...::* Mixed *::...

-Calculators & Phones-

-Ban Kok's house-

-24/7/09 Maggi, Fruits, oreo, and chipsmore-

-7/4/09-

-Our first together donation-

...::* LOST *::...

You left me n sudden without my notice.
TT.
Tears came to be rolling in middle night.
I miss you!!!
How can I be so careless?
I don't even know when you leave me.
I shouldn't be busy and forgets about you.
I'm so sorry.
You're now no where can be found.
I lost you. SORRY~
I'm not losing you with purpose.
Sorry~
Sorry~
Sorry~
I love you.

In just a day...

The day before lost.

After lost and I still didn't notice it.

17 March 2009 - 24 April 2009

SORRY Dar,
SORRY Bracelet,
Sorry, Sorry and Sorry.

-REGRETS-

...::* Flu *::...

Flu.. TT
It has been three days I making dumplings?
Wan Tan? or Shui Gao also can.
Not cooked yet.
Do you want some? lol..
Yesterday in middle night,
I sneezed continuously for five times.
I have to jump off from my bed and rush for tissues..
Zz.. DISGUSTING!!! Mucus~ lol..

I have not having enough of sleeps.
Not having good sleeps too.
Although yesterday rain heavily,
I still not having good sleeps. TT
I woke up frequently in between my sleeps.
How can I sleep well?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACY !!!!!


Today I broke a measuring cylinder in the lab.
haha..
The lab isn't much apparatus and I broke one of it today.^^
Our group did the wrong steps for experiment.
This our first experiment for Chemistry in 2009.
As if like just into Form 1.
KIDS.

Excellence award falls on 25th.
Should I attend to support?
Or to attend the 6 hours undang thing?
@@
Which should I go??@@

...::* Tired *::...

At last I got the time to rest har le~

These days just busy rushing for Moral project.
8 Tugasan done in two week.
I haven't finish designing!!!
LOL..


Wednesday,

Dar dar brought me dessert?

-tong shui call what?-

yesterday,

dar dar brought me a chocolate and a bottle of vitagen.

-apple flavoured, drink jor.-

Today, I have my food again.^^
A kit kat,
Two Orea biscuits.
And Three black pepper sausage.


One,
Two,
Three.~

-lol..haha..-

Another bottle of vitagen too^^.
Nice~ haha..



Today I brought hair clips. Due to my ONLY clip had broken.

And this all cost me RM4.
Expensive mou?

-nice boh?-

-my collection-

...::* Crab NOT Crap *::...

On Sunday,
went back hometown.

I was damn confused by my Moral projects.
Pieces of A4 papers I wasted.
Lucky my cousin gets to help me in end.
He brought me his guide book.^^

Half way doing,
I was so pissed and tension with the noises too.
I went to play with crabs that brought by aunt.
It should be dinner for the day.
I tortured the crab^^.
Nice to play!!!

-What I make to them-

Instead,
crabs are CUTE!!!
lol.. noob crab..haha

...::* LG KF310 *::...

Worst phone ever.

*sms
*camera
*media player

Temporally This the function that NOT SATISFY ME AT ALL!!!

@#$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fu*king phone!!!
Why should you exist!!!
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!
BULL SHIT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN YOU!! DAMN *DUT* la!!!!!!!!


What I have to say when you ask me about the phone?
I should answer VERY DAMN GAO GOOD ar!!!!
The fact is NOT GOOD AT ALL!!
It should be NOT BAD but WORST!!


I don't really know the real price brought by dad was RM729 or RM199.
Yesterday dad told mom that he get RM199 just because his Maxis over RM150.
Today during dinner, dad say is RM729.

I don't like it.
RM 2,000 for sis and RM 200 or RM730 for me?
@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I keep on calm myself down.
I keep on telling myself that forget about it.
Just take it as if dad business not good.
That's why he can't buy me better phone.

I can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why should I always get things that not I wished for!!!!!

AR~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BUH~~~~
CALM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm done with it.
Fc*king phone~
You are not lucky to have me as your owner too.
I can't force myself to take care of you, stupid little phone.

...::* Unsatisfied *::...

Ya~
I got a new phone.
So what?
Is just a phone.

Not the one that I wish for.
I know my dream is always a dream ONLY.

I never had a dream come true~ - S club 7-

As usual when I blog about C903 A,
I already know that I won't get it.
But then,
I never taught of having other brand of phones.
Besides Nokia & Sony Ericsson phone.

I was in the room when dad was home from Melaka.
Till 7pm, I went down for dinner.
Dad told me that my phone is on the table.
I did not feel happy nor excited.
Maybe my sense tells me that is not the phone that attract me?

I open up, LG phone.
An unexpected phone that I get.
Not interested at all.
Instead I menderanya.
I did not take care it.
The charger wire I did not open and is not enough long.
I get the phone charged and just let go.
It was hanging and bangs on the vase nearby.
I take no care for it too.


Mom say...
Like it or not? Don't like ar? give me la..
you buy RM300+ phone.
(I say nothing and kept myself silent)
Why? don't know answer me ar?
don't know talk ar?

I say..
Simply la..

Mom say..
Wait la.. wait SPM full A la.. buy a new phone.

The conversation just conclude with HURTS.
I was wandering what phone will my younger sis get soon?
Why my elder sis should be always that lucky then me?
Why she had a RM2 000 phone and mine...

As mom know I'm not that good in studies.
Why should she say that?
Is it a "purposely" she say that?
As she know..
I CAN'T!!!

Feel like rolling my tears down.
Sad ><

I keep trying and trying to make myself think positive.
I really can't is difficult.
Suen le..
This my luck.
My life.

At least I still have Dar to be with me.
Having him to love me.
Having him to care for me.
Look after me.

Appreciate what I have.
Although I'm not satisfy with most of the things.
Humans are all unsatisfy..

DAR~~~
I want you now~~~
muax..
I love you owh~~~
bibi o.0~~~

...::* Finger *::...

Finger licking good~
lol..
Temporally can't write..
Write by using left hand?
Temporally left handed?
lol..
My fingers!!!
TT.. Sad..

-My right and left hand-

Is Friday, and is also PJK today.
Sir divided us to girls and boys group.
I try to hit the ball but wrong place I hit.
I used my fingers!!!
My ring finger and middle finger bended backwards!!!
It started with numb and later pain.
Middle finger was alright but ring finger were injured badly.
From a ring's length to a bottle cap length and here come to an eraser length?Now I can't give a punch to people.
I can't close my ring finger or even bend it.
I can't write well to..TT
Pain neh~




Is a fat finger!!!
No body shape jor.. OXY 5!! lol..

-Just took-

...::* Biology *::...

Early in the morning,
I dreamt about taking results.
In the dream, the result I get was just "ONE".
"1/84"was what I get???
I woke up with fear and scared.
Even till I come to school.

First subject, Biology.
Sir came in with the papers.
Talking and advicing everyone of us.
Here come the words he said to me
"you did not do well this time."
Blood pressure in me pumping faster.
The result is here. The last paper in Sir's hand onto my table.

One of the nightmares is here.
"37/100".
The marks that never taught by me.
The marks that not expected by me.
I just taught of having marks that pass.
40 and above?
No~
No changes in it.
No correction to be made.

I FAIL~
I FAIL MY BIOLOGY~

I really never taught of this marks in Biology will come to me.
TT
The wounds in my heart.
The marks give me another cut in my heart.
PAIN ><


I love you BIO!!!
I will never let you down!!!


I hate you, dream!!!