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...::* MOVED *::...

2010-10-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

POTATO HAD MOVED!!!

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LESS SALIVA JUST VANISH!!!

SEE YOU THERE..
BUH BYE. :-)

<3 color="#3366ff">LING

...:* Crying over splited milk *::...

2010-10-24T13:29:00.002+08:00

What's the point of crying over splited milk?
USELESS!!!
You will never change!!!
Yes!! I am not changing!!

Woooooohhhhhh~~~
I am highly stressed up with problems.
The S&S life I have got.
Stupid & Stubborn.

Why am I in these ways? Why?
You can't blame too much.
Seriously. I am born to be.
I'm getting tough.
The yesterday me will cry from any shooting.
Today me, hold it tight and embed it.
He shoot me and I'm just ignoring.
Comes to be an attitude since I failed? Partially true.
There STUBBORN is stained in me.

I do not like to share as I like to hide.
After reading through articles, I found myself to have hypersomnia too.
I fell asleep easily during noon and it took hours for me to wake.
My life is just STUPID with these kind of daily schedule.

Hiaz...
I had enjoyed my days with leisures.
Now what? Rushing and running without a stops.
Can I have a bus stop?
I rather sleep more and die in the young age.
Doesn't matter if 2012 really comes true for me but I don't think so it will come true.

Assignments!!! Mid term!!! Quizzes!!!
I tends to cry in first term as it was the first time handling the problem.
As for second sem, I come to feel stress and I don't feel like crying.
Instead I sleep and sleep and sleep.

I stressed myself till I woke in the middle night and thinks of my assignment topic.
Middle night should be the best dreaming season.
Sadly I was awake and think of ways to solve problem.
As problem not solved I will not be having normal life.

...::* Again *::..

2010-10-19T19:57:00.002+08:00

Hohoho.. Merry X'mas!! @@
I got it again. haha..
What I got?
I got mumble early morning from my BayB.
What will it be about? SAME TOPIC!!! haha..
He has got a daddy style. *tumbs up* lol..

Everyone taking benefits from me.
Using me wor..
"Will you like if someone treat you everyday?"
"Will you feel bad if everyday ask help from the same human?"
"What I tells you never get into your mind."
"You are stubborn. Can't you please say NO for once?"
"Once doesn't mean really one time ONLY"
"You have rights to say no!!!"
"Help but with limit to yourselves"
"Axxxx is a troublesome guy doesnt matter we are friends, help him."
"Not to those who are unknown"
"See, everyone getting help from you."
"You never change!! Don't give me that stupid face."
"Once again I will not care about you."
"Don't you know how to talk?"
"If I were Lxxxx, you would not be getting this scolding ONLY."
"Do not tell me is your character. It can be change"
"Why you like that? Why??? Can you let me know why?" *He smiles :)*

Once again the same trend.
Get mumbled for the same things. lol..
I can remember what he said.
Well, i helped out for PEOPLE's assignments.
What now? Quizzes for unknown.
Giving a hand is what my responsibility. lol..
A call for me I will just answer YES.
Don't you dare ask me to marry you.
Definitely a NO for you. :)

The one who doesn't knows how to say NO.
So the stubborn wor.. lol..
I have no idea why am I in the way.
I'm trying to get into the society.
No one had betrayed me till now la..
I'm still protected. ==

Tutor said:
Science student likes to argue back.
They are more to facts.
Art students think more wide.
This proved that I have science quality. lol.. JOKING.

I'm trying to learn. ==
Trying to THINK. ==

...::* Lifeless *::...

2010-10-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

Feel so lifeless.
Daily routine have to turn up to college before 8am.
Return from college around 5.30 or 7pm.
What a lifeless life.
So call a daily routine and I have to get use with it? huh?

Activate since 6.45am.
Recharge or so call nap at 5.30pm.
Reactivate at 7.30pm.
Totally deactivated at 1 or 2 pm.
Is so tiring. A tiring and hectic life.
How I wish to enjoy life.
Sadly, no.
Life to be enjoy after 55 years old.
Retiring age. ==

Is so dirty to get to bed without taking a bath.
So what? Is my bed. I need rest desperately.
Worst part of me is that, I had give less care to my babies.
Feels so bad. I have not been feeding them daily.

Even facebooking had been reduced. (I guess)
Too many to do. The road wasn't easy to get through.
I'm tired!!!!!!!!! A month had passed.
Second month.. On going with midterm. Is tiring.
Day and night quiz!!! test!!! exams!! assignments!!!

Running none stop is what a life is.
And is so lifeless.
Lifeless human. Tired is what human got.

...::* Ethnics *::...

2010-10-05T19:24:00.002+08:00

Currently I'm undergoing with Introduction to Business class.
To survive in this world and to be a successful businessman/woman,
We have to be a good liar. Especially to marketer.
I had finish my lectures on the topic of ethnics.

3 main things when come to ethnical dilemma.
IS IT ILLEGAL?
IS IT BALANCE?
HOW DO YOU FEEL AFTER YOUR DECISION?

Lecturer says that he feel bad to lie for the first month.
Same goes to the second month.
When third month comes, he thinks:
"If I do not lie to them, others will lie to them also."
It make senses but I can't take it too.
Lying is so hard to be done.

My FIRST TIME into Cyber Cafe!!!
I went in with June June.
My VERY FIRST TIME.
I do not feel good entering there.
The atmosphere was quite good.
It wasn't as bad as I thought.
June brought me to CC!!!!!! Lol..

It was shocking to my dear one.
He called up "where are you?"
"erm.. I'm outside.. CC.. @@"
"With who!!!???"
"erm.. June, I'll get to you now"
"okay okay.."

Phewwwww~
He did not get mad at me.
I now it was shocking. hehe..
A dao fu fa kills everything. ^^

...::* Habits *::...

2010-10-04T22:31:00.004+08:00

Supplementary paper aka kind of July paper in my college.
I get marginal fail in my Economics and I'm into supplementary paper.
It took my 1 month away. What a waste.
Semester 2 come to be an lazy semester for me.
Ever since the first day, I had not been staying and studying.
I loiter all round Cheras area.

Eat, play, talk and love.
These all we done throughout a month.
What a waste? Yea~ IS SO THE WASTE!!!
I must stop!!! Time for studies!!!

Stop making it a habit and starts to get lazy and stops all work.
I must not let myself into another supplementary.
Is so expensive.

I must stop myself getting around.
Must stay and study.
Test passed and I treat it as nothing?
Why am I with the habit!!!
I have to brush myself up..
Please!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! Brush!!! haha..

MidTerm will be starting this Saturday and I am still enjoying my time.
Have to change. A must.

...::* Tasks *::...

2010-09-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

I feel bad.

I failed in a task given by Ken.

I lost his earing. So sorry for it.

I had reminded myself to take it.

This the first responsible given to me.

I must take care of it but I failed. ><

FAILURE...

From now on, I will make myself a new task.

Listen to what Ken says.. lol..

He won't make me to the dead road. haha..

I had not been listening and what he says always to be right.

No need to re-evaluate, I did not listen and I pay extra RM30 for re-evaluate.

Results come to be same and no changes.

The shop is not open and can see from here.."keras kepala" Let me go!!!

Ended up walked to the shop and is close. @@

Lobak Gou not nice. I called and is tasteless. Yucks..

Throughout these few examples, I should listen to what people says.

haha.. This the first task in my life to change myself? haha..

Should try to give a success to it. keke..

Tomorrow will be the day.

Economics!!! Result is here.

Our hardwork had successed for Algebra & Trigonometry!!!

Congratz June & Ken!!! big success I got.

Next target!!! Quantitative Method.. Trying my very best.. hehe..

...::* Golden Screen Cinema *::...

2010-09-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

LOL to the MAX..

Today we had our class and later,
Me and KenNie went for movie in Leisure Mall.
My first movie that costs RM 12.
We went for couple seats again. LOL.

Leisure Mall's GOLDEN SCREEN CINEMA..
Dot dot dot..
I was asked for IC. lol..
I look young!!! Wahahahaha..

THANK YOU, MEI THENG!!!
hehe.. For the account.. haha..

...::* Stress *::...

2010-09-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

I stressed up myself and I went on being alone in a place.
I tried to calm myself and I failed.
I bursted. Wakakakaka.

The exams would be good?
I have no idea with it.
I just don't like economics.
I should challenge myself into Accounting?
hmmmmmm... ACCA sounds professional. @@ haha..

Currently I would like to announce that I'm in a NEW LIFE.
Yes!!! I'm not independent.
I'M IN MY THIRD RELATIONSHIP!!!
Who's the unlucky guy??? hehe..
I sounds so bitchy with the "third relationship" @@

I'm a play girl that had changes 2 boyfriend in 5-6 years time.
I'm not independent enough. I'm depending on others.
I just cannot bring myself up to be independent. huhuhu..
Doesn't matter. I will still be loved. :)

UNLUCKY YOU, YAP KEN NIE!!!!!!! :P

A month had passed.
Time to start our fight and flight to another semester!!!
I had got a hectic life in this semester.

Intro to business- not interest (struggle)
Quantitative - cant understand (struggle)
Computing - need memorise (struggle lagi)
Writting - needs creativity (again struggle)
Account - format ( struggle)

Whole semester need memorising more than working.
I'm dying......
Memory low.. SO LOW!!!

...::* Random *::...

2010-09-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

Economics will be here.
I'm worried. Very worried.
I'm stressing, pressuring and tensioning mood.
I'm not happy. I wants to be pampered.
I have no ways of expressing.
I'm so so so tired of it.

I want to cry. I want to express...

I have no class on Tuesday but I lied and stayed in college.

I planned to study. I'm such a failure.

Already weeks I studied and stressed on Economics.

Nothing come to me. Economics just doesn't come with me.
The more I study, the more I forget.
Today I manage to eat up Lecture 6 only.

I will forget about it in coming days.

I'm so dissapointed with myself.

Why am not working on it.
I'm getting lazy.

I come to a place where I can be alone.
High up looking at peoples and mother nature.

Dear sunny, you came and shined on me.
You pushed me away from the nice place.

I want to have sugary food or junks.
I'm having toothache.
I can't have too much and I must reduce.
I'm stress.. Very stressing..

I must make myself pass. I have to.. I have no other ways.

I had been to Singapore, Johor and Melaka past weekend.

I saw this in a paper. I thought POKAI is a chinese word?

...::* Satisfy *::...

2010-09-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeee~~~
I'm so happy and feels so satisfy.. :)
Relaxed. Is time for myself. hehe..

Stupid me.
I sat for hours in library,
Facing block C.
Keep on looking towards 5th floor. Noob!!!
haha.. I'm so sleepy and worry!!!
Till you come and give me a smile~~~
Weeeeeeeee~~~~~
Thanks guys!!! hehe..

My turn to stress up!!!
Thursday is here!!!
Soon!!! Very soon!!!
Panick? Panick?
hehe.. Gambateh!!!
MEMORISE!!! haha..

...::* Worries *::...

2010-09-17T20:04:00.002+08:00

Is time to worry.
Time fior Economics.
I must not fail this time.
I had wasted RM230.

What I had read week ago had totally forgotten.
What to do???
Re-read and re-memorise from A-Z.
This exam will be much more difficult for me.
As it will be more to theory than calculations.
I should had work hard for the othe 3 marks to pass.
Is just 3 more marks!!!

Have to work hard for coming Thursday.
Struggle myself to death.
Please push me to study!!!
Push me!!! I'm slacking.
I'm still enjoying and loitering around.
My mood is not here.

Ken Nie Nie~~~
You must not fail too.
My hard work for you, i don't want to have dissapointment.
Economics should be nothing to you.
As you can memorise the theory.
Good Luck.

June June~~~
You are not appearing for 2 weeks.
Monday will be the big day.
Where have you been.
We are worry for you to the max.
I'm sorry that failed to help you out on Sat & Sun.
I feel bad. I don't wanna leave. Sorry.
Good Luck to you too!!

Aaron~~~
Sorry that I can't help at all.
Hope you able to pass and score.
Everything will be fine!!!
Good Lucky to you three!!! hehe..

Lastly,
Good luck to my little KAMBING!!!!!
Please!!!!!!!! Please pass me. hehe.. :)

...:* Random *::...

2010-09-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

Current song : she will be loved
Current mood : average

Yesterday had been another history for future. lol..
I'm worry..
I'm worry for my supplementary paper.
I have not prepared for it.

Sacrificing is what fishy does most of the time.
hehe.. No worries.. Fishy always blessed. ^^
Hardworking on monday.
No slacking. No playing. No loitering. No lunch.
Have to work hard till coming Thursday end. ^^

All the best for each and everyone of us who are taking supplementary.
Aaron Chin,
June June,
Ken Nie &
Myself.

GAMBATEH!!! hehe.. :)

...::* What i want *::...

2010-09-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

Opportunity cost!!! haha..
To gain him, have to sacrifice on helping people.
Or else everything will come to be same as in pass.
Why should fishy go this way?
Is it a good or a bad attitude?

Sacrificing always come first before all.
Main sacrifice done will be myself and my time.
I always wanted to sleep early nowadays.
Sadly, most of the time i ended getting to bed after 12am.
Either assignment, homeworks, accompany others, or solve others problem.
I'm not used to reject helping people.
I reject myself.

My ex, always rejected by me.
I spent more time with friends more than him.
I know in future, no matter what and how,
I still be the same.
Helping others will be much more important than my time.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT AM I BLOGGING!!!

I'm in exam pressures. ><
Have to consume less sugar.
MUST STAND and HOLD ON.
LESS SUGAR!!!

...::* Blackie *::...

2010-09-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

I done it.
Dear Blackie,
I done it.

I go through my days with smiles and joys..
I know this what you want from me.
I will not let you down in the coming years.
You will never want me to cry for you any.
You will wants me to forget about you.

As I can say is,
I will not forget every memories you had given to me.
You will always in me. You are with me. You still belongs to me.
I will not let you go but I will not cry for you anymore.
I try not to. I try not to cryh for you anymore.
I LOVE YOU, Blackie.

...::* Luck *::...

2010-09-06T18:03:00.002+08:00

I should think positive!!!
POSITIVE!!!!!

I read my horoscope in some sites.
Is 90% truth about me. :)
Part of it says:
I'll think negative and the negative thinking will come true.
Wow~ should think more positive.
Less negative. hehe..

I had been attacked by UNLUCKY for previous week.
So the sad. I'm SO WEAK!!!
I have no place and no where to release my problems.
So sad you know? hehe..

Lucks coming from this week.
I have to stay as strong as possible.
Although I'm internally weak. hohoho..
I want to depend on someone. May I? hehe..
Please YONG KA LING!!!
Wake up!!! Stop your fantasy world. hehe..

Top 5 horoscope that gives happiness after marriage:
Fishy is the second!!!

Male fishy : Cares for the wife. No matter what happen, the wife will be the first in his mine. Being his wife, will get the feeling of "princess".

Female fishy : Willing to sacrife everything without any condition. Is all mens wishes to have them.

hohoho.. so true.. haha..
I had let go a fishy. I had not appreciate the fishy appeared in my life.
I had set the fishy go and I'm going to sacrifice myself for others?
I'm born to give services and cares?
I should not get the care and secure from others.
I'm here give loves.. hehe..

Fishy also likes to act like a spoiled child. (true)
Fishy have all kinds of funny and fancy faces. (true)
Fishy gets peoples happiness easily. (yes gua?)

Is 90% true.
Same goes to my dear.
wahahahaha.. Get to know your personality^^

Should had learnt this. haha.. :P
Lucks coming!!!
I must do my best in everything.
Think positive!!! Get positive!!!

Love Ling.
MuaxxX.. Lub yah..

...::lalalalalala ::...

2010-09-04T22:03:00.004+08:00

No worries, Be happy. :)

Time to get back to normal!!!

Weeks of time not camwhore-ing.

Let's start the habit?

Nope. Is kinda lazy to do it.

Is waste of time actually. haha..

Let's get fun with my dearest one and also food?

I mean my bread. haha..

...::* Back *::...

2010-09-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

Emotional imbalance visits me when I lack of sugar?
Mooncake festival coming!!! Plenty of mooncakes and is sweet!!
I had consumed too much yesterday night.
Almost a whole mooncake.
I guess it had help me to balance back my emotion?
Thanks mooncakes.^^ (toothache-ing) haha..
Nice~ From the SIX HAPPINESS. Thank you.
You do contain happiness in your mooncakes. haha..

I had accepted everything that had passed?
but my heart is not totally cured. (i guess)
Nevermind. Time will be the medicine.
Meanwhile, is time to fight.
Although I have no feeling of fighting.
GTF- GOT TO FIGHT!!!
WAKE UP!!! IS TIME TO FIGHT!!!
PROMISE...
8x2=16
16 days time.
I'm the winner!!! You will be mine!!!
YOU ARE TAKEN!!!

MuaxxxxX!!!
Love my life. (although hate comes mostly..hohoho..)

...::* Disaster *::...

2010-09-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

Beginning of the month had turned into a disaster for me.
Everything turned to be worries and dissatifactions.
A bad sign had shown to me.
Nothing go smoothly as I wished for.
Not at all.

I blamed myself.
I blamed. I blamed for everything.
I'm such a FAILURE.

I had failed to help you guys, Ken & June.
I had failed to look for both the lecturers.
I had failed to be a better secretary of yours.
I had failed my economics.
I had failed to control my emotions.
I had failed. Totally failure.

The war that had not faced before had made my emotional imbalance.
You'll see me LOL now, and I'll COL in minutes.
Showing the sad me is the worst thing in my life.
As everyone knows I will always be smiling and laughing.

I have been crying TOO FREQUENT.
I'm not independent enough.
Even I had went into National Service.
No matter what and how am I,
I need a some one.
The one that I wish to share my problems.
The one who willing to be my good listener.
Maybe I'm too depending on people, that's why I always into a relationship.
I will not be independent?
This my life?
Dependent life?

Can September end fast and soon?
Can it? Is very struggling.
I'm suffering right now.
Is pain and the sore doesn't leave.
Is really a very hard and tough route.
I failed to control my emotions.
Crazy numb me as I can no more use sleep to numb.
I have no time for sleeps. Not at all.
I have to hold, hide and stand on my own feet.

I sat alone and tears just rolled out automatically with sore in my heart.
I held so hard not to scares off public.
UCSI University have no better place for loneliness.
Everywhere were humans and disturbance.
There isn't a place for me and I can't do so.
It might shock my elder sister.
What I can do is just hold on.

I'm not totally cure.
Not because my problems not solved.
Is because I had not cried all out.
I have no place, no time, no ways to cry.
I need a hug. I need a hug desperately.
I'll hug you tight and cry out loud. (if I would really do so)

...::* Hate September *::...

2010-09-01T21:33:00.003+08:00

Arrival of you had not shown any good thing.
Too many unwanted things had happened.
I don't want to accept.
I don't want!!! OKAY?
Can I please don't accept it?
Please leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!

I had been desperately for it.
Why should it come to the way that I never wished?
Stubborn baby..

I smiled and laughed when I saw it.
It just doesn't suits my mood.
I'm worried. Not for myself but something else.
Fortunately, everything will be fine/ already fine?

Instead..

I have to give thanks to God for the settlement.

Thanks God for being with me all this while.

All the while you had been blessing.

Thanks God.

Thank you. I really appreciate you deeply from my heart.

Thank you, God.

Home everything to be fine.
Let all of us go through every of these difficult time.
Bless us once again. Please God.
Bless for Yap Ken Nie, economics, algebra & trigonometry in sup, and his everything.
Bless for Terence Ling Hong Wei, gets the approval of sitting sup paper.
Bless for Aaron Chin Lik Fung, your accounts, PTPTN and your everything too.
Bless for Looi Chai June, algebra & trigonometry.
Bless for Chan Wai Hoong, account and Physics.
Last but not least... Bless for myself.
Pass my Economics in coming sup paper..

I'm totally not in the mood now.
Time to worried for myself.
Everything had been settled.
Is time for myself.

Emotional Imbalance again...

...::* Miss Him *::...

2010-08-31T10:22:00.003+08:00

Huhuhu~~~
I rolled my tears in sudden.
His figure visited me by last night.
Is so sore..

I miss him so desperately.
I need a hug.
A warm hug.
I need to express.
I miss you...

Years you had left me.
To be 6 years.
Yet I can't forget about you.
Your last emotion, action, and post.
Freshly in my mind.
Is so sore. Very sore..

Dear little one, Blackie.
I love you forever.
I know I shouldn't drop my tears anymore.
You won't like me to be like this.
I'm sorry. I can't.
You are my beloved one and I have no idea of controlling myself to do this.
I love you, my dear. I love you.

...::* Movies *::...

2010-08-26T22:13:00.003+08:00

Too much loitering.
I had watched 4 movies since 16th August. LOL..
Usually I don't really go for movies.
Is bored.
I had watched:
The Last Airbenders on 16 in LM.
Descent 2 on 20 in Genting.
Love in Disguise on 24 in LM.
Phua Chu Kang today in LM.

RM 24.. wow.. haha..
Spending too much nowadays.
Money no place waste? lol..

I miss you!!! lol..
How can I be missing you? lol..
Ka Ling missing someone? OMG..
Unbelievable.. Lessbian betul..haha..
I miss college life.
I miss it maximum.

Hohoho..
Results were out.
Not all but only 2 subjects.
Scoring 72 for Malaysian Studies and 68 for Film & Arts Appreciation.
I got two BF right now.
Is not the great or the best one.
Doesn't matter is enough ba?

Next destination.
Ice skating? Nono..
Dim sum first then get a day to skate?
Hey~ My next destination to Singapore!!!
Singapore-->Johor--> Melaka--> KL
Do miss me. lol.. JOKING. talalalalala.. haha..
Should miss me..
What if the accidents happen right? wahahahaha..
Siao ar...

Woooooot...
My LG KF310 affected by viruses..
o.0? Viruses. No worries. No harm. haha..

Love green bean.. Yummy. Yummy. haha..
Remind me about camp's green bean soup.
Is salty but not sweet.
Actually is nice too.
Should find a day to have Malay's green bean soup.
Miss it.

...::* Something Not Right *::...

2010-08-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'm not feeling easy as usual.
I'm not in the mood.
Something had gone wrong tonight.
It should be today.
I have no idea of finding the root of the problem.

Why should I feel so?
I don't know. I have no answer for what it is.
I can't sleep well since yesterday.
I went to bed at 3 am and falls asleep after 5.30 am.

What's wrong with me?
My heart wasn't in peace.
It has been worried and messed up since yesterday.
What's wrong? What's wrong with me? What happened?

I have no ways of expressing.
I'm in worries and afraid of something.
Something would happen.
I can't predict what it would be.
Why? What is it actually?
Why should the feel hunt me in sudden and left for hours.
I'm not smiling from my true heart since this morning.

I had a afternoon-mare.
Trying to have a nap at 4 pm and the mare awakes me at 4.15pm.
Someone pulled my cheeks over and kissed me in sudden.
Is very scary. Someone might attack me.
I'm afraid of something.

I used to sleep in my bed that fulled of my stuff.
Usually I have got 2 dogs, 2pillows and 2 blankets.
I feel comfortable surrounded by all this things.
I like to be packed by stuff. I feel safe.
But yesterday I do not sleep well like the previous day.
I've got extra bear now and my bed should be more packed.
But.. it seems to be my bed gone bigger?
I sat and look for a momment.
My bed gone wider? Why I can't feel the safety?
I can't feel the secure. Why? Why? Why?
What had happen? What scares me away?
WHAT IS IT? can you please come out fast?
PLEASE~ I BEG YOU..
PLEASE...

I don't feel good.
I wants to cry.
I can't..
I'm in pressures?
What's this?
Why it happens in sudden?
Why?

NOT IN MOOD..

...:* Back *::...

2010-08-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

Genting trip successed.^^
Syoik~

An enjoyable trip with you guys.
June, Eric, Ivy How, Ken Nie, San Ing & Aaron Chin.

Seriously, that day was my first in many things.
First time:
Enjoyed all outdoor theme park.
Gets crazy in lobby with you guys for hours.
Watch scary movies in middle night at 1.30 am.
Sleeps with guy.

Before going, I was afraid of the space shot.
End up, I was up there enjoying hoping to be higher.
Sadly weather wasn't that good.
Failed to enjoy all the games.

We found out something nice, cheapest and fun to played.
Is just 40 cents per time and per person.
Here comes the BMI machine. lol..
Currently I'm having 165.5 cm with 45.5 kg and 16.5 BMI.
Round it off and will get 17. Balanced. haha..

They went back for jackets.
While me and Ken goes along with Mr. Bean. lol..
Something stupid had happened.
Too brave. Too crazy. Too stubborn. OMG..

We joined up and loiter around in lobby.
Up, Down, Left, Right,
Jump, Run, Climb, Crawl. lol..
Waiting time to come for The Descent.
Is fun to watch human shock. :P
I admit I was shocked once in the ending part.
NOT THE WHOLE SCENE!!! :P
Talks.. Pai seh la.. lol..

Movie ended!!! Head to hotel.
I'm hungry.. Is singing.
My room, 2 guys & 2 girls.
Girls protected by guys?
We sleep in the center and the guys by the side.
I get a knock. nono.. 2 knock. Left knock and right knock.
I can't sleep. Ended up observing people sleeping.

Day 2 wasn't muchie.
We just went for our bowling and snookering.
I brought a box of cigratte. Is just RM 5.
Cheap you know? duty free.. haha..

Lazy to upload images.
Images into facebook.. haha..

...::* Enjoy *::...

2010-08-17T23:03:00.004+08:00

I'm going to enjoy my life.
Outdoor a lot nowadays.
Task 1- clear my cupboard. (done)
Task 2- clear my study area (halfway)
Task 3- Get the three babies bath (not done at all)

I'm heading to genting in 2 days time.
Excited!!!
Sudden excited with this and also my results..><
I don't know why but I'm very excited to know my result.

Result not posted yet.
It will be up very soon.
Wooooooo~~
Nervous yet wants to know..
Can upload faster?
Please~ Please~ Please~

Seems to ask time to fly faster. haha..
Badminton tomorrow. lol..
Few months no exercise since return from camp.
My tummy is back.
Should go for camp to get tummy lost.. haha..

...::* Yeeha *::...

2010-08-17T10:33:00.002+08:00

Current mood: Average.
Current Song : Vanilla Twilight-Owl City.

Semester break started at 11.20 am on 16.08.10, Monday.
We headed to Leisure Mall for lunch and enjoyment.
Our babies have their gaming in arcade.
The mommy waited. >< We are starving la.. haha..

We enjoyed our lunch in Boston.
Seated in front of cinema. ><
Noob la.. 2.40 pm ticket.
Have to wait another hour.

We spreaded a part.
They have their guys talk, we have our walk walk..^^
I had never stand on that bridge and enjoy the view.
Looks like weirdo but doesn't matter.
You can enjoy the car under you,
the clouds come and go above you,
the eye sights on you.

Another to more days I will head to Genting.
Syok~ I'm going to play all the elements. ><

...::* Bored *::...

2010-08-14T21:46:00.004+08:00

VERY BORING!!!
SOPO is here!!!

Current songs by LeeHom

...::* AnnouncemenT *::...

2010-08-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

At last I have got the time.
Not in a rush to tell whatever I wants to says.

Currently I am single yet unavailable.
Reasons are excuses.
I know is unacceptable reason so just let this be the reason.
I have no feeling on him. I don't love him.

We broke on Tuesday, 10th August 2010, 1200 hours, Old town.
753 days or 2 years & 25 days.
All the time we had come to be memories.
Sorry for taking this step before you did.

In future I might regret on what I had done on that day.
Doesn't matter. Life still have to move on.
Move on. Never look back.
Cheer up and is not worth to be sad because of me.
I am nothing more than a BITCH.
I'm not your Mrs. Right.
Move on.

***HOMESICK***
I have been spending too much of time outside.
Loitering around Cheras area.
My "SAN GA" only left RM 50. lol..
Semester break start next Tuesday.
So, I will not be getting money. ><
Have to stop my spenses. Lol..
Spending too much make me poor.

I'm eating.
I'm eating a lot of things.
Spenses to food increases.
My sister doesn't eat but I eat damn expensive stuff.><
Financial problem starting soon. ><

Everyday spending 10 to 11 hours outside.
I really do miss home. lol..
I'm mommy's girl. :)

Have not been realising the love in my surrounding.
I have to expose to the world.
Seeking for true love from human all over the world.
Feel the love from everything.
Living and non-living things.
Time to feel it, love it and appreciate it.

Trying to change myself.
Change to know more about myself and understand people.
I will never be loved if I do not love myself.
Love is short-term from everyone.
You will lost the love immediately.

Like and Love are different.
You will discover the difference.
I had come across all the "IF" and thinks about it.
No matter what. Let it be. Follow the flow.
"Shawn say follow the beat" lol..

Stay strong.

...::* Bless You *::...

2010-08-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

Bless you.
I will here to bless you, Terence Ling Hong Wei. lol..

Sorry, I should had called you up.
Feeling so so so the bad. ><
We are so so so sorry for you. ><
The office will definitely give you a chance. ><

My phone attacked by viruses.
Whole memory card format but not sure whether is okay?

Exam started at 10 am yet we are still playing.
I am still enjoying my talks.
9.30 am. Oh no!!!!! I have not finish my lecture notes!!!
Teach me~~~ lol..last call but I have no idea on it.><
I have no interest into Economics.
I get into the hall, I have no feeling.
I sat and do. Do I know how to do?
I really do not know how should I answer you.
Should I know or not?
I trying to use add maths way.
In the end, I recall the glance I gave to my notes.
Wooot~ I re-do..
Shoot, shoot, & shoot.
Bing, Bing, & Bang.

Count, count and count.
Not enough 40/100%
35% only.. need 4 more..
If I able to tackle all 10% in Q1,
I'll be more confident..><
What is this!!!
I'm learning economics?
Nothing in my brain now.><

We enjoyed ourselves in FunOK Cafe.
Coming days we will be there to lepak for our another 6 months time.
Take yourself as home. lol..
This the time to enjoy.
Will never feel it again in coming 10 years.
><

Tired.. go sleep.. >< nite..

...::* Unlucky *::...

2010-08-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

When unlucky come and attack, can't escape. ><
I have been so the unlucky.

I might FAIL my OFFICE APPLICATION.
All the *star star* word in my heart..
WTC!!! I realised it just after my maths subject.
The shading sheets normally should be straight down.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.

Today, the shading sheet was left and right, left and right.
1. 2.
3. 4.
5. 6.

After everything, getting into lift with Ken. >Our OA paper also left & right.
Malaysian study straight. >< >< ><
"shit" came out from my mouth.
*star star* word in my heart. >< ><
Not happy!!!

Our babies sad for maths.
I sad for Office. ><
And JOKES FOR EVERYONE.
The lecturer will be no 1. correct. 2.x 3.x 4.x ----50.x
49/50 wrong!!!!!
OMG la!!!
Subjective already fly 24/50 la.. still gt more to cut.><

WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!!!
VERY GIK SIM!!! T______T
Wants to cry la..
Jokes for others also. ><
WUWUWUWUWUWUWUWUWU~!!!!
Freaking SAD jor.. ><

I ate puppy love today.
Icy~~~
Ice+ Red bean + Zhan jue+ choco= puppy love
Try others next time.
I want desserts!!!!!!!!

...::* Hard Life *::...

2010-08-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hard life starting.
KA LING is growing.
No fears. No tears.

I had been wasting a lot of things.
I had missed a lot of things.

Before anything else,
SORRY~ SORRY~ and SORRY~
I had not cared for you since getting into camp.
Ended up with dryness.
Taught of saving you, as I had failed.
You left me as I had abandon you first.
No use crying over the spilt milk.
All I have to say is.. Sorry.
I had make you lost your life in this world.
Sorry to God, who had created a life for it.
Yet, I had make it lost its life. ><

I have to work damn hard from tonite till Thursday's morning.
Algebra and Econs.
Where I have no confident in Econs at all.
I have no idea on what it says.
I need help in ASAP.. but I don't think so I will have it in last minutes.
Not even a book can assits me.

I'm tired. Tired and tired. ><
All the days and night I had not been having a good night. ><
I'm getting off to bed right now.
Is too early and doesn't sounds like me.
I have to. I have to fight hard for it.
Tonite will be a better night.
Good night.

Better, Bitter, Bad, Sour...
Good night everyone.
Love you guys.

...::* FAILURE NO.1 *::...

2010-08-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

JERK!!!
Failed. ><

I should had spending all the 24 hours of Saturday & Sunday on my exam.
What had I done? Wasting my time.
13 files. WTH i had read?
2-3 files only.
What I had spending on?
DISTRACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO UNSATISFY!!!!!
I know the result should be some unwanted way.
Because I had not work for it.
I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN MUCH!!!!!
If.....
When there is if, everything will not had happen.
Faeces!!!!!!!

I loss 24%...
50% MCQ & 50% structures.
I don't think I can score in MCQ too.
Not even 20%... How can I pass this subject???
Pantang SUB-PAPER.
Pantang RETAKE.

I'm very the "ANGRY"?
What's the point?
Padan muka lu la..
Takla belajar.. Spending stupid time.
I don't know why my anger come in sudden.

...::* >< *::...

2010-08-09T08:23:00.000+08:00

not in peace.
Fishy is not peaceful.
Fishy is not happy.
Fishy very the "rice"

Fishy~~~~~~
In another two and the half hour I will have to take my exam.
I have no mood for it.
I have no idea of it.
I don't want to face it.

Wants to escape.
ESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!><
Life~~~
How can I hold on?
I don't feel like holding on.
I'll burst up again.

My brain got distracted.><
uneasy..
Uneasy feelings had come to me again.

Should I do it?
Is this the right choice?
Best of the best choice?
LOST...........
I can't concentrate.
I can't.

...::* Fire *::...

2010-08-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

The heat in me is very high.
I can feel it.
I have 11 more files to read.
Powerpoint slides.
Each with at least 50 and above.

I had just finish with 3 files.
What is this?
I have no more feelings.
I'm tired. I'm numb.

I do not wants to avoid.
I know what I want.
I had decided what I want.
Am I? Yes I am...><
I wants to be selfish.

Towards the conclusion.
I'm the worst GF ever in the whole world.
I'm DAMN BITCH.
Flirting around with no limitation.
Spending my times with guys.
Hanging around in useless places.
Doing things that has no benefits.
I'm a girl with un-natural faces in everyones eyes.
No one knows who am I.
I am nobody. I want to be myself.
The real me. Where to find the real me?
I'm such a bitch. Damn BITCH.

Not doing my part to flirt with him.
Not spending my time with him.
Not caring him for days.
Ignoring him.

Sleep, sleep, sleep.
Study, study, study.
Play, play, play.
Eat, eat, eat.
What else I know?

Waste of time doing this.
I have to anti social?
Anti social.
Be selfish.

SELFISH. BE ALONE.
@#$% EVERYONE IN MY LIFE.
NEVER TREAT ANYONE GOOD.
STOP THE CARES.
STOP HELPING.
STOP PLAYING.
STOP JOKING.
STOP!!!!!!!!

STOP MY LIFE.......
2012.. will you really exists?
Will you? Can you please get my life.
I'm willing to give up my life to help.

Almighty Father,
I have been talking to you lately.
I'm a useless girl.
I know you will help me throughout my life.
You exists in me since I were born.
You supported me throughout my life.
You loved me as no ones do before.
Thank GOD. You are the best.
You guided me all my ways.
Thank you...

...::* Pack *::...

2010-08-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

Coming week will be fully packed.
Exams on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
Opportunity Cost.. lol..
If I wants to pass my Economics,
I have to give up scoring high score for Maths. ><><><><

My phone!!! Yes.. I had attacked by viruses.
I reset my phone and memory card went into hospital..
BI-BO-BI-BO-BIU-BIU-BIU-BIU.. lol..
Hope everything goes well.
Sadly, went I reset my phone,
I forget to transfer all headset numbers into sim card.
Hmmmmm.. some of you were gone!!!~~ No~~~
No worries.. Someday I will get you back. ^^

Okay, after 12.30 pm of coming Thursday,
I'll relax. Let's shopping~~~
Shop into Econsave. Funny? lol..
Mothers of six kids.. lol..
12 days time..
Mood will be back to enjoy my best of the best life.

Is it really cheap?
I don't know why sudden question come. @@
2 days 1 night,
Outdoor theme park,
First world hotel
Transport fees go & bck
(some junks)
All cost RM50

Mau siam jor.. lazy jor.. 1 more file den oi oi gao.. :)

...::* Flirty *::...

2010-08-06T14:24:00.004+08:00

Current weather : Raining very very very soon.
Current mood : Lower than normal.
Current area : Block A, UCSI.
Current need : Let me be alone.

Trying to absorb Economics for coming Thursday.
Nothing come into my mind.
In and out. Ending not reached.

I had been flirty in these days.
Non-stop flirting around.
IS SO THE BITCHY.
What's the point being bitchy?
No idea.
I'm in tense. I want to stop everything and enjoy life.
This will not be happen as earth turns and human grow.
Can the earth turn faster in future?
I wants to see my future.
What I am into?

When there is faith,
We will meet again.
When we are ment to meet,
We never afraid to be apart.

I have no worries about my coursework marks.
I'm just worried for my exams.
I have to score 20 out of 40 and I'm safe.
This is tough yet I have to do it.
No matter how and what,
I still have to take the challege.
Nothing easy in life. Everythings getting tough.
Life is not great as everyone taught.

What the CRAP I'm having now?
I am now with all the rubbish in my brain.
I want to study!!!!!!!!!!
STUBBORN!!!!!!
Born to be stubborn.
I know the outcome yet I still do it.
Why? Why should I be so the stubborn!!!

Afraid? Still doing it. Why?
STUBBORN.
Stop it. Economics please.
I'm stress. Please do not stress me and let the flow come.

Next challenge:
Genting's Solero in middle August.
Ghost Festival is here!!!
What will be the case that coming out from newspaper?

Siam dulu.. Econs..
><

...::* my FIRST & LAST *::...

2010-08-05T20:14:00.002+08:00

I did it.
I had done part of my job.
Hope to be what I want.
More than that, sure will be allowed.

MALAYSIAN STUDY.
My first and last in college.
I will never want it again.
Never ever have it again.

I stressed myself for the whole night.
What I expected and suspected had come.
I'm on period!!! I'm SUPERD SCARE & NERVOUS yesterday night.
Failed to fall asleep and I keep on facebook-ing with my phone.
I'm so stress!!! This morning period came visits me.
I did not really study but glance through.
Lucky everything was fine.
THANKS TO Ms. NOORAIME.
She's great. Questions & answers totally given.

This the best exam that I ever taken.
You will have 99.9% confident to answer it.
You don't even have to think twice or even finish reading everything.
Is so fun as if you are erasing and redoing the questions in exercise book.

I'm good in walking.^^
I walked from Block A to Block C and climbed up to 5th floor.
Cool!!! Tonite I might feel the cramp. ><>

...::* Challenges *::...

2010-08-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

Blogging daily had shown how stressfull I am?
Worst thing I had done in college.
I bursted out in the public.
What is this?
What is this happening in college?
Is so the "TOH SHUI GA".
I held it so hardly.
Can't stop myself thinking.
I never wants to talk about it.
I doesn't like to voice it out.
As I would be fine with typing.

I had been torturing his heart so much.
Instead of setting free, I'm avoiding.
WHAT A BITCH?
I HAVE NO GUTS TO FACE THE TRUTH.
NO GUTS TO FACE HIM.
NO GUTS TO FACE THE PROBLEMS.

I know I am having a flowery heart.
As EVERYONE thinks so. Right? :)
As Mr. Toh Toh say so too. ^^
I had use to be a BITCH.

I numb myself. I numb myself to stop my thinking.
Even if it is running through.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE TODAY.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING RUDE.
SORRY IF I HAD BEING SCARY.
SORRY IF I HAD HURT ANYONE.
SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.

THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAD CARED & WORRIED FOR ME
SAM, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST?
(no la.. joking.. MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY)
IVY, NO WORRIES. I WILL NOT SUICIDE.
(i will hunt you)
KEN, DAILY MUMBLES.
(waste gas :P)
LEONG, what an early chat you gave.
(i will remember you.)
DAM DAM, everyday heart problem.
(Your sweet moment, the smiles of you..I dno sing><)

To everyone:
I will not done any stupid things to my life.
Although I hate minor of it.
COMMIT SUICIDE will never happen to me.
It would happen, with meaningful purpose.
Wasting GOD's creation will be a sin.
No matter what, I will never ever suicide.
NO WORRIES FOR ME.

Currently, I think I like caps and guy's jacket.
Today a jacket was brought.
Noob sales. She cut the tag without price tag.
She left the tag with the price tag.
RM 129.90--!!!
I got 3 answer after discount!!!
I don't know how to fold!!!
NOOB DAO~ =.=

Striking jacket.
Attraction NUMBER 1. SO CUTE!!!
Feel like having one.. LOL...

...::* Here again *::...

2010-08-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

YES. Is me. I am here again.
We are on argue again.
How long this will be on?

I really have no mood on my exams.
"NO WORRIES, STAY LUCKY."
Will it work when no effort were done?
The phrase just used to comfort people around me.
It doesn't goes to me.

I told him.
I told him i will be on a hoilday with college friends.
The plan having 80% possibility to success.
We will never meet?
What does that mean?
I know is hurtfull.
I have not been on a holiday with you.
Did you plan it?

Today I plan to meet you up in FunOK cafe or KFC.
Plans go smooth if my sis going at 9 am.
If 9 am, I will done my things by 11 and meet you up.
Have a lunch with you till 2pm comes.
Instead of going college at 9 am,
My sis have class at 11am. ><
This is why I did not let you know my planning.
I'm not lying..
PLEASE!!!
PLEASE DO NOT SAY I LIE TO YOU GUYS WHEN I DID NOT DO SO!!!
I'M FREAKING DISLIKE IT. ><

Anyhow, THANKS A LOT TO TAN YI RU.
Although is warm.
Eat it when still hot^^
This always what human said..
THANK YOU.

...::* No.. *::...

2010-08-01T20:32:00.004+08:00

-Happy birthday, my DEER-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY HOW!!!!!
I know you will LOVE ME DAMN MUCH!!!
Your dream come true.. haha..
As if I'm the one who stalk.. ><

Thursday will be the day.

First exam, Malaysian Studies..

I'm still with my loitering mood.

I open up my file and I fall asleep.

The mood just doesn't come to me.

Currently playing with my desktop background.

Nothing special. ><

I want something special when I on it.

How am I doing lately?

I'm still lost in all directions.

Make myself not to think..><

I want to play.

Mom let me join my college friend for vacation during this sem break.

@@ Is it real? Lol.. Usually moms doesn't allow to do so??

Anyhow, hope is on.

The feels will be so much different from going with family.

-Guys in Black-

-Girl in white-
- Foreign + local members-

-Baby Aaron + Ivy (dun kill me)-
-Years of friend, The beast :P-

-Always Three-

-My bitch-

...::* Lost *::...

2010-07-31T12:01:00.002+08:00

Whoever doesn't like to be pampered?
No matter how strong you go,
You still feels the loneliness in some days.
Secure, love, and pamper..

Different people giving different feels.
How I wish to have a heartless living things.
That comes to me when I need it.
Goes away when I do not need it.
Feelings playing around in our heart.

Exams here but I'm not putting my effort in it.
I wants to get the scholarship but I'm not putting any effort on it.
Currently, my results showed that I can pass all subjects.
As for scoring, I have to fight in coming weeks.
Feelings come to be the distraction.
Hardly for me to control my feelings and emotions.

Whenever studies come to mind,
Problems start involving,
and I ended up with sleeping.

Avoid not a good way to solve.
Everyone knows about it but no one able to stop it.
Truth that everyone wants, not what everyone expected.

I'm totally lost.
I don't know what I want.
i don't even know how to express my feelings.
No one able to help myself if I don't help myself.
I wants to be alone in white place.
A place where I used to be during the previous months.

...::* So WRONG *::...

2010-07-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

For this moment.
For this minute.
And this time.

I feel the guilty,
I feel the fa*king bitch existed in me.
I feel bad..

I broke his heart. ><
So damn MAX BAD..
My heart soring..

Sorry.. Sorry.. and sorry..
I know this will not be forgived.
This is a serious case that will be unforgiven.

I have been so childish since getting into college life.
I'm EXTREME CLOSE WITH FRIENDS.
Especially GUYS.
Even forgets the status of being couple?

Being love is something prefered by everyone.
I have it but... I'm not appreciating it??
I'm sorry. I'm a damn bitch..

I have been complaining about my boyfriend.
I did not realise the problems actually occured from me.
I blame. I blame him. I blame him more than blaming myself.
I'm selfish.
I should not be loved.
I should not have a boyfriend that treats me good.
I should not be having someone that love me more than I love him.

I'm not a good girlfriend.
I'm not spending my time with him.
I'm wasting most of my life in college.
Once I reach home, I'll be on my dream.
I don't care his feeling... ><

I'M SO THE WRONG THIS TIME...
I'M SO OVER...
I'M DAMN OVER...
OVER THE LIMIT...

2010-07-28T23:09:00.001+08:00

...::* What you'll do? *::...

2010-07-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

What will you do?
When you are not in the mood,
What will you do?

I'll eat and eat and eat.

I'll eat non-stop and uncontrollable when:
I'm happy,
I'm not happy,
Few days before monthly period.

Is there another way to realease all problems?
Sobbing? Is tiring to sob.

...::* Sneaked *::...

2010-07-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

Seems to have too much of outings.
I sneaked out again?
OMG la.. What's this?
Skipped class.. lol..

Lecture class ended at 9 something and we headed to Times at 10 am.
What an embarassing momment I had. ><
Unforgiven for myself. haha..
We went for bowling at Times and to Gasonline for lunch.
I dropped the bowling ball just before my throw.. ><
Embarrassing.. >< The sound was so loud..
I can't stop laughing once I recall the moment.. ><
Gasoline food wasn't nice. DISLIKE.

Later, we went for KopiBoy after our class.
Ice Kacang makes me recover.^^
Three of us went for desserts only.
Head back to college and back home!!!

Home sweet home..
I love you so the much!!!
MY BEDTIME!!!
Such a wonderfull sleeps I've got. ><
I slept too much. haha..

Final is here.
Next week will be the final.
Why no feeling?
Neither preparing nor prepared.
Hanging around with useless stuff.
Stop all events and daydreaming.
GET TO STUDIES PLEASE..

...::* Meaningless *::...

2010-07-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

Does make sense but I have to face it.
Stand up still and hold it strong.
Is barely to hold it but forced to hold.

I did not went home after a class and waited till 5 pm.
I really planned to take the shuttle bus with Ivy.
Travel along the way to Tasik Selatan-Northwing UCSI and back to Southwing.
The first bus came. As our buttocks were so heavy as we failed to carry it up.
The second bus arrived, as Amber wants to join us too.
While taking our queue, the bus were fulled.
We went on to Block A and used up our time there.

Today's me wasn't the real me.
No.. not me..
I skipped a class and walked alone all around the college.
As sky was so cloudy that gives me an enjoyable walk.
I sat aside enjoying the sky..
When the sky will fall?
As I was enjoying, I saw something happened.
A Honda City reverse and banged a Proton Saga.
Malaysia's car upgraded?
Both the car not injured.

My Life~~~
How I had coloured it, I had to be responsible with it.
Time flies damn fast. Take the challenge. Fight for whatever it is.
Face it, Go trough it and handle it till the last breathe I can.
Please grow. Is a MUST FOR YOU TO GET MATURE.
I believe I can fly~
I believe I can touch the sky~

Fine.. @@

I don't bursted,

I won't feel better.

Please let me burst to the MAX.

...::* Oppsy *::...

2010-07-23T20:20:00.002+08:00

First of all, SORRY~~~ :)
Angin naik jor manyak..
Sudden anger came and bursted without purpose.. ><
So regretful.. FEEL SO BAD..
How can I do this to friends?
What is this?
YONG KA LING!!!

Woot... First formal presentation just passed.
No worries but nervous. ><
I get all numbers into my mind and deleted on the spot.
I LIKE YOU, VIVIAN TAN.. lol..
I hate you, "TWINS BROTHER".
We did not did it with purpose but instructed by lecturer la..
I failed!!! My presentation make me a failure.
I forgets, I refer, I look, I tongue twisted & I have no eye contact.
FAILURE NUMBER ONE IN PRESENTATION.

Hmm.. have to prepare for tomorrow's BABY CUTE (BBQ)
Busy, Buzzy, Busy, Buzzy, & Z, z, Z...
Meet you guys~~~ :P

...::* WHY AM I SO FREE~~ *::...

2010-07-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

keke..
Why am I so free to blog in these days?
I'm just bored and do not know what to do.
That's why I am here. keke..

What I had realised.. hmmmmm..
My college friends were all with english name.
No english name don't be my friend..
Muahahahahaha.. JOKING*** hehe..
You guys just great..
Never taught of meeting you guys. LOL..
FAITH hor? IVY HOW, FATT GAN HAO~~~
(i duno wen u look at tis, I just wanna make u..haha.. :P)
Muuuuuu muuuuu muuuuu muuuu muaxxxx~~ wahahahahaha..

Presentation this Friday.. Oh no~~~ Takut ><
My job is to MEMORISE NUMBERS!!! no~~~
IS SO SO SO SO SO THE DIFFICULT!!!

I think most of you do not realise that I have difficulty in pronoucing "R" & "S" sound?
Thanks to you, CHAN WAI HOONG. lol..
I know is fun for you to listen to my "Internet Explorer".
Hmm.. I've got difficulty in a word. Tongue cacat..haha

YONG KA LING!!!!!!
YOUR VOICE SO THE BITCH!!!
YOU BITCHY VOICE!!!
lol.. do not criticise.. ><

Is God's give..
Thanks God.. :)
Sorry my dearest God.
Talk to you tonite. :)
hehe..

...::* Useless *::...

2010-07-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

I rest a lot but is not really helping me. ><
Sounds so bad. haha..
I slept until 5pm.
How I wish it feels better. Stop dreaming.
Neither worst nor better. haiz...
Immune system rosak >< haha.. Ki siao..

Guess What?? Guess what???
KA LING SKIP CLASS TOMORROW!!!
wow~ KaLing also skip class de..
My very first time to skip class.. haha..

I'll make sure i'll go bed at 11.30pm tonite!
Is a M-U-S-T!!! OKAY?? haha..

I want GAT ZAI SHUI~~~

...::* BORED *::...

2010-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Sienz..

...::* Not allowed *::...

2010-07-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

I need cooler.
My internal body's temperature is high.
Started since before I had my this month's period.
My pimples showing up non-stop. ><

I can't breathe~~!!! arhhh~~ booooo~~~ roar!!!
I'm not having a flu or sore throat.
I have no idea on what they are.
I have got minor cough, kinda a lot of phlegm, and nose stuck with nothing.
Disable me to breathe. >< GASPING FOR AIR~~~ lol.. (crazy)

Time changed. Nope. My daily schedule changed.
Napping hours increases and I woke up damn late from my nap.
Nowadays, I took 2-3 hours of nap. What's this!!!
I'll take a LONG, LONG & EXTREMLY LONG REST in my little Sem break.

Presentations!!!!!!!!!!
Get my voice box back and all out!!! ><
SICKNESS & ILLNESS NOT ALLOWED!!!

Hmm.. why should it be like this.
Each time when BBQ event coming soon,
I'll have sore throat.
Please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Not this time. >< hehe..

WO HAO LE QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...::* YoYoYo *::...

2010-07-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

Pretty busy these days.
What else?
College life.

First sem gonna end?? wooohooo~~
Is third month. phewwwww~~
Many lessons I had learnt throughout the months.
All kinds of human getting into my life too.
Is exciting yet tiring. ><
Give me a break! >< haha..
I did something bad today. ><
I know is very bad. SORRY~~ hehe..
Feel so sorry, Dootz Dootz I'm so sorry~

I've been hanging myself in the previous week.
Coming weeks will be filled with nervous.
I did my very first presentation today!!!
OMG!!! I present without preparing anything.
Sounds "LAO YA" but we are the first group to present.
Also the first group who dare to raise up our hand and get to them.
Sadly some exciting slides unable to show up.
I must show it in coming presentation.
Let you guys "WOooOW" with it.. lol..

Fui~ Yoh!
I'm hyper today. No idea to answer you "WHY".
Why~ Why~ Tell me why~

I meet someone in WONG KOK this afternoon.
Fui~Yoh~ I get crazy.. haha..
Non-stop 'HI-ing' with him. lol..
I do mean HI-BYE's hi but not get high.. okay..haha
I know I'm Superb crazy..

hmmmmmmmmm.....
Ntg to say dy..
SORRY DUDE.. haha.. ><

...::* End of Midterm *::...

2010-07-03T19:39:00.004+08:00

Mid term had just end last Thursday for all subjects.

I'm not in the luck as I should in the luck.

Too close..

The seat with average difficulty paper should goes to me.

Sadly, I let the seat to my dearest friend.

I would had the easier paper instead of tough paper.

The lecturer just great.

Making 3 sets of paper and I get the tough ones..

I'll remember you, B1!!!

You make me tension!!!

You make me pressure!!!

You make me wanna burst out!!!

Lucky for all of you guys that take B paper. ><

Guess what???

KA LING WATCH PORN!!! lol.. ==

Friday was my Film & Arts Appreciation subject.

Every after lecture a movie will be played.

The previous one screened some 18sx thing but still censored type.

This time.. OMG man!!!

Why pornographic movie to be screened??? Zz..

Few more classes to go.

What will be the next pronographic movie?

What's the level of the pornographic movie? Zz.. lol la..haha

Dig-dugging formal cloths for in case.

Every presentation I don't wish to wear formally.. ><>

How I wish so.

Is a problem for me to have formal cloth that suit my size and length. Zz..

Most of it short and wide.. I'm long and small.. @@

Current colour cloth I seeking: Blue.

Going for yellow next time.

...::* Unhappy & Unsatisfy *::...

2010-06-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

I'm not in the mood la..
Group just formed the previous week and dateline were here.
What is this??? Doing 6 persons work? 6 in 1..(nescafe) lol..
You guys doesn't care but I care.
I wanted to be selfish!!! AND I AM SELFISH.
So what? Zz..
I'm also a human that need entertainment and enjoyment la..Zz..
Anyhow, thanks to Ivy How. lol..
I'm going to be lessbo soon. lol.. joking.

Not gonna let myself retake any subjects.
Fine, let's make up my mind.
Once I failed any one of the subject,
I'll discussed about the high class chicks matter with mom. LOL..

Unsatisfy result I got.
I'm not satisfy with myself.
I'm SAD!!! My heart broke when I saw it!!!
I'll still try my best for you!!!
I will never give up for your dream!!! Lol..

Fighting for nothing.

Just fight for it.

Aimless.

...::* No good *::...

2010-06-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

I took my Office Application Midterm and result turned out not good.
Currently I have got 18.5/30 %.
What's this? So poor..

I just finished my Economics exam and something bad happen to me. ><
Just before the exam, I told my friend by left that I DON'T FEEL SAFE!!!
Guess what had happen to me?

The conversation of me and the international student:
"Can you help me out with my MCQ?"
"Erm....... I'm not confident with my answers."
"Is okay, whatever you wrote, you have to show me!"
"Erm....." ( I smiled and feeling uncomfortable)

Is so much scary that I ever taught.
Her friend, guys, black, surrounding me.. ><
Her eyes, is like going to eat me up.
Like lion..>< SCARE ME!!! T____T
I shouldn't had change place and should stick close with Ken.. LOL.. ><
Too tame..>< LOL haha..
This the second exam that people asking me answer..><
I'm too kind? Lol.. I have to face of giving answer? ><
I'll sit between my friends in future. (when I remember)
Never alone. DANGEROUS!!!

Dinner time.. hehe..
Hope to score well too.
Lecturer's english sucks max.
I don't get what her questions want..><
Is over.. Fight for Algebra next.

...::* Yes *::...

2010-06-16T11:52:00.002+08:00

Algebra Test 1,
Office Application Midterm,
&
Malaysian Study Midterm.
IS OVER!!!

3 more to go.
Algebra, I'll fight with you.
Economics, I'll not give up!!!
Film & Arts, My gosh... Zz..

What kind of subject is this?
Lecturing 2 pictures for an hour.
Giving anime for us to watch.
I skipped half of the show and I'll be facing problem soon.
I don't want to fail this but I can't stand on it.

After class on Monday,
We went for Leisure Mall for waffle but is too early.
So Ken went for car racing while me and Ivy went for gift.
Something nice we found in Mini Toons.
Amazing bra.. We brought it. lol..
A amazing bra as birthday gift.
Nice one.. :P Not showing now..

Ling ling ar..

Brush up please..

You are very left out..

Stop taking your time..

...::* LingLingAr*::...

2010-06-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with you!!!
Ohh~ Ohh~ Ohh~ O~ O~
Lol..

Defeated by emotion. ^^
Emotion control me more than I control my emotion.
What a loser.. Zz..
Is obvious that something gone happen with me. hohoho..

I know he has nothing to do with those girls but is just a normal reaction.
Jealous does not occurs mean I had no more feel la..
I know I'm EXTREMELY OVER THE LIMIT.
Sorry for both of you.
This the way we communicate.

I didn't mean to hurt you but just PLAYFUL.
I know you are totaly hurted by me.
Yes, I broke your heart.
I broke it badly.
You told me you have no feelings on me but you don't want to break up.
This means what??? I don't really get it.
I don't know what are you thinking.

I have no confident in getting back your broken heart to a normal heart. ><
I have no confident on my exams.
No confident for most of the things.

KALING!!! Wake up!!! wake up~ wake up~ Is Saturday night.. lol..
Anyhow, life has to go on.
Follow the flow.
Is mine, it will be mine.
Is not mine, no point begging.
KALING, GROW UP PLEASE!!!

Experience seems to be useless for me.
Dependent girl. Please get more independent.
National service not effective for me.
I'm always depending on people.
When will I get more independent?
Never.
Never ever independent.
Whenever I go, I'll have people protecting. (I guess)

Once again, history repeating?
Hope what I taught will not come true.

Besides, I wants to have a great thanks to GOD.
I know you hear what I says.
I know you feels what I'm feeling.
I know you are here for me.
You protecting and safeguarding me.
I know you'll give me eternal life.

TALKING TO YOU JUST GREAT...
Love yah..Beloved GOD.

...::* Snap, Snap, Snap *::...

2010-06-11T20:58:00.004+08:00

-Emotionless-

-High Blood Pressure-

-Short eye lashes-

-No comment-

-Watery eyes-

...::* MidTerm *::...

2010-06-11T15:27:00.003+08:00

Mid term starting right after Sunday.
Time for exams. Get prepared.
I had just finish my Algebra test 1.
How I wish to tackle all question without any mistakes. ><
Is just 13 question!!! You Failure! You bitch! Such a failure!! Noob ass.. ><
Influence!!! Influence!!!

Never expected.
A great lecturer we have in UCSI.
Each questions provided for each students were not the same.
Great Cats who wanna be " THE COPY MEOW MEOW".
Copy smartly.^^
I know the PASS leader, Ivy & me having high hopes on YOU BOTH (i noe u wun c it^^).
Hope and wish our effort for you guys will not be wasted.
Even my mom says that I'm crazy.
Exams at 9.30 am and we woke up at 6.30 am for preparations.
You guys must score!!! PLEASE~~~ lol..

I'm very very very very very TIRED~!!!
Insomnia!!! I can't sleep well or even falling asleep.
What should I do???
I used to explode myself to release any anger or pressure. ><
Is useless.

Ling Ling~ where have you been?
You leave me?
Where have you been hiding?
I lost most of my smiles, my laugh, my tease, my luck and.........
Whatever. Lost everything soon.

WHEN THE WORLD WILL END???

I can't end my life by myself.
It will be a sin to God. ><
lol.. I have not been telling problems.
Why should I keep all the things by myself?
Why should I be SO STUBBORN?
Why should I cry alone?
Why?
Why am I hiding every problems?
Why there's no ways to solve?

I'm so so so NEGATIVE.

Left out for most of the things that i'll usually do.
I miss walking alone.
I miss building castle in the sky.
I miss myself, the truly me.
National Service's Character Building class is not working anymore?

-LING LOSER-

...::* Unsafe *::...

2010-06-05T11:38:00.003+08:00

Lol..
Yesterday BanKok came my house for a moment.
Before leaving, we chatted in front of the door.

Suddenly 2 car speeded up away.
Imbalance of a car attracted my mom's attention.
Later a girl running behind and chasing the car.
She screamed that her car stolen.
Stupid neighbour in the car and the security guard on his motor.

The guard ask the girl to run to the guard house and tell the front guard.
EAT FAECES!!!
The neighbour get down from car listen and back into car then leave.
ANOTHER FAECES FOR HIM!!!

The girl return and shouted "My brother!! My brother with them!!"
Kipnap case.

My housing area not safe anymore!!!
Is 6 pm only. Sky still bright.

...::* Fastest way of getting slim and thin *::...

2010-06-02T11:43:00.004+08:00

Want to be slim and thin?

For sure is everyone's dream. lol..
This THE ONLY WAY & below image is the experienced creature.. haha..

Work!!!
But you'll show this when reporting to the hell or heaven. ^^

...::* Happy Birthday Mr.Toh *::...

2010-06-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

He is old!!! LOL...
I should had get a cake from Secret yesterday.

Instead of that, I went for sleep when Toh came.

I woke up after he leave. lol..

I'm tired.

Not tired of studies but playing.

The Dentyne promoting in UCSI and we joined by clicking LIKE.

A box of it will be given and also sticker for us.

What the things that happening!!!

I get crazy with stickers!

I get 3 pieces of it so I stick on friend.

Chasing and sticking. OMG la..

I'm in college?? lol..

-Sticker attack by me.^^-

I'm depressed once I think of coming year.
Mid term is here. Soon to be final and a semester will end.
New semester coming and ending, then the last.
I will have to go for degree course and I still not sure with my direction.
What really needed by me?
Can I really do it?
I'm into art field?
Is this the right path?

I don't mind study but once about future, I don't like it.
I have to think about the right degree course.
Accounting?
Financing?
Marketing?
These aren't my interest?

KALING!!! Wake up!!!
Stop your brain to work negatively!!!
You choosen!!! So, just do it.. ><

I NEED YOU IN SUDDEN.
YOU, WHAT I WANT THE MOST.

Get healthy, get married & get rich.
Then, stay home or shops as I want.
(No brain nerves to be struggle)

LOL.. stop dreaming.

2010-05-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

I'm a girl.Lol.. Is obvious la..
I am actually care about my beauty too..
There isn't a girl that do not care bout their beauty. LOL..
Those who say they don't care means they are a liar? ^^
I'm using too much onto face.

A daily usage of cleanser,
A moisturizer for every night,
A blackhead remover for twice a week,
A mask per week.

Is kinda costly to use many mask.
The current mask I tried on from Garnier.
Is it useful?
I don't know but the feeling will shock you for the first time.
You will feel the burning. It might be the zinc.

Should try the feeling. lol..-cleanser-
-Blackhead remover-
-Moisturizer-
-The burning mask. lol-

At last!!!
I found you!!! The hair clips that I hunting for.
At last I found it in Anggerik's night market.
Every night market and shops I went to does not have it any more.
I brought back the same color.
Black & yellow, which had lost and broke in camp.
Hunted so long for the same size, same style and same color.

-5 for RM2, found you!! haha-

...::* Illegal driver *::...

2010-05-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

Lol.. Friday classes were all cancelled.
Algebra class and also Economics.
Ken planned to see the mices.
Aaron came and joined us. LOL..
Ages of time we never been together.

Young, games will be the main topic.
Now, girls and cars will be the problems? lol..
When guys meet together will ended up with competting.
Influece!!! >< hehe..

Robovrski is cute!!
Don't really know how to spell.

Attended PASS Session today.
FUN***
A class where only 2 students including the degree student who guide us.
Maths hurt brain nerves >< but is fun.
Trigonometry coming very soon!!!~
I'll need PASS Session a lot.

Ongoing with
...cover & resume assignment (rare-zoom-me) nice~ haha..
...flyers designing assignment

...::* Too close *::...

2010-05-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

Too close..
Lol..
Instinct?
I can predict that my name to be call!!!
COOL?

She has the habits of asking question after her lecturing.
The lucky person goes to....
Surely not me. >< haha..

After the person who had answered..
She looking through attendance list.
Looking, looking & looking..
I grapped Ken's biceps in sudden... lol..
He asked me why..
"I don't want to be the one!!!"
"YONG KA LING" she called. >< >< ><
I raised up my hand and the both side "luck-ing".

Lucky it was the right answer.. haha..
Wandering I had gained 1%? hohoho..
Stop dreaming.

My left & right said: "Almost my name to be called."
What bout me? called.

...::* Me Me *::...

2010-05-23T22:21:00.004+08:00

Well, my life forever in Cheras area.
For the moment and in future,
Any upcoming event that needed gifts will be done by DarDar.^^
Sorry friends.

Everyone do afraid of losing their beloved ones.. hohoho..
I had once lost(kie, i'm getting confuse with lost n lose) my trust for HIM. haha..
Is just in days time. I guess.

My love had been stolen once and broke into the smallest pieces.
I do think and still thinking.
WHAT IF HE CHEATS MY LITTLE HEART ALSO?
Nah~ stop thinking. Think when it really comes. ><
Dar brought me shirt?
Hmm... I had once brought something looks like this but is not shorts type.
Sadly, my height unable me to dress into it. TT I'm not suitable in this style?
Looks weird for me due to my height. ><
What do I look like? Kid? haha..

-Not suit me??-

Dar, I hurt you most and I still the one who love you most? haha..
How much I love you?
No No.. I can't answer this question because love = uncountable nouns.
T-hee... muaxx..

-674 on 230510-

-I don't know where's my leg.-

...::* Happy Belated Teacher's Day *::...

2010-05-20T23:13:00.004+08:00

Teacher's Day fall on Sunday for this year.
I passed over a gift to Hot Toh.. lol..
Happy Teacher's Day.

Wednesday, went for assignment discussion and later MeiTheng joined for the gym.
LOL... Is totally FULL... Unable to enjoy.
Sorry MeiTheng.
Sorry WaiHoong. FFK you.. ^^
Later meet up with dar also and three of us enjoy a movie.

I'm tired now.. lol..
I joined for Peer Assisted Study Session, (PASS).
I don't need a pass. I NEED DISTINCTION. haha..
This the reason I am going for it.
Guess what? The class held by a student that excel in the subject.
The 1 hour 30 min classes started and ended up with TWO STUDENTS ONLY.
Should be THREE. Include Eric, the one who taught us. (not Erica's dad)^^.

It should be helpful? Is more likely to be a FOC and 1 on 1 tuition.^^
Test 1 for algebra coming pretty soon. I guess so.
LOL..
I need dar around for my food.^^
Extremely slow when I eat with college mates.
Unable to finish what I ordered.
Hohoho.. Waster..
Thanks KenNie for today.. ^^ haha..

...::* Smile *::...

2010-05-15T22:39:00.003+08:00

There is no human that doesn't flirt. lol..
I saw him flirting that I had ever seen.
I admit that I flirt but there is still a limit.
Whatever.
I know whatever I says I'll be the one who to be blamed.
No one will belief on what the crapping things it is.
Fu*king Ling. You su*ks Ling..
Crappy..

So what? I'm not feeling easy with what you had done.
I'm here to express.. Whatever it is i'll try not to care.
Will I do so? Zz..
Ling, YOU PRETTY SUCKS!!! You better go lifeless!!!

Roar...................
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.........................
ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................

Always with the smile....okay? :-)

Be truth, I'm careless..
In the lecture room,
I can "TERSEPIT" my finger into the place where the table hidden.

What now? I accidentally hit my lui lui's tooth.
My tumb get's it..

Sorry to all my fingers.

...::* LOL *::...

2010-05-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today we had Algebra & Trigo class.
This the largest class?
What a joke. lol..
I sit with my friend, Ivy and a unknown by right.

Not bad what.. My maths hasn't rotten yet.^^
I manage to do but just slow.
I was doing and I found that the unknown beside me do not know how to do.
Can felt that he is looking at my answer but I ignore.

After lesson, Ivy and I talked about it.
She told me that when she turned to me,
The unknown besides me quickly turned down and act as if he is doing. LOL..
Is cute!!! Junior's style brought into college life too. haha..

Is bad to laugh at people but...
If we try to speak out to help them,
They might be like " I don't need your help. "
When we aren't helping,
They will think "LC le.. know also don't teach."

Anyhow, I enjoyed the most in Algebra class for the moment.
I guess I need help when Trigo chapter starts.
As in add math's trigo, I'm facing problems.
I'll get PASS for help?

Currently taking :
Economics,
Films & Arts
Algebra & Trigo
Malaysian Study
Office Applications

Bless me~ lol..

...::* EMBARASSING *::...

2010-05-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

LOL...
Today is Wednesday!!!
I'm off on Wednesday.
Guess what.

The first time I get embaressed in college.
Announcement will not be annoucing by teachers or lecturers anymore.
Announcement will be announce through emails or some poster on notice board.
OMG la.. So an email i received.

I was confused with the poster.
Whether all May 2010 intakes include Foundation's student or only the degree students.
Is obvious that highlighted words are COMPULSORY FOR MAY INTAKE.

SO SO SO SORRY to... Later people laugh at you guys no good. lol..
I did not know about it. haha..
I asked someone what does the email mean too.
He told me to attend it.
That is why.. SORRY~~ ==

We went into the hall,
Sitted most behind and jumped to middle seats.
We were ask to fill up the front seats and we went for the first row.
ESH!!!
After 30 minutes, we asked "Foundation students need this?"

She did not answer instead she face to everyone and asked..

"Is there foundation students here?"
No response.
We return everything and walk off in front of so many students.

The indian boy behind told us to seat and won't be that embarassing.
Instead of doing so, we went off.. lol..
I walked alone from the college to the end of the night market.
Then, reverse for another half of the night market and get into car at 7.33 pm.
I walked for an hour.

I tried to hunt for my hair clips.
The style of the clip that I hunting for facing extinction?
I could not get it anymore.
I'm bored going school with with Mickey & black Mickey.
Miss you clips!!!
I lost one in camp and broke one in camp on the last night.

-Clip that I hunting for-

...:* Ling *::...

2010-05-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

I got tummy!!!
Usually a singlet shirt will be nice when returning to hometown.
As it would be very hot and sweats.
Last Sunday, i chosen one that is kinda tight.
It shows my tummy out..
Yucks la.. UGLY!!! UGLY!!!
BIG TUMMY!!!
See it.. lol...

Sit up not working?
Metabolism getting lower...

I'm always ugly.
Real me are much more ugly than me in the images.

I had class every 8 am.
I have to wake up at 6.45am.
Wandering what time for those who need do Opera show. lol..
My Monday class officially end at 8pm.
So, their faces will be layered with petroleum or something for 12 hours++?

I'll protect my face!!! lol..

I went Boston for lunch.
I had the idea for Mr. Hotdog in coming belated teachers' day. ^^
Hunting for material!!!
Hope to be done in week of time^^.
Show you guys next time^^

...::* First lesson *::...

2010-05-06T18:24:00.005+08:00

Dig dug-ing places for my study stuff.
My place where I use to get my knowledge had conquered by my younger sister.
Currently in an oven that left out for years. lol..
I'm just describing my so call STORE ROOM.

Class started at 9.30 but Ken Nie took me at 8.
We reach the college doing nothing at the entrance.
Today was the first time I gets to finish up Suduko.
Is fun and challenging and not as I taught that difficult.

I attended for Algebra & Trigonometry class today.
The first class just passed in just minutes of time.
Not bad.^^

It has been long years not spending time talking to Ken Nie.
Well, we will have to time to talk from morning till afternoon.
Hopes not getting bored seeing me every college hours and end of college hours.
Lol.. How I wish the one will be HIM.^^ hohoho.. Dreaming***

Yesterday night, I went to bed at 10.45 pm.
I saw my elder sister's shadow.
Making me feeling that she is preparing for work.
Guess what.
Is just 11.45 pm. What is it??? The sun isn't up yet and I just taken hour of nap?
Desperately waiting for the sky to get bright. : )
Lucky Ivy message me or else I would had waited for the sky to bright for 7 hours.

...::* College life begins, Classes not started yet *::...

2010-05-05T20:07:00.003+08:00

On the 3rd, i attended my first class.
So called Office Application. some kind of computer stuff.
Input, Output and so on.
I'm not really interested in computer. I guess?
When classes begin, I'll have to survive with COMPUTER for 3 hours. sienz?

13 subjects to be done within 3 semester.
Can I cope with it? No idea. I'll try my best into it.
I meet new friends. Nope. Should be friend*.
A girl named Ivy where we meet in our second class at night.
She is kind of a nice girl. Hope to help each other as much as possible.^^ haha..

One week 4 days to college.
Not bad I think? I can rest every 2 days of college-ing.

Look. This is cute. KAWAII~ lol..
Hmm.. I'm really fat.
No. I'm really chubby but this will last me around 1 to 2 more months.
It will be not as chubby as now I'm in.^^

...::* Big Spend *::...

2010-05-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

Spending in what way?
After returning from camp,
I starts to dig and dug for clothes and shoes and so on.
Today I spent a lot I guess?
Clothes takes me RM 61
A calculator cost me RM50
A pair of shoe cost RM30
A keyboard protector RM10

Feeling bad..><
Dad work so hard and have to pay for loans and pay for our fees.
and we spent so much..
Returning from camp just make me non-stop spending money.
But I'll spend it wisely..^^

Having a new calculator..
I'm alienate to it.

Something strange that less people does. (I guess?)
I used a vacuum cleaner to vacuum my keyboard.
Should I call keyboard?
Because is on my notebook.
I vacuum it before the protector was on it.. haha..

...::* I'm not really happy *::...

2010-04-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

I smile & I laugh doesn't mean I'm really happy.
I'm in frustration on choosing courses.
Foundation classes aren't easy too.
Memorising and calculating.
I neither good in memorise nor calculate.
I'm just good for nothing.

The first day of orientation in UCSI.
I meet up with Wai Hoong, Ken Nie & Aaron Chin.
I'm taking same course as Ken Nie but he don't really have the problem.
Ice breaking games doesn't seems to be fun.
Is like repeating what I had done in National Service.

I'm not happy..
I'm not...
I'm not happy..
I'm flooding right after this!!!!!!!!

Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!
Not happy!!!

...::* Lifeless *::...

2010-04-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to blog!!!
I'm bored but I had used with it..

SSM granted me an extra 'A' for my SPM result.
The certificate given by them wasn't appreciate by me.^^
Not only me but my brother too.
Because is fake!!!
I only had 5 A nia..
The fake cert were thrown on table like rubbish.

Orientation coming next week.
Wai Hoong!!! See you soon. haha..
I'm kinda nervous about it.

New car coming soon by next week too..
I'm excited and also nervous!!!
I'm not nervous that I have a car to get to where I want.
I'm nervous that I don't know how to drive!!!
Joke? Is not a joke.
Seriously. I FORGOT HOW TO DRIVE!!!

Everyone asked whether I brought my P back.
Answer : No. ^^
I'll just wait for the car come and start learning and get use on driving.

...::* IKO *::...

2010-04-07T21:31:00.003+08:00

I-K-O

This is biscuit's brand.
Heard of it? sure right? haha..
For me, I just know about LEXUS.
I've never heard about IKO till I went into camp.

Thanks friend.
Introducing me to a new and better choice of biscuit. LOL..
Is actually quite nice and healthy too..
Healthy food will not taste good?
This taste alright for me.

Another brand of biscuit tasted was OatKrunch.
These not bad too.. I guess?
I prefer oat biscuits better choice.^^

"E core" lol.. the way I called where others called it I-K-O.

...::* Mix *::...

2010-04-04T23:38:00.005+08:00

Last Friday I taught of making sushi.
Everything had prepared but ended up with..

Everything had prepared.

lol.. Expired NORI!!!
The most important ingredient to make sushi..
The rice half wasted and half were eaten with unwillingly. lol.

3/4/10
Yesterday was BK's belated birthday celebration at FunOK.
I guess it was OK? haha..
I went home earlier. Not really early too..
Is Easter. So I "siam" and get changed and left for St. Francis church.
From a shorts to a 3/4 pants..(paying respect to praying places)
This my VERY first time to church with Easter celebration.
It was nice to have candle lighted up from one to one..
Besides, I feel proud that I get to follow better now.
I don't feel to be the stranger to the church.
This should be greatly thanks to NS for leading me to a religion.
I'm no longer a bullshitter?(yiru told me free thinker=bullshitter) lol..
However, I still have a lot more to learn for these but something does not allow me yet.
So, Buddism will still be stated but Christian's ways to pray. lol..

Thanks to a pastor came to camp to guide us to an eternal life.
Thanks to Chris, the one who had borrowed book and taught me to pray.
Thanks to Stephanie who shares bible with me and accompanied me during church.
Thanks to all Methodist or Catholic friends.
Lastly, Thanks to Father who treated us mineral water and also mandarins. lol..

As for my dar, I don't know why.
At home, I feel to be single.
While outside, i'll be in relationship.
As I had said, I had change.
My attitude CHANGED.
I feel to be cold when we do not meet and get sweet when meet up.
I know this would be hard for him.

I don't know what's his planning after all.
Helping out in kiosk as his jobs?
Enjoying his life and take his times on bed?
I really have no idea.
I damn wants to get to college now.
The more I rest, the more I rotten.
Everytime I hears from people that college life stress,
I'll be more afraid of going to the stressing place.
MAKE IT FAST!!!

Today I went back to hometown.
A bird nest with a birdie..
It's mom wasn't around and it is hungry.
I can't hunt a grasshopper so I took a small piece of cake.
Is SO CUTE!!! I feed it. haha..
Is happy to be a minute mom to that bird. lol..haha..
I want to pet it... haha..
Impossible. I can't fly. I can't teach it HOW TO FLY. haha..

wants food..

...::* Happy Belated Birthday *::...

2010-03-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday To my Dar.
This the only gift I manage to make and give to him.
I rushed to make it for Dar on my birthday.
I had make the shape few days before my birthday.
I taught it won't be success so I did not plan to continue.
But ended up with finishing it on my birthday.
I had done it and given to dar but is not dried yet till now.

Ta Da~

Chocolate cake.
Ugly cake right?
haha...

...::* Outings *::...

2010-03-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

I had changed or what?
Whenever we went out with presents of my dar,
We will definitely quarrel.
What's the point of quarrel?
Ended up with "beh song" to each other.
Is our problem but why should we make it and show it to the world?

Is so much pain that you hurt my hands.
Rather to be have scars by my baby girl.
The strength that guys and girls are different.
Although my strength might increased from the camp but is still me.
After back from camp,
I'm not behaving like "the previous me".
But you have to give me time to return back to usual me.

Sorry friend, Theng.
I had troubled you too.
No next time ba^^.
Thanks friend. lol..

Another hour is coming,
Enjoy life should be the first thing.

...::* Manja *::...

2010-03-26T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hohoho~
Seems to be more "manja" now.
What changes I had made after camp?
I change to be more manja with mom. lol..

Before getting to camp,
I throw my tempered to my parents without caring what they feel.
During camp's life,
I felt guilty and bad.
My parents came visit me every weekend.
They woke up so early for me.
Daddy spend 6 hours of driving.
Mammy cooks early in the morning.
They are really 'WEI DA'.
lol..

I do ask them not to come for few weekend.
They still have all kind of reason for visiting me.
Is so much GUILT!!!

In my dorm, I'm well-known with "anak manja".
Most of my dorm mates taught I'm youngest or the only daughter.
After knowing I'm the second daughter,
They asked why I so manja? lol..
I don't know why.. haha..

For now,
I'm trying not to throw my temper to them.
I should be grateful.
Thanks God. lol..

As for my dar,
I had shared the love I had given him with my family.
Hope dar will understand me ba..
Sorry dar~
I have not been good to you since I had return from camp.
I really wants to treat you like previous but I don't know why I can't.
Maybe I've grow up? A matured thinking I have?
No idea..
Once again sorry dar,
And also my family...

...::* Still frustrating *::...

2010-03-24T13:59:00.002+08:00

Any how college life will start on May.
Currently, I'm classifying myself as useless people.
Wasting time at home eat, sleep and play.
Is so lifeless. I want to do something useful.

Once registration had not been made,

I still have the decision.

I don't know what career I'll go after foundation in science.
I don't know I can handle my studies or not.
I don't know whether I'll give up in middle of studies.
I don't want to waste time and money if I failed in halfway.
I don't want my parent's money to be waste.
I don't wish my younger sis and bro face financial problem to continue study.
So I chosen foundation of arts.

Kok Leong!!! You influenced me to think "SO THE MUCH THINGS".
Hohoho.. No choice.. The "KL".
Lucky I have less lines in my palm.
I think when problem really comes.

Thanks Ca to letting me know more information.
I seems to be not care about the course that chosen.
After conversation with you, I did do my research.
I know I shouldn't think the way I am but I really can't make myself to be selfish.

I get to know what accounting, auditor, financing and marketing is.
Thanks to Eejay to share your experience too.
I know there are more career classified into art.
Mainly these four are what I know.
Before Sunday comes, I'll be searching and reading bout all this.

There is no one to help me to choose my course.
I know about it but all I want is advice and talks.
Dar seems to not care bout my feelings.
I'm in frustrating condition and I don't need supports.
All I need was advice.
I know you'll sees this I don't care.
I'm here to express my feelings.
You have not been caring for your own studies.
But I have to.. Time will not wait us.
I'm bored with searching information about culinary as you are not interested.
You just don't help me. You did not advice me...
I need you to share my feelings.
As I don't know why I don't share and tell my problems to others.
I don't tell doesn't mean I have no problems.
I tell doesn't mean I have tell you all my problems.
You questioned why I have nothing to talk.
Can you help after I told you?
I'm so the frustrated.

I don't wish to let you see I cry,
Even if I'm crying in public you never see,
As for my tears were held strongly in my heart.

I'm done..
Cooled.

...::* 3 Questions *::...

2010-03-22T17:07:00.002+08:00

Today I went to UCSI for registration but I have not registered yet.
After introducing to Accounting courses by Ellen Tan,
She keep advice and keep telling not to rush.
"Choosing a course is where you buy a ticket"
"You have to be responsible for your selection"

After all,
My sis told her that I don't really know what I want.
And asked whether there is test to know what I actually want.
She told us that those test are useless even she, herself took it before.

Instead, she came up with three questions.

"What are you good in?"
"What do you like?"
"What kind of environment would you like to work in?"

The only I can answered was BIOLOGY.. lol..

The days where I struggle for Bio,
Feeling sorry to achieve "Donkey" for sir.

Memories.....

Mr. Ananda~
At last, I scored,
I scored an A- for Bio.
Even it wasn't an A+,
I've tried my very best for it.
From a Donkey evolved to an Apple.
Hope to make you proud, sir.
Thanks for what you had taught.
Thanks for the funny and silly comments.
Thanks for your work hard.
You have been a great teacher.

Toh Chun Fei~
Hot Toh.. (hotdog) lol..
When will be our dates to Neway~~~
Even is A- for your add math, is still A.
A's have been achieved by four of your pretties.
Surely you'll be proud of it.^^
Thanks for your teasing.
Thanks for your transportation with plenty of "FURS".

These might be the teachers that are great in SSM in the year 2009?
Although they cannot see what I wrote and what I appreciate from them,
Doesn't matter I just wants to thank to them.
Thank you sir!!!

OUT OF TOPIC!!!
Whatever~
There are no choices and no way to go.
I do jealous people weaker than me getting to science field.
I do want to go for science field but I don't want.
I can't do it. (gosh~ The counselor just told not to underestimate myself ><)
Hope this selection and decision will not lead me to a wrong way.
Going to register again on coming Sunday.

...::* Life *::...

2010-03-16T13:49:00.004+08:00

Very soon I'll have to expose myself to the world.
Getting into camp might get me to few percents of mature stage.

After getting result, I do feel satisfy?
Day and night mom asking what course I'll choose.
And Day and night I think about it.

No one be able to help.
No one able to choose one's direction.

Getting into science field makes me grow more white hair.
Getting to be a stewardess will cause me to have centimeters of makeup.
Additional centimeters to be a model.
Being a designer, I don't have the creativity.

I do wants to be dentist but I'm not capable.

I just do not know what am I writing.
Getting into camp causes me to get more noob in english language.
My english get rotten too.

Questions:
How do I improve my english? lol..

...::* I had return *::...

2010-03-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

I'm back from camp.
I had became the pirate of the Tangkas Kendiri camp.
PLKN make me lost my beauty. lol..

Leaving camp is more likely to be like getting out of hell.^^
Pictures more to be uploaded in facebook nia~

Latest pictures have to wait from friends too.-Learning part of wirajaya-

Currently I'm thinking of the courses to be taken in future.
I have not plan what to take.
I want to get into science field but I afraid that I can't follow the lessons.
I'm just an average student.
What should I be in future?
Afraid that wasting time and money too.. @@

WHAT TO DO?

...::* Happy CNY & Valentine's Day *::...

2010-02-17T11:54:00.006+08:00

Time flashed fast and I'm going to leave tomorrow for another month.
Yesterday went to "Bai Nian".
It was a surprise for dar dar too..
I lied to him that I will not have the chance to see him this CNY.
I do not know how he feel when he saw me.
I love you dar~~~
haha...

I can't feel the old me.
No feeling jor? Cold blooded. jkjk..
I had given dar a Valentine's gift.
Want to know what is it?
Ask him..^^ haha..
Is not an expensive item but mom forgets to return my money.
Is okay because I spent more money in camp.

This pictures after back from camp.

-Pas cuti and Blood donation form-

- drawn by wira Syafiq-

- Do not mistaken-

-Books from CB & Integration classes-

-Public phone card that I had used.-

-All about bank (BSN)-

-1st day de pocket money-

-My elbow de scar-

-The bruises I get from camp-

-Difference in my tone colour-

Everyone thought I enjoyed a lot in camp.
The tension and pressure in it never seem to appear from me.
I hide and cry.
I hide and express my feeling.
I keep them to myself.

Even my dorm's teacher.

Suka tak tinggal sini?
Tak suka langsung, cikgu.
Tak suka? You nampak syok kat sini saja.
Tak ade, cikgu
Macam gembira sahaja?

I do not like the life in camp.
I miss you so much dar~~~

Dar, I'm here to wish you Happy Birthday in advance.
Unable to celebrate your birthday with you this year.
Sorry for once and sorry for being not caring since my return.
Sorry baby~ ^^
Lub you~
MuaxX~

-16/2/10-

...::* HOME *::...

2010-02-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

I had left for a month.
Once I reach KL is like...
Wow? KL change a lot?
Leaving for a month is more likely to be like a year.

Hmmm...
Currently I still have not much time to blog too.
How is NS life?
To me is torturing life.

What I had done?
Forget jor..
The latest activity I had done was "Kembala Halangan"
I don't know Gembala or Kembala.
Contain 9 elements and we are allow to do 8 only.
-lompat pagar
-jambatan goyang
-tembok 6 kaki
-tarzan swing
-crawl on sand
-crawl through the hole
2 more duno how to explain.
- tembok 12 kaki? (we cnt ply this)

Lol.. Now I know that I takut tinggi!!!

I do not know how to buy shirts.
So, yesterday simply I grab a short pants.

Till now, I'm still facing terrible cough.
When night comes, I'll cough none stop.
The medicine given is useless.
I "lapor sakit" on 11th.
The teachers say if those who get MC that day will not allow to return home.
That day was the first time I lapor sakit.
I asked "ada ubat lain? selepas makan ubat ini batuk saya lebih teruk."
Nurse replied " Ini aje yang ade sahaja."

Have to go now. No time......

...::* End Post *::...

2010-01-01T20:23:00.002+08:00

...::* End Post *::...

At last, I get to out with dar to Leisure Mall.
Although is just hours and not comfortable,
At least I still can spend a little time with dar.

I thought of having our sweet time together but nope.
Not true.

I reached and went for gift shops and met up with dar at cinema.
I never thought of buying tickets first so ended up sitting the second row from the screen.
We watched Avatar and is really not as bad as i thought. ^^

What a day~
Dar meet with his Junior school's friend.
They talked and chatted and dinned.
I left at 7 pm.

I miss him. I don't feel like leaving but I have to.
Sorry dar~
I admit I'm very "keras kepala & siew hei".
(my language gets rotted when not having classes)

I'm now waiting for you dar~
Hope your friend were joking?
Don't really wants you to go woo girls with them.. hehe
Jealousy 100% ^^

Here~ I'm fair~
And...
Next I'm dark~

See Yah~

BLOG ENDS HERE. NO UPDATES TILL I RETURN ON CNY.

...::* Cries *::...

2010-01-01T10:45:00.003+08:00

LOL..
I cried yesterday night.
LoL.. First day of 2010 I already cried.
Is not a good start for my year in 2010.
Definitely not a good year for me too.
Desperately want him!!! ^^

I know I'm too "SIEW HEI".
SMALL GAS!!! haha..
But is my last day and I have no time to be with him for 3 months.
I cried not because of his wrong.
I cried because of NS is very near.
Is about hours time.
Not days anymore.
and He is not with me.
He left me count down myself and left me for hours.

Sorry for being so SELFISH.
I am that selfish.
Whatsoever, I'll leaving at 9.30.
Hate 2010 too..

...::* Coming Soon *::...

2009-12-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

National Service is coming very soon.
Is just around the corner.
Around 4 more days.
And I'm blogging too frequent nowadays?
I just wanna express...

Is a SURE that i'll cry at the bus terminal.
Not because I miss my family.
It may because I miss him very much.
I had not meet him for days and might not have the chance?
The chance might come on February and might not be a chance too.

I really wanna meet him in this few days.
I'm afraid I can't have the chance to go outing.
I rolled my tears off yesterday night.
I smsed dar like mad lover. LOL.. haha..

The moment I think about him,
I miss him and I want him.
Maybe I' weak and need pampered a week before menstruation.
Lol.. I'm serious. I "MERAJUK" a lot a week before menstruation starts.

Lets have some cute things.. haha..

Print Screen-ing

...::* Ugly Ling *::...

2009-12-27T16:27:00.005+08:00

First of all thanks to my little friend.
Nah~ you guys aren't little.. Big Friend..^^
Thank you for coming and finishing "THE FOODS".
Hope you all really enjoy the BBQ.
And sorry for not giving time with you all. busy ma..haha..

Sorry to my dar too~
Treating him not as my dar. Sorry~~

Once again thanks to:

Dar, Alex
Zack,
Erica,
Yi Ru,
Tracy,
Han Jon,
Ban Kok,
Wen Wu,
Hui Xsin,
Kar Chun,
Yung Cieh,
Kok Leong,
Mei Theng,
and
Wai Hoong

Thank You dar for starting the fire.
And..
I hate you HanJon for cleaning up the mess..haha..
I hate you but I still thank you a lot..haha..

Thank you~ Do miss me in the coming months~
Wahahahahaha...
Take Care yah~

Hmmm...
At the moment,
I'm Ugly Ling. Why so?

Look this and you'll know it.. Haha..

-No Jokes. Is serious bruises.-- Very the Ang gi ly punya Ling -

I fell from stairs.. lol..
JOKING~!!!

These are my Christmas present by Dar and Mei Theng.
Thank You~

I know is very late to wish you happy birthday.
Is okay right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR CHUN~

Attended to his birthday BBQ too.
Thank you~ haha..

...::* Approved to go NS *::...

2009-12-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

Woke up early 8 am and went for Hospital Hulu Langat without breakfast.
Waited for few minutes and asked to return at 2pm.
So I went home for breakfast and chooses clothes for NS.
Taught of having nap but I cannot fall asleep!!!
So I help my little doggie to bath.

Shouted for half and hour.
My dog just don't listen to me.
Standing under sun with shouting is very bad..haha..

After giving him a bath, I get changed to go for body check up

- !!!Sad to have 167 only surely no modeling .I have pink skin -

-BMI not enough-

Is already 2pm but they aren't starting to work.
Many of them came for NS check up but none of them same as my camp.
What a pity to the doctors.
They have to share room!!!
I get into a room and I was like @@. Who is doctor?
Both of them are doctors.

At last I know my blood group.. haha

- Is free and given by doctor -

-Nice colour? Have to bring for NS de -

Wasted an hour ++ in there.
Me and mom went to Econsave to get some stuff for BBQ.
I wants most of the biscuits to bring for NS.
Is too much and will me expensive.
What a luck.
I gets to find a printing shop in it..
I passed over 3 time and I try for it.
I took my pendrive and cert paper down from car.
The girl told me that they are not doing for this type paper.
And the guy say let him see and he might try.
Fail or success I have to pay too..
And I only have 2 paper and one of it is plain and another is printed with logo only.
My printer out of black ink.
They kept explain to me about the percentage of failure to print.
Without thinking I said "Nevermind, have a try".
Yes!!!!!! haha.. trust senses. Worth it, to try.
No try, no results.^^
While walking towards my car, I jumped with joy... hehe

- ?Nice cert? Where to find seal now -

...::* Preparing for NS *::...

2009-12-19T21:20:00.006+08:00

Is likely to be less than 15 days to leave.
My time is occupied..
During the coming days i'll have to:

* goes for body check for NS
* prepare my clothes for NS
* shop for dry foods for NS
* look for bottles for NS also
* grab CNY clothes (if possible)
* decide courses to take after NS
* shop for BBQ things & food
* go KarChun's party
* go for my ex tuition teacher's BBQ
* Have my house BBQ.^^
* search for Dar's birthday present (if possible)
* plan a day to go walk walk with dar ( if possible too)

What else???
Hmm...

I have a good news too.
I'm going for NS for less than 2 and the half year..
Returning on the 14 March!!!
Yes baby~~!!!
I can celebrate my birthday with dar??? T-heeeee...

Today mom and sis goes for pos office to get my letter to NS.
While I went for the edu fair at MidValley.
Still in the decision of Hotel Management or Design.
Any idea on which should I choose or suitable for me?

- So thick -
- This is why so thick -

- I'm gonna play M16? I don't even know how it looks like..haha-

-A book of panduan (fully B.Melayu very sleepy) -

I had prepared for NS.
By the way of caring for skin.. ^^
Mom brought a bottle of moisturising cream.
I brought 2 bottles of SunBlock with 3 more additional sunblock by dad.
With a bottle of cleanser and a bottle of blackhead remover.
A useful medi cream that cure rashes and itchy.

- sunblock SPF 130 and SPF 30 (too serious?)-

- moisturising cream-

- cleanser -- Usefull cream cure itchy and rashes-
- Things I prepared -

...::* BlogSkins *::...

2009-12-16T00:22:00.004+08:00

There isn't any blog skin that suits me.
Instead, I don't know what I want too.^^
This skin I had bored after editing and previewing for 4 days.
Feel like changing but doesn't matter.
My blog will die for another 3 months in 20 days time.

I'll come back with better me?
I guess?
National Service that had been awaiting for me will soon be arriving.
My camp will be Kelantan, Selangor and Perak people.

Wish to hold my breathe and not to roll a drop of tear during my leaving.
LOL.. I know I like to cry.
Time is limited for me at this little moment until the 1st of January.
I have to done all my things between this 20 days.
As if I'm dying..^^

I'm coming to serve you, Malaysia!!!
LOL..

...::* 3 days trip *::...

2009-12-13T20:50:00.007+08:00

Lazy type. ^^
haha..
I went to Cameron and overnight in Ipoh.
Continue my journey to Penang the next day.
Before leaving Ipoh , we went to meet an uncle.
We played for 2 hours while waiting for my dad talking with the uncle.
Went for a wedding dinner nearby Penang but before the Penang bridge.
The next day, we left Penang to return home.
While returning home, we went to the PLKN kem.
That I'll be going soon on the 2nd.
Is very far inside. Hours from KL.
I miss my dar when I saw it.
I miss him~~~ wuwuwu.. lol..
haha..
Friends, please take notice of my dar.
Never let a girl to have the chance to tackle him..
lol.. joking^^ haha..
I trust him.

Cameron Highland

-Waterfall-

-Tea plantation--Fly-trap--Cotton cndy-

-TeaBreak-

Ipoh

-Not ducky is goosey-

-Cute^^-

-Dad and his partner playing sand. lol..jkjk-

Penang

-Useless building-

-Old church-

-Newly renovated-

-Inside-

-Decorated at entrance.-

...::* OVER *::...

2009-12-10T13:51:00.009+08:00

Everyone having fun after SPM. lol..
24 more days.
I'll be leaving for NST.
National Service Trip. haha..
I'll miss my dar a lot.
I miss you dar!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday might be the last day in 09 to have fun with my friends?
I can't shops for my CNY clothes and dar's present.
I might unable to celebrate dar's birthday.
I can't enjoy my holiday with my friends.
So much things couldn't be done.
I'll miss it. Especially for him.

So, last seen will be on the 26 dec.
A farewell BBQ. lol haha JOKING.
BBQ is just for fun.
Happy Belated Birthday Aaron Chin on the 8th.
Happy Belated Birthday Mei Theng on the 9th.
Happy Birthday Juang on the 10th, today.

I know Mei Theng will not be buying present yesterday at Sunway.
So, I saw a photo album. Mickey Mouse and I brought it.
Taught of making it more interesting by adding a crazy picture of us.
I'm running out of time and the guy in the shop don't wanna print for me.

-Happy Birthday MeiTheng-

Everytime goes for outing I'll find difficulty in transportation.
I quarrel for hours with my dar too.. lol..
End up. Kah Chun be the one who helped me this tme.
His sister is just So CUTE!!!
I can see KC sayang his sister very much. haha..
Is not so difficult to communicate with him as most of us taught. lol..

We waited at dar's house for hours.
Other guys still not prepare yet.
They wasted a lot of time.
Reaching Sunway without the mood to enjoy.
Feeling not to skate. Is too late.
We reach at 2 pm.
Then we went for Wendy's and goes for food.
Everyone's stomach starving. lol..

After food,
YongKang, Yiru, Erica, KarChun, HuiXsin, Arif, Xuan Lin,
Thinesh, KokLeong, Tracy, Mei Theng, Me and Dar.
We went skating while Juang, Aun Chik, Yoges and Halim lost some where.

-our gloves and entrance band-

Skating was fun. Lol.
I fell for once as if meditating.
Erica, I'm jealous when giving Alex for you to hold. LOL..haha..
Is okay I trust you..haha..
I know instead of helping, Alex worst than you.haha..
My bicep, tricep and quadricep muscles pain.

After playing we went for shops and take pictures.

-Going to the highest floor-

After taking pictures, I have to go home.

The taxi cost us RM31+ RM1.90 for the toll fees.
Is expensive but that's the only way for us to return.
When we reach Leisure Mall,
KarChun look for games while I have a look at the Subway and Sakae Sushi.
After meeting up, we went for steamboat. lol..
Those stand and eat by the road side.
Is nice and funny to look at them.
Dar ate 4 sticks and cost him RM6++. lol.. haha..

I went home at 8.45pm.
I love you...
I'll always miss the moment we enjoy together..^^
A joyful day on 9/12

-Lub Yah-

Miss you guys for 3 months. haha..
I miss him more and miss him everyday..haha

2009-12-04T00:12:00.002+08:00

This may be the last day meeting each other in school.
I lub you~
How far our journey will be?
Enjoy and appreciation.
Muackkksss...

...::* 2 weeks time *::...

2009-11-01T15:05:00.004+08:00

18 days,
Towards SPM!!!
What to be after SPM?
Modeling+ Fashion designer?
Follow what my parent says to be designer?
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I did it!! From a D to a B.
I use to get 40-45 for Biologi paper.
With plenty of comments wrote by sir.
This time I did better than my previous papers.
Thank you sir!!! haha..
I miss those comments too but I don't want it.haha..

haha..
Yesterday went to Sakae at Taman Billion for celebration.
Waited four hours and my stomach singing.
Instead I don't really feel like attending.
I wanted to see dar and get my things. haha..
Lol.. I saw a guy, like my friend but he doesn't seems to be.
I don't know. haha..
Maybe he is not that he.

I called Chicken White sauce for dar to try.
He called rib eye with mushroom sauce. I guess.
He gonna get fat!!!!!! hehehe..
1/4 of mine he ate and drink.
and finish up his food and drinks too. haha..
Thanks to mom for maintaining a small stomach for me. haha..

Previously, my dad order tickets to Vietnam with an uncle.
A day before the flight,
That uncle smsed dad to take passport.
Dad asked sis to reply that he just took.
While my sis typing, my dad says his passport has expired.
LOL. Is about 6 month expire.
Sadly hdad unable to go with that uncle.
Daddy is sad. Maybe?

I fight with girl.
Girl's fight by scratch, pull and push.
I think so?haha.. I get scratched.
I fight with my GalGal.
My dog!!! haha..

...::* Home *::...

2009-10-25T21:54:00.004+08:00

My ugly GalGal.

Hehe.. The first post was posted in expressing way.
I'm home from hometown.
Today not only to my grandparents house.
To my uncle's house too.
One of my uncle fell off her motorcycle and had 10 stitches on his face.
Near to his mouth. Still covered by bandage. Can't see.
Later, we went to see my uncle's new born baby girl.
They are christian so her name called Charis.
I don't know how to pronounce.
Her chinese name difficult to be pronounce too.
" Tong Xin Yun".

Once my uncle open the door,
I was like stunned.
Ya~ with my mouth open.. ar~~~ haha..
I was like not believing a newly born baby is that small.
I taught of malnutrition or something else. haha..
She would be smaller 2 weeks ago.
I still not believing babies are that small.
I was like blur in his home thinking bout the "size". LOL..haha
She born with 2.7 kg. I'm heavier instead. 2.9 kg^^.

So small neh~
Mami hand so big o.0-

My parents mistaken their wedding date.
it should be 16/9 in chinese calender.
So they mistaken and celebrated yesterday.
Is okay. Doesn't matter right? haha..

These are my memories with dar.^^

...::* Throughout the MONTH *::...

2009-10-25T09:49:00.005+08:00

I have things to blog but I have no time for it. ^^
I'm rushing now too..

Yesterday was Ming Hui's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

We went to Semenyih for her celebration.
Is kinda fun and we were like crazy all around her house.
I found out who had been my dar's "YI LAI".
Kar chun..^^ haha..
Dar being with him the whole day from 3 something onwards.
I did not talk mush with dar yesterday.^^ haha..
Is okay. Pity Kar Chun to be alone too.

In the car, mom called me and asked my location.
My family was not at home.
I asked aunty to put me alone and i'll be safe. No worry.
MeiTheng called and ask me to climb in.
After MeiTheng with her mom gone,
I taught of climbing.
When I start to climb,
My dogs were barking with their fierce looking.
LOL.. Is better not to climb I guess?
I afraid they will bite me.
Is night too. They can't see me clearly.
So, they may bite. haha..
I try open the small door.
Sadly, wrong pass code. Lol..
I don't remember my house number too.^^

Later we celebrate my parents 20 Wedding Anniversary.
All their pictures blur. They moved.

At last, I brought my cleanser.
I've been waiting for discount but there isn't.

Green, Green, I like green^^ haha..

On 5th,
My sister had her birthday.
But the cake wasn't nice and we did not eat it.
So, end up giving to my Gal Gal.
She ate it and came out with a dirty cat face. haha..
Happy birthday, Gal Gal.

Lastly, I had pack my dolls!!!
They were fully covered by dust.
I hate dolls at times. Wasted a lot of my place.
Mom complained on me too. TT
I get a box and put all of them in it.
Failed. I manage to put some only.
Is better than plastic bags.
One of the day I might be the Santa girl and give out to kids.
Orphanage kids may like them. haha.. joking.

These 3 are the only dolls that will not given or throw away.-

Done packing.

__♂_...:::*Sweet ღ Potato*:::..._♀__

...::* MOVED *::...

...:* Crying over splited milk *::...

...::* Again *::..

...::* Lifeless *::...

...::* Ethnics *::...

...::* Habits *::...

...::* Tasks *::...

...::* Golden Screen Cinema *::...

...::* Stress *::...

...::* Random *::...

...::* Satisfy *::...

...::* Worries *::...

...:* Random *::...

...::* What i want *::...

...::* Blackie *::...

...::* Luck *::...

...::*lalalalalala *::...

...::* Back *::...

...::* Disaster *::...

...::* Hate September *::...

...::* Miss Him *::...

...::* Movies *::...

...::* Something Not Right *::...

...:* Back *::...

...::* Enjoy *::...

...::* Yeeha *::...

...::* Bored *::...

...::* AnnouncemenT *::...

...::* Bless You *::...

...::* Unlucky *::...

...::* Hard Life *::...

...::* FAILURE NO.1 *::...

...::* >< *::...

...::* Fire *::...

...::* Pack *::...

...::* Flirty *::...

...::* my FIRST & LAST *::...

...::* Challenges *::...

...::* Here again *::...

...::* No.. *::...

...::* Lost *::...

...::* So WRONG *::...

...::* What you'll do? *::...

...::* Sneaked *::...

...::* Meaningless *::...

...::* Oppsy *::...

...::* WHY AM I SO FREE~~ *::...

...::* Useless *::...

...::* BORED *::...

...::* Not allowed *::...

...::* YoYoYo *::...

...::* End of Midterm *::...

...::* Unhappy & Unsatisfy *::...

...::* No good *::...

...::* Yes *::...

...::* LingLingAr*::...

...::* Snap, Snap, Snap *::...

...::* MidTerm *::...

...::* Unsafe *::...

...::* Fastest way of getting slim and thin *::...

...::* Happy Birthday Mr.Toh *::...

...::* Illegal driver *::...

...::* Too close *::...

...::* Me Me *::...

...::* Happy Belated Teacher's Day *::...

...::* Smile *::...

...::* LOL *::...

...::* EMBARASSING *::...

...:* Ling *::...

...::* First lesson *::...

...::* College life begins, Classes not started yet *::...

...::* Big Spend *::...

...::* I'm not really happy *::...

...::* Lifeless *::...

...::* IKO *::...

...::* Mix *::...

...::* Happy Belated Birthday *::...

...::* Outings *::...

...::* Manja *::...

__♂_...:::Sweet ღ Potato:::..._♀__

...::lalalalalala ::...