sweet not gud ma..
After twelve,
I sneak to the highest floor, My parent's room,
outside the room there is a table,
where my dad normally do his work there?(mayb)
I put the gift there.^^

We went back to hometown again in the morning.
Then we went to a friend's house.
The dog is Soooo...
C U T E!!!

-Cute doggie?--look funny?-

Last Wednesday,
mom followed dad to Johor.
Mom brought something back!!!
o.0~~haha..
Is....

-small goldfish-
-Looks like glowing in dark?-

On Friday, after my schooling,
With family go Genting,
Is normally BORING when outing with family ONLY.
ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY.haha..
You will surely SURPRISE.
Want know WHY?
I lazy tell..
haha..

-Back to hotel.. Boring la..-

Look at the following picture.
This picture I took it long ago.
There were no current at night.
Is so dark..
but no GHOST tim..
haha..

-Nice bo?-

-The End-

MAN has NO RULES!!!

Man Rule?
NAH~
You guys just have *NO RIGHT TO HAVE RULES*.
I get an e-mail from a friend.
It doesn't make sense AT ALL.

-HERE'S THE MAIL-

Finally ,  the guys' side of the story.
( I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear ' the rules '
From the female side.

               Now here are the rules from the male side.

                         These are our rules!
               Please note.. these are all numbered '1 '
                              ON PURPOSE!

                    1.   Men are NOT mind readers.

                   1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
              You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
                   We need it up, you need it down.
       You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

               1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon
                     or the changing of the tides.
                              Let it be.

                        1. Crying is blackmail.

                       1. Ask for what you want.
                     Let us be clear on this one:
                       Subtle hints do not work!
                       Strong hints do not work!
                      Obvious hints do not work!
                             Just say it!

    1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every
                               question.

    1. Come to us with a problem only  if you want help solving it.
                          That's what we do.
              Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.


   1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
       In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.


             1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
                             Don't ask us.

  1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the
         ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the   other one

               1. You can either ask us to do something
                   Or tell us how you want it done.
                               Not both.
      If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

   1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during
                             commercials..

  1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

   1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings..
 Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit.
                    We have no idea what mauve is.

                1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
                              We do that.

  1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' We will act like
                           nothing's wrong.
      We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

    1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an
                    answer you don't want to hear.

   1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is
                           fine...  Really .

 1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to
                    discuss such topics as baseball
                               or golf.

                      1. You have enough clothes.

                      1. You have too many shoes.

                 1. I am in shape.   Round IS a shape!

                    1. Thank you for reading this.
          Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;


    But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

                 Pass this to as many men as you can -
                         to give them a laugh.

                Pass this to as many women as you can -
                      to give them a bigger laugh.

-END of this MAIL-

give women a bigger laugh???
BULLSHIT!!!

YES BABE~
I AGREE with what mom says.

* GIRLS SHOULD NOT CONTROL BY THEIR BOYFRIENDS *
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * * *

Is it MEANINGFUL?

Tears just NEVER say GOODBYE

plan B- SUCCESS?

The feeling was so NICE and GOOD.
when he says not to find each other ANY MORE.
bt then...
He says he doesn't want to be FRIEND with me anymore.
Haiz..
making me down..
The feeling is just like
all my faulth?
making me guilty?
Sweet sixteen -> Sour sixteen??
Isn't it should be happy and sweet?

-Once a month I have to cry?-

-This dog, comfort me when happy & sad-

I cried...
Haiz..
I really USELESS??
I've PROMISE myself not to cry!!!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Why i still need to cry?

After crying and sleeping..
I locked myself in my bathroom for an hour.
Sillyness?
haiz..I'm really crazy?
I washed my hair twice.
I've forget that I have wash
and i wash agan...
haiz..

-Sitting in a corner-

All i want is just be friend.
Is that so difficult?
Crush and can't be friend any more?
You don't even crush with me
or COUPLE?
We did not start also be like that.
What if after break?
End of the world?

-I'm not on diet. I just don't feel like eating-

Everytime having problem I don't feel like eating..
So, need act to eat? Eat two spoon^^
haiz..

LAME + MY DINNER

-YESTERDAY CASE-

GUYS...

- LAME*
- NOOB*
- BEASTS*
- USELESS*
- HOPELESS*
- HURTING* girls
- making us GUILTY*


is this all for guys?
BULLSHIT!!!

i WON'T feel the GUILTY!!!
AND
i DON'T wan't the GUILTY!!!
think before you say!!!
I have no WRONG!!!
I'm not the only WRONG!!!
you WRONG the most!!!

Fc*k!!!

if you guys doesn't love,
we won't need to cry and sad,
we won't need to care and think,
we can have our freedom and happy.

Is not our FAULT!!!
Is "U''
Y+O+U
you ''GUYS''
Ur own FAULT

Is your own fault to LOVE someone.
U don't LOVE,
We won't HURT.
NO LOVE, NO HURT.

Give ME a break!!!!!
I'm ENOUGH of IT!!!!!

FRIEND IS FRIEND!!!
Never over LIMIT??

Leave me alone,
I don't wanna hurt,
Looking for happiness,
Looking for a friend,
Not a special one,
A normal one,
Just stays,
HAPPY.

-DINNER-

My Dinner~~
Mmmmmmmmm~
Yummy?? haha..

-Red Bean-
-Pork, Yolk, mushroom, small prawn & Red Bean-

-Normal-

-Pork, Yolk, mushroom & small prawn-

two of this and full?
i not on diet..
haha..
Is really DELICIOUS~ haha..
^^
YUM YUM~