...::* I'm not really happy *::...

I smile & I laugh doesn't mean I'm really happy.
I'm in frustration on choosing courses.
Foundation classes aren't easy too.
Memorising and calculating.
I neither good in memorise nor calculate.
I'm just good for nothing.

The first day of orientation in UCSI.
I meet up with Wai Hoong, Ken Nie & Aaron Chin.
I'm taking same course as Ken Nie but he don't really have the problem.
Ice breaking games doesn't seems to be fun.
Is like repeating what I had done in National Service.

I'm not happy..
I'm not...
I'm not happy..
I'm flooding right after this!!!!!!!!

Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!

...::* Lifeless *::...

I have nothing to blog!!!
I'm bored but I had used with it..

SSM granted me an extra 'A' for my SPM result.
The certificate given by them wasn't appreciate by me.^^
Not only me but my brother too.
Because is fake!!!
I only had 5 A nia..
The fake cert were thrown on table like rubbish.

Orientation coming next week.
Wai Hoong!!! See you soon. haha..
I'm kinda nervous about it.

New car coming soon by next week too..
I'm excited and also nervous!!!
I'm not nervous that I have a car to get to where I want.
I'm nervous that I don't know how to drive!!!
Joke? Is not a joke.
Seriously. I FORGOT HOW TO DRIVE!!!

Everyone asked whether I brought my P back.
Answer : No. ^^
I'll just wait for the car come and start learning and get use on driving.

...::* IKO *::...

I-K-O

This is biscuit's brand.
Heard of it? sure right? haha..
For me, I just know about LEXUS.
I've never heard about IKO till I went into camp.

Thanks friend.
Introducing me to a new and better choice of biscuit. LOL..
Is actually quite nice and healthy too..
Healthy food will not taste good?
This taste alright for me.

Another brand of biscuit tasted was OatKrunch.
These not bad too.. I guess?
I prefer oat biscuits better choice.^^





"E core" lol.. the way I called where others called it I-K-O.

...::* Mix *::...

Last Friday I taught of making sushi.
Everything had prepared but ended up with..

Everything had prepared.

lol.. Expired NORI!!!
The most important ingredient to make sushi..
The rice half wasted and half were eaten with unwillingly. lol.

3/4/10
Yesterday was BK's belated birthday celebration at FunOK.
I guess it was OK? haha..
I went home earlier. Not really early too..
Is Easter. So I "siam" and get changed and left for St. Francis church.
From a shorts to a 3/4 pants..(paying respect to praying places)
This my VERY first time to church with Easter celebration.
It was nice to have candle lighted up from one to one..
Besides, I feel proud that I get to follow better now.
I don't feel to be the stranger to the church.
This should be greatly thanks to NS for leading me to a religion.
I'm no longer a bullshitter?(yiru told me free thinker=bullshitter) lol..
However, I still have a lot more to learn for these but something does not allow me yet.
So, Buddism will still be stated but Christian's ways to pray. lol..

Thanks to a pastor came to camp to guide us to an eternal life.
Thanks to Chris, the one who had borrowed book and taught me to pray.
Thanks to Stephanie who shares bible with me and accompanied me during church.
Thanks to all Methodist or Catholic friends.
Lastly, Thanks to Father who treated us mineral water and also mandarins. lol..


As for my dar, I don't know why.
At home, I feel to be single.
While outside, i'll be in relationship.
As I had said, I had change.
My attitude CHANGED.
I feel to be cold when we do not meet and get sweet when meet up.
I know this would be hard for him.

I don't know what's his planning after all.
Helping out in kiosk as his jobs?
Enjoying his life and take his times on bed?
I really have no idea.
I damn wants to get to college now.
The more I rest, the more I rotten.
Everytime I hears from people that college life stress,
I'll be more afraid of going to the stressing place.
MAKE IT FAST!!!

Today I went back to hometown.
A bird nest with a birdie..
It's mom wasn't around and it is hungry.
I can't hunt a grasshopper so I took a small piece of cake.
Is SO CUTE!!! I feed it. haha..
Is happy to be a minute mom to that bird. lol..haha..
I want to pet it... haha..
Impossible. I can't fly. I can't teach it HOW TO FLY. haha..

wants food..